‘Then let’s go do it now,’ he said.
She gave him an uncertain look. ‘You didn’t hear?’
‘What?’ he asked.
‘Burned completely,’ she said. ‘You won’t be discovering any needle marks on that flesh, even if there were some there for you to find.’
Striker cursed. He looked at the screen of his phone again, saw that there were no more messages from the Adder. And also no message from Larisa Logan. He sat heavily back against the couch. Rubbed his eyes with his one good hand. Scratched at a half day’s stubble on his face.
‘We’re missing something,’ he said again.
Felicia reached over and touched his face. ‘The only thing we’re missing here, Jacob, is some sleep. Some rest. Last week we put in over eighty hours. And we’ve put in more than thirty the last two days. We’re exhausted.’
He looked back at her, and even though he didn’t agree with everything she said, he knew there was truth to parts of it. He reached out to touch her, forgot his hand was injured, and raked his burned hand against the side of the couch. He flinched.
Felicia looked down at his hand. ‘It must hurt.’
‘It was a stupid thing to do, grabbing the doorknob like that.’
Felicia gently touched his fingers, where there was no bandage. ‘If you hadn’t done something, we would never have made it out of there.’
He said nothing back, he just looked at her, and before he knew it, her lips were on his lips – soft and wet and warm. He kissed her back, felt her mouth open, felt her tongue on his tongue.
He eased her back on the couch, and she let him. With his good hand, he pulled down her dress pants, tore them from her legs, then reached down and slid off her panties. She let out a soft sound as he felt her warmth and wetness, and she shuddered beneath his touch.
‘I want you, Jacob.’
He kissed her again. Breathed in the soft vanilla of her perfume. Listened to the moans that escaped her lips with every thrust of his body. And he lost himself in the moment.
Felicia was there. In his home. And they were together again, if only for the moment. The world outside may have been cold and harsh, but the mood in here was warm and inviting.
He wished it would never end.
Fifty-One
A while later, at almost two-thirty in the afternoon, Striker lay back on the couch and watched Felicia walk out of the washroom and return to the den. As she went, she adjusted her shirt, then began smoothing out the wrinkles of her dress pants. She looked beautiful in the soft glow of the fire. Her straight black hair spilled all around her shoulders and her dark eyes were warm and magnetic. She stepped into the den, in front of him, then met his stare and let out a sigh.
‘I can’t believe we’re here again,’ she said.
Striker smiled. ‘You mean in the den?’
‘Stop it, Jacob. You know what I mean.’ She gestured towards herself and then him. ‘This. Us. I didn’t want it to happen again.’ She reached up to adjust her earring and closed her eyes. ‘Oh God, how did this happen again?’
Striker sat up. ‘Well, first you touched my shoulder, then you looked into my eyes—’
‘Stop.’ She gave him a hard look, cutting him off. ‘Just knock it off, Casanova.’
He laughed, then stood up. He stepped forward, into her personal space. When he went to put his arms around her, she stiffened a little, so he let go. She looked up at him, and there was conflict in her eyes. Tenderness, yet stubbornness. Nothing changed.
‘What?’ he asked.
‘We’re back to square one. All over again.’
‘Is that really so bad?’
‘Well, no. Yes. Shit.’
Striker just looked at her and didn’t know what to say. Their relationship had been complicated from day one. Had it just been them, everything would have been fine. But it wasn’t just them. There was work. And Courtney. And everything in between.
And they both knew that would never change.
He wanted to say something. Felt he had to say something. But, like always, he couldn’t find the words.
‘So what now?’ she said softly. ‘Where do we go from here, Jacob?’
He met her eyes, felt the heaviness of her stare, and gave her the only honest answer he could think of:
‘Back to the case.’
Fifteen minutes later – after another failed attempt at reaching Dr Richter and getting only voicemail – Striker drove them out east. More than anything he wanted to interview Billy Mercury, but in order to do that, he had to do one of two things first – either arrest the man on charges of arson and attempted murder, or gain permission from the man’s psychiatrist.
Who was none other than Dr Erich Ostermann.
They had come full circle.
He drove towards Riverglen Mental Health Facility, where Billy Mercury had been sectioned to. When they were nearing the east end of Vancouver, Felicia let out a long hard breath.
‘Inspector Laroche is gonna freak when he sees you’re not on medical leave.’
Striker scowled. ‘Laroche . . . who the hell cares what he thinks?’
‘I will when he suspends us.’
Striker gave her a hot look. ‘Okay, first off, Laroche never put me on leave. I took myself off the road in order to deal with the injury to my hand – and I never filled out the Workers’ Compensation Board papers yet.’
‘Semantics. You can’t be back on the road again until you’re cleared by one of the doctors at Medicore.’
Striker said nothing back. Felicia was right about that one – she was always right about stuff like that. She knew the Rules and Procedures manual better than anyone, and she was the only cop he knew who had actually read the damn thing from beginning to end.
The Medicore Health Center was the primary health insurer the Vancouver Police Department contracted. Once an officer was off duty from an injury, they could not return until cleared by Medicore – not even if another specialist had already been consulted.
It was all to do with insurance claims, and, therefore, money. So nothing about the system was overly surprising.
Striker gave Felicia a quick glance. ‘I won’t argue that point, but don’t forget, the whole Medicore thing is just policy, not the law. And it’s not even our policy, it’s a Workers’ Compensation Board thing. If I make the injury worse, they’ll just fight me on it in court. Well, no big deal. I’m fine with that.’
‘You oversimplify everything.’
‘I wish I could do that with you.’
She gave him a hard look, then let it go. Striker was happy with that. There were other larger issues to deal with here than injury compensation.
When they reached the corner of Broadway and Nanaimo Street, Striker pulled over to the kerb.
‘What?’ Felicia asked.
He looked at her. ‘What time did Ostermann say he worked at Riverglen until?’
Felicia looked at the clock, and was surprised to see it was already going on three o’clock. ‘Shit, you’re right. He’ll be gone by now. Maybe we can intercept him somewhere on the way back into town.’
‘Or maybe he’ll be staying longer today because of Mercury.’
Striker took out his cell and called Riverglen. The call was answered by the main switchboard who then transferred him to the receptionist they had dealt with earlier in the day. She was less than friendly.
‘Dr Ostermann only works here in the mornings,’ she said, offering nothing further.
‘I understand that,’ Striker said. ‘But I thought he might be putting in some extra time this afternoon because of what happened today with Billy Mercury.’