“What do you mean?” I whispered, the words barely escaping my closed throat.
“There are those that want Seth dead. That see him as a threat to their… political aspirations. He’s being set up.”
“Tonight?”
“Tonight.”
“Where’s Aliah? What about the contract?”
“Aliah’s…. otherwise engaged.” Jude stopped our innocuous swaying and stepped away from me. His hand lingered on my waist while his other rubbed up and down on his face roughly. “I don’t know where Aliah is truthfully. And I don’t know whether this is one of his schemes or if this is happening without his knowledge. What I do know is that I am bound to you by contract, and your Counterpart is in danger.”
I stared at him curiously. I should already be on my way to Seth, but there was something I needed to figure out first. “You’re bound to keep me alive, not to warn me when one of my friends is in trouble.”
“He’s more than your friend, is he not?” Jude demanded harshly. “And besides, you’d never forgive me if I allowed this to happen and never told you about it.”
I felt myself suck in a sharp breath, but couldn’t hear it over the roaring in my ears. “Forgive you? Since when are you concerned with forgiveness?”
“Starling, I am doing you a favor. I didn’t have to come here and I didn’t have to warn you.” He wrenched out of my grip and I realized for the first time I was clutching at his bicep. He stormed off the dance floor and slammed through the side doors that led to the outside.
I stood staring after him, completely confused by his behavior. From start to finish, he didn’t make sense. And then slowly his words of warning trickled through my confusion and I realized that Seth was in trouble.
I tore off after him. I vaguely heard Tristan call after me, but I was too focused on pushing through the happy crowd and chasing after Jude.
I pushed through the same doors he went through and then stood panting in the extra warm evening. I looked around in every direction, but he was gone- vanished. My shoulders slumped and I realized what an idiot I had been. Who cared if Jude was developing non-evil emotions? Who cared if Jude could actually feel things like remorse and concern? If he wanted things like forgiveness? He was absolutely inconsequential when Seth’s life was at stake.
The long draw of breath drew my attention and I whirled around to find Jude leaning back against the brick wall of the gymnasium, cigarette wedged in between his pressed lips.
“I was being ironic,” he drawled. Another long puff on his cigarette made his words sound like they were being sucked into a vacuum.
“Seth isn’t in trouble?”
“No, your Warrior is most definitely in trouble.” He shook out his head and looked to the dark horizon. “But I don’t really care what you do about him. Although I would like to be apprised of your decision. Since either way I’ll have to stay with you.”
“Either way?” I felt like a puppet just answering questions he was laying out for me.
“If you go, I’ll obviously have to accompany you. Whether Aliah is behind this or not, I would really like to live through the night. And if you stay, well, either way, you’ll be next. If Seth falls, they will come for you next.”
“They might not,” I argued, even while I knew he was right.
“The only reason you’re still alive is because your precious Warrior signed away his soul to keep you that way. If he dies, there’s nothing left to stop others from coming after you. And that’s what they- we all want. We all want you dead.”
“Then you should know that I’m going.”
“I wouldn’t have expected anything less.” But it sounded like an insult coming from him.
I spun around on my bare feet and moved to the door. His hand snapped out and caught my forearm. “Where are you going? I thought we were leaving?”
I narrowed my eyes on the hand that was holding me and said caustically, “I’m saying goodbye to my friends and grabbing my clutch.”
“You need your purse?”
“I need my cell phone so I can call for back up.”
He seemed to accept that answer but then his eyes dropped down my body, raking upwards in a slow slide. “You’ll need to change too.”
I scoffed and rolled my eyes. “I’m well aware I can’t fight anything in this.”
“Good,” he rasped and then immediately let me go.
My arm burned where he was touching me and I realized it was actually burning. His skin had been super-heated while he touched me.
“Wait here for me,” I ordered.
“Your wish,” he muttered and pulled out another cigarette.
I slipped back into the dance, even though this door was supposed to be locked. It wasn’t and I assumed it only opened because other students were using it to leave for…. various reasons. This was prom after all.
As soon as I was back inside the gym I was assaulted by Piper. “Where did you go?” she demanded.
“I pissed Jude off and then I felt bad.”
She smiled knowingly at me. “He has it so bad for you, Stel.”
I rolled my eyes, “Trust me, we could not be more different. We’re on like opposite sides of the spectrum. He doesn’t have it bad for me, he’s fascinated by a decent person that doesn’t need to spread evil to every corner of the globe.”
She giggled, “And by that you mean, he is fascinated by the gorgeous good girl that he can’t seem to stop stalking.”
“That’s it exactly! He’s stalking me.”
She just shook her head at me, “Well, we’ll see.”
“Where are the boys?” I asked in a blatant attempt to change the subject.
Piper pointed and we started walking over to them while I battled with what to tell them. They were sitting at a table we had claimed in the corner and laughing while discretely passing around a flask. I watched Tristan pass it on without taking a drink, and had to wonder if that was for him, or for me.
Piper immediately slid onto Lincoln’s lap and greeted him with a very enthusiastic kiss. I met Tristan’s eyes and watched the expectation in them turn to accusation. He handed me my clutch.
“I’m sorry,” I mumbled, kicking his shiny dress shoe with the toe of my bare foot.
“Duty calls,” he sighed. His green eyes met mine and heated suddenly. His eyes drifted to my lips but then immediately snapped back up. This was the end of it. The end of our night.
The end of us.
“I love you,” I mouthed, with my head dropped so no one else could see.
“I know,” he smirked at me. He stood up and pulled me into a warm hug. His lips brushed my cheek and then he buried his face in my hair. “Be safe,” he murmured. “Stay alive.”
“Always,” I promised.
“Call me tomorrow?” He seemed to think better of that and the moment suddenly grew awkward, “Or whenever you can.”
“I will. I’ll call tomorrow.” If I was still alive. But one step at a time.
I stepped out of Tristan’s embrace, out of the comfort of his arm and the familiarity of his touch. I held his gaze for one moment more and then I turned and left the dance without saying goodbye to anyone else or picking up my shoes that were somewhere by the punch table.
I pushed through the heavy metal doors and met Jude in the darkness. “So I need to go home and change.”
“I’ll come with.”
“Jude, I-“ I turned not really knowing what I was going to say, not really having an idea of how to address the fear Piper had planted in my head.
But he shot me an impatient look and then gestured with his hands in an “I’m waiting” move. I decided Piper was out of her damn mind and finished with, “Thanks for the heads up.”