“You’re lying!”
“Tash, come on,” the boy next to Natasha said. It was Charles, the same boy I’d seen with her before, and he looked uneasy.
“I know it was you,” Natasha said. She stared straight at Anne, ignoring Charles. “I know what you’ve been doing. Give her back or I’ll make sure everyone else knows too.”
Anne looked unhappy but didn’t answer. “You’ve got it all wrong,” Luna said. “Look, we’re trying to find the guys doing this, okay? We don’t-”
“You too!” Natasha whirled on Luna. “You think you can help her? I’ll get you as well!”
“Listen, you stupid-” Luna began.
“Okay,” Charles said loudly. “We’ve got to go.” He pulled Natasha away towards the door. Natasha didn’t resist, but as Charles led her out of the hall she shot Luna and Anne a glare and there was hate in her eyes. Then she was gone and Anne and Luna were left alone.
I stayed silent in the doorway, scanning through the futures to see if anything was coming to threaten them. “Well, this is just great,” Luna said. “Now she thinks we did it. What do you think she meant about what you’ve been doing?”
“I’m not sure,” Anne said. But there had been a moment’s hesitation there.
Luna didn’t seem to notice. With a sigh she sat on a bench, the whip handle dangling from her hand. “This is impossible. Onyx wants to get Alex, someone wants to get you, Natasha wants to get both of us, and in two hours I’m supposed to win a duel against some apprentice who’ll be way better than I am.”
“You don’t have to win,” Anne said.
“Mm,” Luna said. “I want to.”
Anne looked at her curiously. “Why?”
“I don’t know,” Luna said. “I guess it’s just. . I keep feeling useless, you know? Like I’m always leaning on Alex. I mean, it’s taken me this long just to get to where I probably won’t hurt whoever I’m with.”
“Alex and Sonder don’t seem to think you’re useless.”
“I always wonder if they’re just pretending.” Luna rested her chin in her hands, the whip sticking out to one side. “Don’t you ever feel like you need to do something?”
“No,” Anne said simply.
Luna twisted to look at her. “Really?”
Anne shook her head.
“Why didn’t you enter the tournament?” Luna asked. “Does your magic not work that way?”
“It’s not that. I can. .”
“Why don’t you want to, then?”
“I don’t like hurting people.”
“I can think of a few I’d like to,” Luna muttered. “Like Natasha.”
“She did just lose her best friend.”
“I’m not sure mages have friends.”
“I’m a mage,” Anne reminded her gently.
Luna sighed and straightened. “Sorry. Can we have one more try with the stance thing? I think I was getting it by the end.”
No sign of danger was showing through the futures I could see, and it looked as though Natasha had gone. As Anne and Luna went back to the duelling piste I withdrew silently-I didn’t want to disturb either of them and I knew Luna would be focused on her coming match.
Overhearing these sorts of conversations always gives me a strange feeling, like looking through a window onto a view I don’t usually see. My “adventures” with Luna tend to be so dangerous that I’ve got my work cut out just to keep us both alive, so it had never really occurred to me to wonder how she felt about it. It’s been a long time since I was an apprentice, but I can still remember just how scary it can be to go up against an experienced mage-hell, it still scares me, which is why I do it as little as possible. But I had the feeling that trying to make her feel better was the wrong way to handle things. Luna might have come to the wrong conclusion-she’d never been useless-but she was right about needing to stand on her own feet. The best thing for her to do would be to learn to face up to mages herself.
Outside the sun had risen, and the mansion was coming fully awake. I didn’t think Luna or Anne would be in any danger and so I went searching for Crystal. She wasn’t in or near the main hall, so acting on a hunch I headed for the place where I’d eavesdropped on her the last time-that empty corridor towards the top of Fountain Reach where I’d heard Crystal talking to what had seemed like thin air.
She was right where I’d expected, but someone else had gotten there first. I heard the murmur of voices from all the way down the hall and quietly moved closer.
As I got within earshot I realised the man with Crystal was Lyle. “I’m just not sure it’s possible,” he was saying, and he sounded troubled. “I mean, it was a worry before, but now. .”
“Fountain Reach is the safest place these apprentices can possibly be.” Crystal’s voice was cool. “You tested the wards yourself.”
“Yes, but with this girl disappearing, what was her name-”
“Yasmin didn’t disappear in Fountain Reach. Wasn’t that what you told me?”
“Yes, but-”
“You reminded everyone to ensure that their apprentices didn’t leave the mansion. It’s hardly your fault if they chose to ignore you.”
“But Sarissa had told her.” Lyle sounded uneasy. “She kept saying Yasmin wouldn’t have left the grounds-”
“Lyle,” Crystal said. She moved closer, and through the futures I could see that she was resting a hand on his shoulder. “You worry too much.”
“I supported the nomination of Fountain Reach to the Council. If it turns out. .” Lyle hesitated. “The Council wouldn’t be pleased.”
Crystal sighed and I heard her move away. “Is the Council all you think about?”
Lyle was silent. I was one door down from Lyle and Crystal’s room, my hand on the handle, ready to slip inside should they come out. They’d actually left the door to their room open, which seemed odd but made sense in a way. Between Lyle and Crystal, nothing thinking or feeling could get into the corridor without them noticing. . unless that someone was wearing a mist cloak.
“Have you thought about that offer?” Lyle asked.
“Working for Levistus?”
“It’s an important position.”
“I’m sure it is.” There was faint distaste in Crystal’s voice.
“I could. . make some recommendations. We could-”
“We could do what? Run the Council’s errands for them? Do all the work and take all the risk for a few crumbs of reward?” Crystal shook her head slightly. “I never understood your focus on the Council.”
“They’re the most powerful mages in the country.”
“I can think of a few Dark mages who might disagree.”
“Dark mages aren’t an institution. They’re just anarchy.”
“At least they provide some opportunity.” Crystal walked to the window and glanced back at Lyle. “Oh, stop thinking that. I haven’t turned to their side. But I’m not going to serve the Council either.”
“You could rise-”
“To the top of that old boys’ club?” Crystal’s voice was cool and precise. “After decades of bowing and scraping and cutting deals and begging for favours? Then once I’m old and grey, I could rise? I think not.”
Lyle was silent. “I know what you want to ask,” Crystal said.
“Could we-?”
“No,” Crystal said. “Not as long as your first loyalty is to the Council.” She turned to Lyle. “But there are alternatives. You made me an offer, now let me make you one. What if I could offer you something better?”
Lyle sounded taken aback. “What do you mean?”
“A way to have what we want without depending on the Council.”
“How-”
Crystal shook her head. “Not now.” She walked past Lyle, towards the door. “I have a tournament to oversee. Think about it.”
I’d seen Crystal coming and was inside the room with the door drawn to by the time she stepped out into the corridor. She turned and left, heels clicking on the wooden floor. Lyle followed a minute later.
Once they were gone I stepped out again, looking after them quizzically. Lyle and Crystal. . Well, it was interesting, but I couldn’t see how it was much use. Crystal’s words were much more suspicious though. Whatever Crystal’s “something better” was, I had a feeling it wasn’t anything good.