Since then, her former supervisor had asked her to come in for an exit interview and to pick up her things, and he’d been glad to let her do the first over the phone and the latter during off-hours since the Flames wanted to low-key her involvement with the team after the news coverage. She’d turn in her key before she left today and then her last tie to the sexy third basemen would be broken.
It felt odd to be in the training facility alone. Some of the staff traveled with the team and those who didn’t had already left for the day. She passed a door for the club house and tried not to think about Javier.
“Lisa.”
A man spoke her name from the shadows of what she thought was an empty conference room and she yelped in surprise.
Slowing her step to see who was inside, she saw a heart-achingly familiar silhouette.
Javier.
“I didn’t think you’d be here,” she said, realizing too late how revealing that statement must be. Since when did she sneak around trying to avoid someone just because he had the power to break her heart? Straightening, she ignored her galloping heart rate and walked on. “Excuse me,” she murmured.
“Wait.” He stepped out into the carpeted hall behind her, his tall frame flanked by historic posters advertising old games. “I’ve been trying to see you.”
He tucked his hand around her elbow lightly enough, but it was a touch she felt in every fiber of her being. She hoped he didn’t feel the small, bittersweet shiver that trembled through her on contact.
“I don’t think that’s such a good idea.” She’d be throwing herself at him in no time.
“I shouldn’t have let you have the last word the other day.” He gave her a rueful grin. “That’s truly unlike me and it should tell you how much I value your opinion.”
She clutched her building keys tighter in her fist, needing to exit the conversation before her heart melted like ice cream at the ballpark.
“I appreciate that, but—”
“But you were dead wrong.” He silenced her with his words, calling the shots in a way that made her smile despite her misery.
“How do you figure?” She avoided his eyes, staring instead at the whiteboard where the trainers scheduled the therapy rooms ahead of time. She noticed her old schedule with Javier had been erased, though no one else had taken the slots with him.
“We shouldn’t end this.” He reached for her shoulders, approaching her slowly, giving her time to object.
She remained silent, longing for something she had told herself all week she couldn’t have.
“We belong together, Lisa.” His hands landed gently on her shoulders. “Before you left to take a shower that morning, I was already making plans for taking you sailing and diving. Then when that phone call came about our pictures in the press and your past—” He clutched his chest. “I was just caught so damn off guard.”
Seeing this big, strong man hold on to his heart like it was a fragile thing warmed her insides like no amount of words could have.
“I should have told you about the accident—”
“No.” He shook his head. “You would have told me in your own time. Being in the spotlight the way I am—it puts my life under the microscope and forces things onto center stage that don’t necessarily deserve to be there. I think the only reason I let you leave that day was my own fear that we’re so alike that you’d hate living in a fish bowl in the long run as much as I do so maybe us being apart was for the best.”
She tried to follow his train of thought, confused but liking the direction of the words very, very much. A spark flared over the ashes she’d been stomping for nearly two weeks.
“Still, I should have told you about the accident. It was important.” As much as she had practically swooned at the chance to touch him and feel his gorgeous body all over hers, she knew now they should have spent more time talking first. “But everything happened so fast that night.”
“I was in a hurry to be with you.”
The warm rasp of his voice told her that he had the same delectable memories of that night that she did.
It would be so easy to step right back in his arms…
“But maybe falling into bed wasn’t a good idea for us.” She didn’t want to make the same mistakes with him. Not after how much it hurt the first time.
“No. It was the best idea ever.” He sounded so damn sure of himself. So arrogant. So oddly charming.
She couldn’t help a grin. “How do you figure?”
“I found out how wildly passionate I am about you.” He said it the way only a Latin man could—as if he was swearing a vow, as if his life depended on the words. “If I didn’t know that, I probably would have just slipped out of that hotel room the next day and gone on with my life, none the wiser that I might be walking out on the most amazing woman I’d ever met.”
Javier held his breath, hoping his words would penetrate the cool veneer Lisa had worn from the moment she’d spied him in the conference room tonight. He’d been begging the training staff to get her back here for days, needing to see her in person to straighten out the mess they’d made of their relationship. To make his case for a future.
But it wasn’t until tonight that she’d agreed. He’d probably be fined if he didn’t find a way to get to that game tomorrow, but if it took all night to convince Lisa he was worth a second chance, he’d gladly pay the fine.
And right now, he wasn’t sure if he was making any headway on that front. She wasn’t easy to read, even in the harsh office lighting outside the training staff room.
“I don’t want to—” she made a vague gesture between the two of them “—melt all over you again.”
The breathless quality of her voice made him wonder if that was a real possibility. He never would have guessed it from her straight shoulders or her tilted, defiant chin.
“Even if I made it very worth your while?” He didn’t touch her, but he stepped closer. Close enough to breathe in the clean scent of her shampoo. The crisp fragrance of her perfume.
Her eyes dilated, but she shook her head.
“If we talk instead of—” she made that vague gesture again “—jumping into bed for the second time, we might understand each other a lot better.”
That meant there was the possibility of jumping into bed in their future. His heart lightened.
Determined to do whatever was necessary to reach that point—not just because of the sex but because of what it would mean to Lisa—he squared his shoulders and prepared himself.
“Then we will talk.” He kept his voice low in deference to one of the janitors pushing a mop cart.
The building was quiet, but not deserted.
“Talk is not a dirty word, you know.” Turning, she used one of her keys to open the door to the staff room. Letting him in, she shut the door behind her and he found himself in an area he’d never seen. Lockers on the wall were interspersed with health-related posters and life-size diagrams of various knee and ankle injuries.
“Too bad.” He sat down on one of the benches near the small lockers. “I might like it better if it was. But what should we discuss?”
If he had a topic, he could start tackling it. The sooner he could assuage her concerns, the sooner she’d be back in his arms where she belonged.
Lisa spun a combination lock and opened the metal box before withdrawing an extra T-shirt and a bottle of hand lotion.
“For starters, you never asked me about why I took such risks.” She pulled out a hikers’ guide to the Rockies and he wondered if she was going on a trip he didn’t know about.
Maybe talking wasn’t a bad idea.
“Did you lose someone close to you, too?” Could she have toyed with living on the edge for similar reasons as him?