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We sailed away for other shores;

Though but an hour we were afloat,

We harbored under heavenly doors.

O, Blanche, if I had run my race,

And if I wore my winding sheet,

And mourners went about the place,

Would you so much as cross the street,

To kiss in death my white, cold face?

XIII. A CHANCE FOR GAIN.

I met him in the busy mart;

His eyes are large, his lips are firm,

And on his temples, care or sin

Has left its claw prints hardened in;

His step is nervous and infirm;

I wondered if he had a heart.

He blandly smiled and took my hand.

He owed me such a debt, he thought,

He felt he never could repay;

Yet should I call on him that day,

He'd hand me what the papers brought,

For which I once had made demand.

Then added, turning grave from gay;

"But you must promise, if I give,

Your lover's office to resign,

And stand no more 'twixt me and mine."

His words were water in a sieve.

I turned my back and strode away.

XIV. THE LIGHT-HOUSE.

At twilight, past the fountain,

I wandered in the park,

And saw a closed white lily

Sway on the liquid dark;

And a fire-fly, perched upon it,

Shone out its fitful spark.

I fancied it a light-house

Mooned on a sky-like sea,

To warn the fearless sailors

Of lurking treachery-

Of unseen reefs and shallows

That starved for wrecks to be.

O Blanche, O love that spurns me,

'Tis but a cheat thou art.

I would some friendly light-house

Had warned me to depart

From the secret reefs and shallows

That hide about your heart.

XV. DARKNESS.

My hopes and my ambition all were down,

Like grass the mower turneth from its place;

The night's thick darkness was an angry frown,

And earth a tear upon the cheek of space.

The mighty fiend of storm in wild unrest,

By lightning stabbed, dragged slowly up the plain;

Great clots of light, like blood, dripped down his breast,

And from his open jaws fell foam in rain.

XVI. IN THE CHURCH-YARD.

Where the sun shineth,

Through the willow trees,

And the church standeth,

'Mid the tomb-stones white,

Planting anemones

I saw my delight.

Her mother sleepeth

Beneath the green mound;

A white cross standeth

To show man the place.

Now close to the ground

Blanche bendeth her face.

She quickly riseth

As she hears my walk,

And sadly smileth

Through mists of tears;

We mournfully talk

Of departed years.

She downward droopeth

Her beautiful head,

And a blue-bell seemeth

That blossometh down;

Trembling with dread,

Lest the sky should frown.

She dearer seemeth

Than ever before.

She gently chideth

My more distant way.

At her heart's one door

I entered to-day.

No palace standeth

As happy as this.

Love ever ruleth

Its precincts alone-

His sceptre a kiss,

And a smile his throne.

There is one Blanche feareth-

She loves not deceit-

She only wisheth

To dazzle his heart.

We promise to meet.

And separate depart.

XVII. COMPARISONS.

The moon is like a shepherd with a flock of starry lambkins,

The wind is like a whisper to the mountains from the sea,

The sun a gold moth browsing on a flower's pearl-dusted pollen;

But my words can scarcely utter what my love is like to me.

She is the sun in light's magnificence across my heart's day shining,

She's the moon when through the heavens of my heart flash meteor dreams;

Her voice is fragrant south wind a silvery sentence blowing;

She is sweeter than the sweetest, she is better than she seems.

XVIII. AN INQUIRY OF THE SEXTON.

"Sexton, was she here to-day

Who has met me oft before?

Did she come and go away,

Tired of waiting any more?

For I fancy some mistake

Has occurred about the time;

Yet, the hour has not yet passed;

Hark! the bells begin to chime.

"In her hair two roses woo,

One a white, and one a red.

Azure silk her dress might be,

Though she oft wears white instead.

Here, beside this marble cross,

Oft she kneels in silent prayer;

Tell me, has she been to-day,

In the church-yard anywhere?"

"No, the lady that you seek

Has not passed the gate to-day:

I've been digging at a grave,

And if she had come this way

I'd have seen her from my work.

She may come to meet you yet.

I remember well her looks.

Names, not faces, I forget."

XIX. A RIVAL.

It seems I have a rival

Domiciled over the way;

But Blanche, dear heart, dislikes him,

Whatever her father may say-

This gorgeously broadclothed fellow,

Good enough in his way.

To-day as I left the church-yard,

I met them taking a ride,

And my heart was pierced like a buckler

With a javelin of pride;

I only saw in my anger

They were sitting side by side.

To-night, in the purple twilight,

Blanche waited upon the walk,

And beckoned her white hand to me-

A lily swayed on its stalk.

Soon my jealous pride was foundered

In the maelstrom of talk.

'Twas useless to go to the church-yard,

For some one had played the spy;

She fancied it was the sexton-

We would let it all go by;

We now would have bolder meetings,

'Neath her father's very eye.

She took my arm as we idled,

And talked of our love once more,

And how, with her basket of flowers,

She had passed the street before;

We tarried long in the moonlight,

And kissed good-night at her door.

XX. KISSES AND A RING.

I never behold the sea

Rush up to the hand of the shore,

And with its vehement lips

Kiss its down-dropt whiteness o'er,

But I think of that magic night,

When my lips, like waves on a coast,

Broke over the moonlit hand

Of her that I love the most.

I never behold the surf

Lit by the sun into gold,

Curl and glitter and gleam,

In a ring-like billow rolled,

But I think of another ring,

A simple, delicate band,

That in the night of our troth

I placed on a darling hand.

XXI. AN ENEMY MAY BE SERVED, EVEN THROUGH MISTAKE, WITH PROFIT.

I was walking down the sidewalk,

When up, with flying mane,

Two iron-black steeds came spurning

The ground in wild disdain;

I caught them in an instant,

And held them by the rein.

It seems the man had fainted

In his elegant coupé;

I saw his face a moment,

And then I turned away,

Wishing my steps had led me

Through other streets that day.

Some one who saw the rescue

Afterward told him my name.

For the first in many a season,

Beneath our roof he came.

I said I was deserving

Little of praise or blame.

It was my uncle's face in the carriage;

He made regret of the past;