He wondered whether she would really carry out her threat to come to his room. He didn't think she would dare. But when night came and they all went to bed, he was so terrified that he could not sleep. He lay there listening anxiously. The silence was broken only by the repeated and monotonous cry of an owl. Through the thin wall of woven palm leaves he heard Munro's steady breathing. Suddenly he was conscious that someone was stealthily creeping into his room. He had already made up his mind what to do.
'Is that you, Mr Munro?' he called in a loud voice.
Darya stopped suddenly. Munro awoke.
'There's someone in my room. I thought it was you.'
'It's all right,' said Darya. 'It's only me, I couldn't sleep, so I thought I'd go and smoke a cigarette on the veranda.'
'Oh, is that all?' said Munro. 'Don't catch cold.'
She walked through Neil's room and out. He saw her light a cigarette. Presently she went back and he heard her get into bed.
He did not see her next morning, for he started out collecting before she was up, and he took care not to get in till he was pretty sure Munro would be back. He avoided being alone with her till it was dark and Munro went down for a few minutes to arrange the moth-traps.
'Why did you wake Angus last night?' she said in a low angry whisper.
He shrugged his shoulders and going on with his work did not answer.
'Were you frightened?'
'I have a certain sense of decency.'
'Oh, don't be such a prig.'
'I'd rather be a prig than a dirty swine.'
'I hate you.'
'Then leave me alone.'
She did not answer, but with her open hand smartly slapped his face. He flushed, but did not speak. Munro returned and they pretended to be intent on whatever they were doing.
For the next few days Darya, except at meal-times and in the evenings, never spoke to Neil. Without prearrangement they exerted themselves to conceal from Munro that their relations were strained. But the effort with which Darya roused herself from a brooding silence would have been obvious to anyone more suspicious than Angus, and sometimes she could not help herself from being a trifle sharp with Neil. She chaffed him, but in her chaff was a sting. She knew how to wound and caught him on the raw, but he took care not to let her see it. He had an inkling that the good-humour he affected infuriated her.
Then one day when Neil came back from collecting, though he had delayed till the last possible minute before tiffin, he was surprised to find that Munro had not yet returned. Darya was lying on a mattress on the veranda, sipping a gin pahit and smoking. She did not speak to him when he passed through to wash. In a minute the Chinese boy came into his room and told him that tiffin was ready. He walked out.
'Where's Mr Munro?' he asked.
'He's not coming,' said Darya. 'He sent a message to say that the place he's at is so good he won't come down till night.'
Munro had set out that morning for the summit of the mountain. The lower levels had yielded poor results in the way of mammals, and Munro's idea was, if he could find a good place higher up, with a supply of water, to transfer the camp. Neil and Darya ate their meal in silence. After they had finished he went into the house and came out again with his topee and his collecting gear. It was unusual for him to go out in the afternoon.
'Where are you going?' she asked abruptly.
'Out.'
'Why?'
'I don't feel tired. I've got nothing much else to do this afternoon.'
Suddenly she burst into tears.
'How can you be so unkind to me?' she sobbed. 'Oh, it is cruel to treat me like this.'
He looked down at her from his great height, his handsome, somewhat stolid face bearing a harassed look. 'What have I done?'
'You've been beastly to me. Bad as I am I haven't deserved to suffer like this. I've done everything in the world for you. Tell me one single little thing I could do that I haven't done gladly. I'm so terribly unhappy.'
He moved on his feet uneasily. It was horrible to hear her say that. He loathed and feared her, but he had still the respect for her that he had always felt, not only because she was a woman, but because she was Angus Munro's wife. She wept uncontrollably. Fortunately the Dyak hunters had gone that morning with Munro. There was no one about the camp but the three Chinese servants and they, after tiffin, were asleep in their own quarters fifty yards away. They were alone.
'I don't want to make you unhappy. It's all so silly. It's absurd of a woman like you to fall in love with a fellow like me. It makes me look such a fool. Haven't you got any self-control?'
'Oh, God. Self-control!'
'I mean, if you really cared for me you couldn't want me to be such a cad. Doesn't it mean anything to you that your husband trusts us implicitly? The mere fact of his leaving us alone like this puts us on our honour. He's a man who would never hurt a fly. I should never respect myself again if I betrayed his confidence.'
She looked up suddenly.
'What makes you think he would never hurt a fly? Why, all those bottles and cases are full of the harmless animals he's killed.'
'In the interests of science. That's quite another thing.'
'Oh, you fool, you fool.'
'Well, if I am a fool I can't help it. Why do you bother about me?'
'Do you think I wanted to fall in love with you?' 'You ought to be ashamed of yourself.'
'Ashamed? How stupid! My God, what have I done that I should eat my heart out for such a pretentious ass?'
'You talk about what you've done for me. What has Munro done for you?'
'Munro bores me to death. I'm sick of him. Sick to death of him.'
'Then I'm not the first?'
Ever since her amazing avowal he had been tortured by the suspicion that what those men at Kuala Solor had said of her was true. He had refused to believe a word of it, and even now he could not bring himself to think that she could be such a monster of depravity. It was frightful to think that Angus Munro, so trusting and tender, should have lived in a fool's paradise. She could not be as bad as that. But she misunderstood him. She smiled through her tears.
'Of course not. How can you be so silly? Oh, darling, don't be so desperately serious. I love you.'
Then it was true. He had sought to persuade himself that what she felt for him was exceptional, a madness that together they could contend with and vanquish. But she was simply promiscuous.
'Aren't you afraid Munro will find out?'
She was not crying any more. She adored talking about herself, and she had a feeling that she was inveigling Neil into a new interest in her.
'I sometimes wonder if he doesn't know, if not with his mind, then with his heart. He's got the intuition of a woman and a woman's sensitiveness. Sometimes I've been certain he suspected and in his anguish I've sensed a strange, spiritual exaltation. I've wondered if in his pain he didn't find an infinitely subtle pleasure. There are souls, you know, that feel a voluptuous joy in laceration.'
'How horrible!' Neil had no patience with these conceits. 'The only excuse for you is that you're insane.'
She was now much more sure of herself. She gave him a bold look.
'Don't you think I'm attractive? A good many men have. You must have had dozens of women in Scotland who weren't so well made as I am.'
She looked down at her shapely, sensual figure with calm pride.
'I've never had a woman,' he said gravely.
'Why not?'
She was so surprised that she sprang to her feet. He shrugged his shoulders. He could not bring himself to tell her how disgusting the idea of such a thing was to him, and how vile he had thought the haphazard amours of his fellow-students at Edinburgh. He took a mystical joy in his purity. Love was sacred. The sexual act horrified him. Its excuse was the procreation of children and its sanctification marriage. But Darya, her whole body rigid, stared at him, panting; and suddenly, with a sobbing cry in which there was exultation and at the same time wild desire, she flung herself on her knees and seizing his hand passionately kissed it.