Melina puts her hand on my forearm which causes goose bumps to form. “You already thanked me.”
I shift my arm to get her hand off it. “Yeah, I know. But I didn’t realize how beautiful it was.”
She sets her hands behind her and tosses her head back, letting her corn rows fall until they touch the rocks. “My husband made it. Did you open it?”
I hardly have time to think about that fact that Melina is married. She looks like she’s only a couple years older than me, and I can’t imagine a perfect enough guy to be her match; it seems every creature on Earth would feel inferior to Melina. But my sensors go up when she asks if I’ve opened the box. It’s the exact same question my mom asked when she’d found it hidden in my room. “It was empty,” I lie.
Melina turns to me, lifting an eyebrow, moving so her breast brushes my arm. I flinch but don’t pull away. I don’t want her to think she’s making me uncomfortable.
“Empty?” she asks.
I sigh and, unable to take it anymore, scoot enough so we aren’t touching. After all, she did give me the box; I guess I can tell her. “There was a red feather inside.”
Her eyes widen, and this time, they look violet. I shake my head, knowing the sun must be playing tricks on me; eyes don’t change color on demand. “Interesting,” she says.
“You didn’t know?”
Her eyes say no, but her perfect lips disagree. “Yes. Of course.” And she settles back on her arms.
“I never knew you were married,” I say.
Melina nods. “For a while now.” She stretches her arms, and, for the first time, I notice the thick band on her ring finger. Patterns twist on it into knots.
“Was it love at first sight?”
Melina laughs and settles her hands in her lap, letting them fall between her legs, shifting her legs farther apart. “Not hardly. Let’s just say it was a marriage of convenience.”
I’m not sure what could be convenient about marrying someone you don’t love—especially if you’re the most gorgeous creature on the planet. “So do you believe in love at first sight?” I ask. I think of Shayne. Of the first time I saw him in class. And the desire that moved through me. If I didn’t fall in love that day, I’m sure I never will.
Melina turns and looks me in the eye. Her lilac eyes glimmer in the sunlight and pick up the iridescence of the shells hanging from her hair. “Do you?” she asks.
I nod.
She smiles but continues to hold my eyes. “So do I. I believe there is some love so strong nothing can stand in its way. Love is the only certainty in the whole universe.”
“That’s exactly how I feel,” I say.
She nods and breaks eye contact, closing her beautiful eyes and looking back up to the sun. “Good, Piper. Always hold onto that belief.” She inhales and lets out a deep sigh. “I felt that way about someone once,” she says.
“Not the guy you married?”
Melina shakes her head. “No. I was already married. But I loved this guy, and he loved me. The world stopped when we were together.”
“So what happened?” I barely breathe the question.
Melina angles her head. “He fell in love with someone else.”
“I’m sorry,” I say because I can’t think of anything else appropriate.
Melina turns to me then and holds my eyes. “Are you really, Piper?”
“Of course,” I say. Though I’ve only known Shayne for days, I’m pretty sure my world would shatter if he loved someone else.
Melina points to her gorgeous body. To her face. “Look at me, Piper.”
I’m not sure how I could look at anything else, so I nod.
“It happened to me. It could happen to anyone.”
I let out the breath I’ve been holding. “I’m sorry,” I say again.
And Melina lets it drop. We chat for a few more minutes but then say goodbye. I leave her there and head back to the Botanical Haven by myself and lock the door behind me.
I walk upstairs, stopping in the kitchen for a quick drink of water. Outside, it’s getting warmer by the second; the thermometer’s well over one hundred and five. It’s like the ice storm was a fantasy. I want to flip on the tube to make sure it really happened, but I can’t bring myself to watch any more bad news. I finish my water, set my cup on the counter, and head down the hallway to my room.
I open the door to my room, and pink flowers are everywhere inside. Cut at the stems and scattered about—on the dresser, the table, and especially on the bed. My stomach knots. Reese had come into my room while I was out and put flowers all over the place. Cut flowers. Illegal flowers. His scent is everywhere, thick on the sheets and hanging in the air.
My chest constricts as I look around. I wonder if he’s still near. Maybe even in the Botanical Haven. I stand there for at least a minute, frozen. Each flower has been arranged flawlessly, and I love them and hate them at the same time. They’ve been severed and won’t live through the night, but they’re also beautiful.
Anger bubbles inside me, and I walk toward the bed, each step causing the fury to intensify. I’m angry at Reese for violating my home, and I’m angry at myself for seeing beauty in what he’s done. I begin to scoop them together so I can trash them but stop when I see a note tucked under the pillow, sticking out just enough that an edge of the crisp white paper shows. My hands shake as I reach down and pull it out.
Remember I love you.
I tear it to shreds, and when I can’t tear the pieces any smaller, I feel the overwhelming urge to incinerate it. But my mom would flip if I started a fire. So I content myself by gathering all the flowers and the ball of paper scraps and shoving them in the compost heap, and I hope that helps resolve the conflicts in my mind.
Chapter 20
Death
Sunday night, the city council holds a press conference. The council room looks empty without my mom sitting there. The Botanical Haven feels even emptier. Councilman Rendon gets up to the podium and talks about the rescue efforts downtown and how nearly everyone was pulled from the debris of the collapsed building. He lists only fifteen casualties of the fifty people trapped. His math reminds me of the cooling gel the city uses in the misters. Ten percent allergic to the gel is acceptable. I think he figures as long as he gets the majority of the vote, he’ll win the election.
After he’s talked on and on about how well everyone responded to the emergency, the questions start.
“How many deaths were reported?” the first reporter asks. It’s always right to the worst of the worst.
Council Rendon clears his throat and uses his most serious expression. “Reports as of late afternoon are that two hundred and eighty-seven lives were lost in the ice storm.”
Two hundred and eighty-seven deaths. It’s a horrible number. I can’t help but wonder, of those two hundred and eighty-seven deaths, how many will make it to paradise.
The reporters jump on this response and begin grilling him on the details: how many died from roofs collapsing, how many died from accidents on the road. But the next question is the one everyone, including myself, has been waiting for.
“Is the disperser missile to blame for the ice storm?” the reporter asks. She stands there and stares at Rendon until he gives his reassuring smile and motions for her to sit down.
She stays standing. “We need to know, Councilman. Is it to blame?”
“Of course not,” he says. “The university has been doing tests on the missiles for months now. I’ve stated before and I’ll state again. The missiles are not the cause of the atmospheric disturbances. The missiles are helping.”