“Alex? Alex, are you all right?”
“I’m fine,” said Alex, drawing a deep breath and blinking several times to clear his vision.
“I see you’ve found what you were looking for,” commented Arconn, pointing at the crystal in Alex’s hands.
“And it has shown me what I need to know,” replied Alex, standing up and carefully climbing down the pile of treasure with Arconn’s help.
“Then you must use what you have learned,” said Arconn. “I do not think Tayo will last another night.”
“Quickly then,” said Alex, hurrying across the chamber floor.
As they were leaving the great hall, Alex handed the crystal of Iownan to Bregnest and hurried past without explanation, ignoring the surprised looks from his friends.
“I’m going to call him back,” said Alex, as he and Arconn climbed the stairs out of the great hall. “Either that, or help him to cross the wall.”
“It will be dangerous,” Arconn warned, looking worried. “It has not been long since you almost crossed the wall yourself. What lies beyond will call to you again, and you are not a trained healer.”
“I will be fine,” replied Alex, smiling at Arconn in a reassuring way. “I know what to expect, and I know how to get back.”
When they reached Tayo, Alex knelt at his friend’s side. He picked up Tayo’s right hand with both of his. He paused for a moment, preparing his thoughts for what he was about to do. He knew it was dangerous and possibly even foolish, but he also knew he had to try. Somehow, he already knew he would be safe.
“If it looks like you are fading, I will break your hold,” said Arconn in a determined tone.
“There will be no need, my friend,” Alex replied confidently. “I will be safe.”
Arconn nodded. He looked worried sitting there in the torchlight, but Alex had no more time to reassure him. He took a deep breath and focused his thoughts.
“Tayo,” he called softly. “Tayo.”
It happened faster than Alex expected. Suddenly he felt himself leaving the torchlit chamber, even though he knew he was still sitting next to Arconn. He was walking up a gray, grass-covered hill, a soft breeze blowing in his hair. At the top of the hill, Tayo stood as still as a statue. Alex was surprised that Tayo had waited on the hill for so long.
“Why do you wait here, my friend?” Alex asked, walking up beside Tayo.
“The Oracle told me to wait for a sign,” Tayo replied, not looking at Alex.
“What sign?”
“I do not know,” said Tayo in a dreamy voice. “I had hoped she would give me a sign, but she has not.”
“Who?” Alex questioned, watching Tayo’s face as he spoke.
“She who waits beyond the wall,” answered Tayo, raising his hand and pointing down the hill to the stone wall below them.
Alex looked and saw a woman standing on the far side of the wall. He wondered who she might be and why she was waiting for Tayo. At first he thought he should ask Tayo who the woman was, but then quickly changed his mind.
“Wait here,” commanded Alex.
He turned away from Tayo and walked slowly down the hill to the wall. He felt slightly nervous, remembering the last time he had been this close to the wall. But this time, he felt like he knew what he was doing. This time, he had a different reason for being here.
As Alex approached the wall he could see the woman more clearly. She was tall, with long dark hair that hung loosely around her face. She was pretty, and although she was smiling at Alex, there were tears in her eyes.
“Do you wait for Tayo?” Alex asked the woman when he reached the wall.
“I do,” she answered in a voice that sounded far away.
“Why do you not call to him? Or show some sign?”
“It is not his time,” she said, her eyes leaving Alex and returning to Tayo.
“Then why do you not send him back?”
“Because I long to speak with him again,” she replied in a desperate, longing voice.
“I will speak to him for you—if you will allow me to.”
The woman slowly looked away from Tayo once more, her eyes resting on Alex. Her smile faded and she looked lost and confused.
“You would . . . you would do that for me?” she asked in disbelief.
“For you, and for my friend Tayo, who has waited here for many days.”
The woman smiled, as if Alex had given her more than she had ever dared to hope for. Tears of joy ran down her face as her eyes returned to Tayo.
“Will you tell him that his time is not yet, but that Elsa waits for him,” she said. “Tell him I do not blame him for what happened, or for him not being there when I crossed the wall. Please tell him that he should seek life and happiness while he remains beyond the wall.”
“I will tell him for you, Elsa,” said Alex, bowing to the woman.
“Bless you, friend of Tayo,” replied Elsa, smiling and bowing to Alex.
Without saying anything more, Elsa turned away, walking back into the shadowlands. She vanished from sight before Alex could even look away.
Alex turned away from the wall. He could feel the call of the shadowlands behind him, pulling at him as he walked away, but he did not look back. He slowly climbed up the hill to where Tayo waited. When he reached his friend, he took Tayo’s hand in his own.
“Elsa sends word,” Alex said softly.
Tayo turned to look at Alex for the first time. Tears poured down his rugged face as Alex gave him Elsa’s message.
“I . . . I was away when she died,” said Tayo. “She had been sick, but she was getting better. She said I should go on the adventure, and I foolishly went.”
“There was no way for you to know she would die,” said Alex.
“What kind of man would leave his sick wife to go on an adventure?” asked Tayo.
“You are not to blame for what happened to Elsa.”
“Perhaps not, but I should have been there for her,” Tayo said. “I should have stayed home until I was sure she was well. If I’d been there she might have lived. She might still be in the world of light.”
“Let go,” Alex whispered. “Let go of your anger and doubts. It is the past, and hating the choice you made will not change what happened.”
“I should have stayed,” Tayo murmured.
“Come,” said Alex, taking Tayo by the arm. “You have been here too long, and your friends are worried about you.”
Tayo allowed Alex to turn him away from the shadowlands and lead him down the far side of the hill. Neither of them spoke as they walked, and Alex did not look at Tayo.
The gray lands slowly faded around them and Alex could see the glimmering light of the torches growing brighter.
“Alex?” he heard Bregnest say his name softly, nervous and worried.
Alex opened his eyes and looked into the faces of his friends.
They had gathered around Tayo and himself. Each of them looked worried, even afraid, and Alex understood why.
“Tayo,” Alex called softly. “Tayo, can you hear me?”
“Yes,” answered Tayo in a quiet and tired voice.
“Would you like something to eat?” Alex asked.
“Yes, I am hungry,” Tayo answered weakly, opening his eyes to look around. “I feel as if I haven’t eaten in days.”
“That’s because you haven’t,” said Skeld with a laugh as tears of happiness filled his eyes. “We thought you were going to leave us, now that the dragon is dead and his hoard is ours.”
“What?” Tayo blinked several times. “The dragon is dead?”
Alex leaned close and spoke a few words into Tayo’s ear. Then, leaning back and looking into Tayo’s eyes, he simply said, “Remember.”
For a moment, Tayo looked puzzled, but as the memories flooded back, he burst into tears. The others quickly busied themselves around the chamber, not wanting to embarrass Tayo by seeing his outburst of emotion. As Alex turned to move away, Tayo caught his arm.
“I am forever in your debt,” he said through his tears. “I can never repay your kindness.”