older than any of us. What’s between you and me is something else. What I did to keep Jonas from having
you, I didn’t do for Cyrus.”
Dane had died to keep Jonas from having him. Lindsay met Dane’s eyes, stunned by the admission.
“Oh,” he whispered, hope creeping in. Cyrus couldn’t take him away from Dane. There were rules.
“Good.”
“Eat now,” Dane said gently. He picked up the bread he’d dropped on Lindsay’s plate and offered it
up again. “Everything’s going to be all right.”
Lindsay nodded, taking the bite from Dane’s fingers and picking up one for himself. He’d shredded
the piece of bread without realizing, but at least now it was in bite-sized pieces.
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After a moment, Dane leaned over and pressed a kiss to Lindsay’s temple. It was a small gesture, but
surprisingly intimate. Lindsay couldn’t help smiling. Dane didn’t say anything else, but he petted Lindsay’s thigh under the table, a smile touching the corners of his mouth.
When their meals arrived, Lindsay ate carefully and slowly, and he sank back to curl up in his chair,
watching the restaurant staff bustle about.
“Am I going to have to carry you onto the plane?” Dane teased. He’d cleaned his plate and, without
asking, tugged Lindsay’s over to finish the last of what was there. It took a lot to fuel his body.
“Airports are exhausting,” Lindsay murmured. “But I can wait until I’m on the plane to sleep.”
“Taniel put you through your paces this morning,” Dane reminded him, gesturing for the waiter to
bring their check. “That’ll wear you out, too.” Dane paid in cash, then stood and offered Lindsay his hand.
“Come on. Ten hours in a tin can awaits.”
Lindsay slipped his hand into Dane’s and uncurled himself from the way he’d been sitting in his chair,
sorting out his limbs and standing up. “You make it sound so appealing.”
“It’s ten hours in a tin can with me.” Dane gave Lindsay a genuinely charming smile. He was very
beautiful when he was human.
“You’re right, that is appealing.”
Dane drew the usual uncertain glances when they got on the plane. His darker skin and unusual
features and his size, no matter how pretty he was, made people nervous at times. Still, on this flight, the flight attendants seemed determined to flirt with him from the start. He ignored all of it and only wrinkled his nose with displeasure at the attention. Lindsay found himself tempted to growl on Dane’s behalf.
Lindsay let Dane sit near the window, and flipped up the arms of their seats so Dane could sit partly
sideways and straighten his legs without them being in the aisle. After the first offering of drinks and
snacks, he leaned over to curl up against Dane’s side. The flight attendants may have assumed that Lindsay
was too young to be anything but Dane’s teenaged son or charge, but Lindsay didn’t care. He knew better, and that was what mattered.
Dane slid his arm around Lindsay’s shoulders and pulled Lindsay close, so that Lindsay was snuggled
up against his chest. Maybe it comforted him as much as Lindsay. He sighed heavily, relaxing, and
something in his rib cage popped into place with a dull noise that translated clearly enough to Lindsay’s
ear. “You should sleep.”
Dane was right, but Lindsay wasn’t ready to sleep yet. He wriggled until he could sit up and kiss Dane
on the mouth.
“Going to make all the flight attendants jealous of me?” Dane teased, nipping at Lindsay’s lips.
“Of me, maybe.” Lindsay snorted, butting his nose against Dane’s chin. “I think you’re
overestimating my attractiveness to the general public.”
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“I’m not overestimating your capacity to make them think you’re the most beautiful thing they’ve
ever seen.” Dane slid his hand down to grope Lindsay’s ass.
“That doesn’t seem like a good way to not get noticed,” Lindsay pointed out.
“Yes, but who would care?” Dane nuzzled Lindsay’s nose with his own, smiling. “You might have to
ward off worshipers, but people do manage.”
Lindsay liked it when Dane teased like this. It made Dane smile, and Lindsay liked being involved
with anything that made Dane smile. “Sounds like a lot of trouble,” he said, grinning.
“You’re young and resilient. I think you’d cope.” Dane laughed and kissed him. “You’re pretty
brave.”
Brave. “Maybe.” Lindsay could be brave, even if the idea of using his magic still made something in
his gut twist and churn.
He wanted more than just these little kisses, and he knew what he had to do to get what he wanted.
Pulling back from Dane’s mouth, he closed his eyes and imagined them as they had been a moment ago,
with Lindsay tucked against Dane’s side, ready to fall asleep. He sent his magic out in one careful wave,
filling the airplane with his illusion, and then opened his eyes to look at Dane again.
Dane’s eyes were searching, his expression serious. “Think it worked?”
A flight attendant pushing a cart passed them by without a second glance. “Kiss me again, and we’ll
find out.”
Dane pulled Lindsay in for a real kiss, hot and shameless and possessive. Dane kissed Lindsay like he
wanted to make up for not being able to do anything more. Everything more. Like he wanted to make
Lindsay come from that alone. After a long while, he kissed away to Lindsay’s ear.
“How did you end up not sleeping?”
Lindsay laughed softly, but this time, he was more than willing to sleep. He was sated, worn out and
feeling blissful. He tucked his cheek against Dane’s chest and let the illusion go. Life around them went on as normal. Everyone was just as they’d been before—unharmed.
He wasn’t broken anymore. Lindsay felt more than just successful, he felt secure. Finally, he was
safely down in the depths of the world, not drifting exposed on the surface. “Wake me up when we’re
home.”
“I will.” Dane stroked Lindsay’s hair as he fell asleep to the sound of Dane’s big heart beating slow
and steady—all was right with the world.
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LaGuardia was too bright and too loud, after the dim, muted cabin of the airplane. Lindsay had slept
well, warm and safely tucked against Dane, but he was glad to be off the plane and out of the cramped
confines of his seat. He arched and stretched as they walked out of the gate, easing his muscles into
movement.
Dane kept a hand on him, looking around them warily. He hadn’t seemed this nervous in the forest or
on the streets of Cholula. His mood effectively shut down Lindsay’s lazy contentment. If it hadn’t been for the stress of wondering where Moore’s people were—if they were here at all—Lindsay would have loved
travelling with Dane.
“Luggage, then home,” Dane murmured.
“All right.” Lindsay tried to see what Dane saw, but he didn’t know what he was looking for. “Let’s
go.”
This was where they were going to be most vulnerable, Lindsay realized, between here and the safety
of Cyrus’s house. If they were followed, it could spell disaster for everyone. That thought almost frightened Lindsay more than the idea of being captured again.
At least if it was only him who got taken, the others would come for him. The thought startled
Lindsay so badly that he almost tripped over his own feet. He caught up to Dane with a hop and a skip.
They would come for him. He’d never had that feeling before, and he had no idea when it had crept in, but