"I love you," she said, "but it always makes me nervous when I see you. It means he's into something too much for him to handle alone. Which means it's really too much."
"Maybe I into something I can't handle alone, Susan. Ever think of that?" Hawk said.
"No. Of course, it would work that way too," she said. "I guess I'm Spensocentric."
"Me too," I said, "Want me to get us a table?"
"Not yet," Susan said, "unless you're starving. I'd like to sit a little and come down."
"The crazies getting to you," I said.
"No, not really. I love what I do. And, mostly, I love the patients. But the concentration level is so high and so sustained that I am buzzed when I get through every night."
The bar was crowded now, people standing, mostly suits and ties after work at insurance companies. Police headquarters was right across the street but I didn't see much that looked like fuzz.
"How did you manage to save me a seat?" Susan said.
Hawk smiled. "Luck of the draw, Susan."
She studied him for a moment. "Maybe," she said.
Hawk and I finished our beer. Susan had a second White Russian. Then we went to dinner.
Grille Twenty-three occupied part of what used to be the Salada Tea Building. The building was from the era of vaulted ceilings and marble pillars, and the restaurant had made full use of the space. The dining room was separated from the bar by a railing and a couple steps down. Susan and Hawk and I sat near a display table of fresh produce and bread, which looked, somehow, better than it sounds. We got menus and Hawk took the wine list.
Susan said, "Tell me what you are doing now. I know you're still looking for April. But why Hawk?"
Hawk was absorbed in the wine list. "Well, there was a mystery man named Warren," I said.
"Warren? What kind of name is Warren for a mystery man," Susan said.
"See why I was feeling Prufrockian?" I said.
"Go on," Susan said.
Hawk asked to see the wine steward. I told Susan about Perry Lehman and Warren and Mr. Milo. The wine steward conferred with Hawk, and went away.
"Schramsberg," Hawk said. "They didn't have Iron Horse. I was going to have one of each and do a blind tasting."
"After four or five beers," I said, "to prepare the palate."
Hawk grinned.
"And you knew Hawk would show up when they came to kill you?"
"Un huh."
"Even though you didn't see him and hadn't seen him all day?"
"Un huh."
"Isn't that remarkable," Susan said. "Have you each ever considered how rare that kind of trust is?"
"Yes," I said, "I have."
Hawk simply smiled at Susan.
"He doesn't consider stuff like that," I said. She looked at Hawk.
"It have to do with us both knowing it matters," Hawk said. "Our line of work, you got to do what you say you going to do."
"See," Susan said, "he does think about such things."
"But not too much, Susan," Hawk said. "Doing it, more important than thinking about it."
The waiter brought the champagne. He opened it and poured. Susan ordered grilled salmon fillet. So did I. Hawk had scallops. We sipped the champagne. Susan's hand rested on mine on the tabletop. The room was full of the sound of people talking and dishes being served and steaks being cut and glasses being raised and fish being grilled and wine being poured. I looked at Susan, she smiled and said, "Umph," at me. We both knew what we were feeling. Since Hawk seemed to know whatever he felt like knowing, he probably knew it too.
"Nice to be dining with you both," Hawk said. He gestured slightly with the champagne glass and drank some. Susan and I drank some too.
"We've been together on worse occasions," I said.
"But few better," she said.
The food came. We had a platter of assorted grilled vegetables to go with our entree. The waiter served some onto each plate. Susan smiled up at him when he finished. He poured more champagne and looked at Hawk. Hawk nodded and the waiter went for another bottle.
I said to Susan, "You keep smiling at the waiter that way and he's going to get vertigo and drop his tray and get fired."
"I forgot," Susan said, "I must control this special power."
"Smile at me," I said. "I'm so tough I can take the full force, ear to ear."
The waiter came back with a second bottle and leaned over Hawk. "Lady up there wants to buy you this next bottle, sir," the waiter said. He handed Hawk a business card on which something was written.
Hawk read the card and the message and looked up across the room at a tall blond woman in a tight-fitting red knit dress. He smiled once, and tucked the card into his shirt pocket.
"Your smile seems to be working pretty good too," I said.
"Thermonuclear," Hawk said.
"You know her?" Susan said.
"Not yet," Hawk said, and smiled again.
I put my hands lightly over Susan's eyes. "I know you love me," I said, "but there's no sense taking chances."
33
At nine-fifteen the next morning I got a call from Warren Whitfield's personal, senior, confidential assistant.
"Mr. Whitfield would like to have you stop by this morning at ten o'clock," she said.
"Be pleased to," I said.
"Thank you," she said.
DePaul Federal was about a half-hour walk from my office. With Hawk drifting along behind me on the other side of the street I set out at nine-thirty. I liked to walk and had been falling behind on my jogging lately, so the walk was especially welcome. The weather was about as good as summer gets as I headed down Boylston Street. Temperature eighty-one, sunny, small breeze.
The DePaul Building was forty-five stories with a high art deco lobby facing out on Franklin Street and Post Office Square. The cashiers and floor people occupied most of the floor, and a bank of elevators off a slightly raised walkway led to the executive offices up on top.
Hawk stayed in the lobby. No one was likely to hit me in the office of the man they'd been trying so hard to keep out of trouble. I found Whitfield's name on the directory and went to the thirty-seventh floor at a rate sufficient to make my ears block. I got out of the elevator, swallowing to clear my eustachian tubes. The foyer was deeply carpeted in banker's gray. Straight ahead was a large mahogany desk and a, receptionist.
I said, "My name is Spenser. I have an appointment with Prez Whitfield."
"Yes, sir," she said with a lovely smile. "I'll tell him you're here."
She picked up the phone and punched a button. Her fingernails were painted a muted pink.
"Mr. Spenser is here," she said into the phone. Then she hung up. Almost at once the door behind her opened and a woman came it wearing a gray pinstripe suit and a white shirt with a ruffled bow at the collar.
"Mr. Spenser," she said. "Please come in." I followed her. The skirt of her suit came just to the bend of her knee. She wore black pumps. We walked through another waiting room with a black oak desk in it and a woman sitting at it who wore dark maroon nail polish. I followed the pinstripe through one of a set of raised-panel oak doors into an office that looked out over Boston Harbor and south past Dorchester and the painted gas tanks along the Southeast Expressway. In front of the big windows a man sat at a bleached maple worktable, nearly bare of papers, with a phone bank near the left-hand corner, and a couple of manila folders stacked on the right. Against the left wall was another desk with a lot of papers and a similar phone bank and an empty black swivel chair with arms.
"Mr. Spenser," Pinstripe said, "Mr. Whitfield."
Whitfield rose but didn't put out a hand. I stood opposite him across the desk.
"I'll see Mr. Spenser alone, Helen," Whitfield said. He was looking steadily at me.
"Fine," Pinstripe said, and went out and closed the door.
Whitfield and I remained standing. He was a short man, and overweight. His hair was short and combed straight back and he had a clipped mustache that was sprinkled with gray. Dark suit, white shirt, yellow tie. Yellow was supposed to be the new power color.