And the black pony spoke.
“I do not come when I am called. You knew that once.” His voice was deep and even—no whinny in it, nothing like that—and his mouth didn’t move at all. But there wasn’t any question that it was him speaking. The voice went exactly with those eyes—the same eyes I’d dreamed those first nights at Stourhead Farm—it went with the way he held his head, with just a slight quirk in the neck, as he looked at us, and with what I felt looking back, which was a weird kind of calm fear. Nobody’s going to understand that. I knew what he was, and I knew he was dangerous—miles more dangerous than boggarts or billy-blinds or voices behind the bathtub. But I wasn’t afraid of him. I should have been, but I wasn’t.
Tamsin was still steaming, absolutely furious. “When I knew you, I’d her age, and you never would have done with me as you planned for her. You were kind to children then, Pooka.”
“I have never been kind to any,” the black pony answered her. “I am I, and I do what suits me. You understood that, too, Tamsin Willoughby.” But he lowered his head briefly before her, and she reached out to touch him—just for a second—before she remembered that she couldn’t. He said, “I did not grieve you gone. I cannot. But it suits me to see you again.”
She wasn’t letting him off that easily. “Aye, well, it does not suit me to find you cozening my Mistress Jenny to mount your back and be hurled into some mire, miles from her home. She is my friend, as much as you were—more—and you’ll treat her as you did me, or answer for it. Jenny Gluckstein, she’s called.” She whipped around to face me, one arm thrown wide, burning bright as a lacy cinder flying up the chimney. “Jenny, this creature is the Pooka. Pay no mind to the shape he wears, for he’s none of his own, and no soul neither. Ware him ever, trust him never, but when the wind’s right he has his uses.” She turned back to the black pony. “Say, have I proclaimed you fairly, then?”
“Indeed.” The black pony was cropping grass, not looking at either of us, not even raising his head when he said, “I see you, Jenny Gluckstein.” Nothing more than that.
“Come,” Tamsin said to me. I wanted to stay and talk to the Pooka, or anyway hang around and watch him a while longer, but there wasn’t any arguing with Tamsin in that mood. She swept ahead of me without looking back, and I followed her over the downs. I turned once, but the shadows around the ruined hut had lengthened a lot, and I couldn’t see the black pony.
“Evan told me about pookas,” I said when I caught up with Tamsin. “I thought it was just a story.” Tamsin didn’t say anything. I said, “He wouldn’t really have hurt me, would he?”
“God’s death, who knows what a pooka will do?” Tamsin’s answer came so short and hard and impatient that I actually stopped in my tracks, as surprised as I’d been to hear a pony speak to me. She knew right away, even though I was walking behind her, and she stopped herself and actually put her arms around me, which she’d never done before. I felt a tiny vanilla breeze on my skin, moving in my hair.
“Dearest Jenny, forgive me, forgive. I was most affrighted, as I’ve not been since… since I was just so affrighted for another—long ago, when I was as you are. My anger was never at you, but with myself, who even then knew far better than to call a pooka friend.” She stepped back from me, and she sighed a little. “He is no one’s friend—no one’s—yet he proved truest friend to me once, when none were by. You may trust him well enough now, Jenny, for he knows you as mine—but never forget that you will never know him. The Pooka’s mystery even to the Pooka, I think.”
“He really can change his shape?” I asked. Tamsin nodded. I said, “Could he look like you, or like my mother? Or Mister Cat? I need to know.”
“Always you may tell the Pooka by his eyes. All else changes, not those.” The setting sun at her back struck right through her just then, and made her face glow and tremble like a candle’s flame. I can still see her. She said, “He will not bait you again with such sport, have no fear. One day you may yet ride him to a safe ending, and no thorn bush. Come, Jenny, your dinner will be cold, surely.”
I think about that, too, her bothering to consider my needing to eat, when she couldn’t keep centuries straight in her ghost of a mind. She wouldn’t say anything more about the Pooka the rest of the way, because she was set on teaching me a song her sister Maria had taught her—the one who died of the Plague. It was a ripply, simple tune, repeating and repeating like a birdcall, but I’ve forgotten most of the words. It starts out like this:
I wish I remembered all of it. I still go around singing the bits I remember to myself, because sometimes the rest of a song will come back if you do that. Maybe if I could call back the whole song, Tamsin would come with it, the way she was then, shivering so brightly in the sunset. It’s not right to wish that, but I do.
When we were almost at the Manor, I said, keeping my voice as light as I could, “So many weird things running around on just this one farm. Pookas, Black Dogs, boggarts, billy-blinds—”
“Oakmen,” Tamsin interrupted. “Remember, Jenny. And the Old Lady of the Elder Tree—though you’ll not see her, surely, and more’s the pity of it. Even the Pooka steps aside for her when she moves.”
“Oakmen, right,” I said. “Oak groves and Oakmen. And the little whatevers I heard in the bathroom, and probably whatever Mister Cat was fighting with the other night. I don’t want to know anything about mean old ladies—I just want to know, are there a whole lot more? I mean, is this normal for England, or is it just Dorset?”
Tamsin laughed that spring-rain laugh of hers. “Alas, my poor Jenny—awash in hobgoblins, besieged by bogles. Truly, there are no such creatures in your New York?”
“Only in junior high school,” I said. “Never mind. Just introduce me as they come along.”
Julian ran out of the house, yelling, “Jenny! Jenny, dinner!” I expected Tamsin to vanish like a shot, the way she always did when there was the least chance of anyone else seeing her. But this time she stepped back until the shadows hid everything except her eyes and the swing of her hair. Her voice was really quiet. She said, “My Jenny, I will never see your own land, yet well I know night’s as dark there as in Dorset. And night is not ours, and never will be, not till all is night. I tell you it will not, Jenny—never any more ours than the sea, for all we plough and harrow up that darkness. What yet swims in the deepest deep, I’m sure none can say—and not even the Pooka knows all that may move beyond the light. But you have friends there now—do but remember that, and you’ll come to no harm. You have friends in the night, dear Jenny.”
About then Julian caught sight of me, and started waving his arms and bellowing, “Jenny, Jenny, come on, it’s cock-a-leekie!” He knows that’s my favorite soup, ever since Evan’s sister Charlie taught Sally how to make it. He came running and threw his arms around me, and started dragging me toward the house, telling me about some experiment he’d been doing with sliced cucumbers, sugar, and three snails. I’d gotten so I could usually feel it when Tamsin left me, but I never felt it this time. I think she stood there in the shadows and watched us go.
After dinner, Tony and I washed up, and then I went outside and sat in the double swing that Evan had rigged to a branch of the old walnut tree near the tractor garage. The evening was still warm, practically balmy; we hadn’t had one of those since the sweltering night when I first walked with Tamsin. I was looking around for her without really expecting to see her, and I was keeping an eye out for other things, too—maybe the Pooka, maybe the billy-blind. I still wasn’t sure he was right about bangs.