Margot stops as if by chance beside the fruit bowl on the table by the sofas, looks over at the guard, who is talking on the phone, then turns her back on him. For a few seconds she watches the guard’s reflection in the glass wall facing the large inner courtyard, before taking six apples from the bowl and putting them in her bag.
Six is too many, she knows that, but she can’t stop herself taking them all. It’s occurred to her that Jenny might like to make an apple pie that evening, with lots of butter, cinnamon and sugar to caramelise them.
Her thoughts are interrupted when her phone rings. She looks at the screen and sees a picture of Adam Youssef, a member of the investigating team.
‘Are you still in the building?’ Adam asks. ‘Please tell me you’re still here, because we’ve-’
‘I’m sitting in the car on Klarastrandsvägen,’ Margot lies. ‘What did you want to tell me?’
‘He’s uploaded a new film.’
She feels her stomach clench, and puts one hand under the heavy bulge.
‘A new film,’ she repeats.
‘Are you coming back?’
‘I’ll stop and turn round,’ she says, and begins to retrace her steps. ‘Make sure we get a decent copy of the recording.’
Margot could have carried on out through the doors and gone home, leaving the case in Adam’s hands. It would only take one phone call to arrange a full year of paid maternity leave. Perhaps that’s what she would have done if she’d known how violent her first case would turn out to be.
The future lies in shadow, but the planets are approaching dangerous alignments. Right now her fate is floating like a razor blade on still waters.
The light in the lift makes her face look older. The thick dark line of kohl round her eyes is almost gone. As she leans her head back she understands what her colleagues mean when they say she looks like her father, former District Commissioner Ernest Silverman.
The lift stops at the eighth floor and she walks along the empty corridor as fast as her bulging stomach will allow. She and Adam moved into Joona Linna’s old room the same week the police held a memorial service for him. Margot never knew Joona personally, and had no problem taking over his office.
‘You’ve got a fast car,’ Adam says as she walks in, then smiles, showing his sharp teeth.
‘Pretty fast,’ Margot replies.
Adam Youssef is twenty-eight years old, but his face is round like a teenager’s. His hair is long and his short-sleeved shirt is hanging outside his trousers. He comes from an Assyrian family, grew up in Södertälje and used to play football in the first division north.
‘How long has the film been up on YouTube?’ she asks.
‘Three minutes,’ Adam says. ‘He’s there now. Standing outside the window and-’
‘We don’t know that, but-’
‘I think he is,’ he interrupts. ‘I think he is, he almost has to be.’
Margot puts her heavy bag on the floor, sits down on her chair and calls Forensics.
‘Hi, Margot here. Have you downloaded a copy?’ she asks, sounding stressed. ‘Listen, I need a location or a name – try to identify either the location or the woman… All the resources you’ve got, you can have five minutes, do whatever the hell you like, just give me something and I promise I’ll let you go so you can enjoy your Friday evening.’
She puts the phone down and opens the lid of the pizza box on Adam’s desk.
‘Are you done with this?’ she asks.
There’s a ping as an email arrives and Margot quickly stuffs a piece of pizza crust in her mouth. An impatient worry line deepens on her forehead. She clicks on the video file and maximises the image on screen, pushes her plait over her shoulder, hits play and rolls her chair back so Adam can see.
The first shot is an illuminated window wavering in the darkness. The camera moves slowly closer, leaves brushing the lens.
Margot feels the hairs on her arms stand up.
A woman is standing in the well-lit room in front of a television, eating ice cream from the tub. She’s tugged her jogging pants down and is balancing on one foot to pull her sock off.
She glances at the television and smiles at something, then licks the spoon.
The only sound in the room in Police Headquarters comes from the fan in the computer.
Just give me one detail to go on, Margot thinks as she looks at the woman’s face, the fine features of her eyes, cheeks and the curve of her head. Her body seems to be steaming with residual heat. She’s just been for a run. The elastic of her underwear is loose after too many washes, and her bra is clearly visible through her sweat-stained vest.
Margot leans closer to the screen, her stomach pressing against her thighs, and her heavy plait falls forward over her shoulder again.
‘One minute to go,’ Adam says.
The woman puts the tub of ice cream on the coffee table and leaves the room, her jogging pants still dangling from one foot.
The camera follows her, moves sideways past a narrow terrace door until it reaches the bedroom window, where the light goes on and the woman comes into view. She tramples the jogging pants off and kicks them towards an armchair with a red cushion. The trousers fly through the air, hit the wall behind the chair and fall to the floor.
2
The camera glides slowly through the last of the dark garden and stops right outside the window, swaying slightly as if it were floating on water.
‘She’d see him if she just looked up,’ Margot whispers, feeling her heart beat faster in her chest.
The light from the room reaches beyond the leaves of a rosebush, casting a slight flare across the top of the lens.
Adam is sitting with his hand over his mouth.
The woman pulls her vest off, tosses it onto the chair, then stands for a moment in her washed-out underwear and stained bra, looking over at the mobile phone charging on the bedside table beside a glass of water. Her thighs are tense and pumped with blood after her run, and the top of the jogging pants has left a red line across her stomach.
There are no tattoos or visible scars on her body, just faint white stretch-marks from a pregnancy.
The room looks like millions of other bedrooms. There’s nothing worth even trying to trace.
The camera trembles, then pulls back.
The woman takes the glass of water from the bedside table and puts it to her mouth, then the film ends abruptly.
‘Bloody hell, bloody hell,’ Margot repeats irritably. ‘Nothing, not a sodding thing.’
‘Let’s watch it again,’ Adam says quickly.
‘We can watch it a thousand times,’ Margot says, rolling her chair further back. ‘Go on, what the hell, go ahead, but it’s not going to give us a fucking thing.’
‘I can see a lot of things, I can see-’
‘You can see a detached house, twentieth-century, some fruit trees, roses, triple-glazed windows, a forty-two-inch television, Ben & Jerry’s ice cream,’ she says, gesturing towards the computer.
It hasn’t struck her before, the way we’re so similar to each other. Seen through a window, a broad spectrum of Swedes conform to the same pattern, to the point of being interchangeable. From the outside we appear to live exactly the same way, we look the same, do the same things, own the same objects.
‘This is totally fucked up,’ Adam says angrily. ‘Why is he posting these films? What the hell does he want?’
Margot glances out of the small window, where the black treetops of Kronoberg Park are silhouetted against the hazy glow of the city.
‘There’s no doubt that this is a serial killer,’ she says. ‘All we can do is put together a preliminary profile, so we can-’
‘How does that help her?’ Adam interrupts, running one hand through his hair. ‘He’s standing outside her window and you’re talking about offender profiling!’