All of a sudden she felt stung by a heartrending jealousy. She was envious of this girl, who had robbed her of her man; certainly he was hers after what had happened between them. No other woman could have a similar claim upon him. She wondered how he could marry such a buffalo, and how she could be the very dressmaker to make the bride’s wedding clothes! A world in which such things happened deserved to be destroyed by fire. At any rate, the flames of this fire would burn less than that which was consuming her jealous heart. Oh, God! she thought. How can I make any dresses in this strained, nervous condition?! The two women went out of the room, leaving the two girls together, and a servant came in carrying some pieces of cloth and placed them on the sofa beside Nefisa, thus helping her to escape her thoughts. Nefisa examined the cloth with apparent interest, while her downcast eyes darted furtive glances at the bride’s feet.
“Have you ever made dresses for brides?” the girl asked.
Raising her eyes, Nefisa looked at her in astonishment, as if she did not expect to be spoken to.
“Very frequently,” she answered in a crisp voice.
“That should make the job easier for you.”
“I find no difficulty in my work.”
Her answer was an expression of the revolt fuming inside her, regardless of the reality of her circumstances. For a while the bride remained silent. Then she asked again, “Do you live in Mrs. Zeinab’s house?”
“Yes,” she said, urged on by the same rebellious impulse. “For many years. My late father was an official in the Ministry of Education.”
“Mrs. Zeinab told us about it. Do you know that my bridegroom’s grocery is near your house?”
Nefisa felt a stab piercing her heart. She lowered her eyes so that the other girl would not detect any signs of it in them.
“You mean Amm Gaber Soliman?” she murmured.
“Himself. The bridegroom is his son. Don’t you know him?”
I know him better than you do, she thought. It will take you months, as it did me, to know what kind of person he really is. You’ll find out that he is a beast and a scoundrel.
“We know him very well,” she replied. “Have you never seen him?”
“Only once, in this house.”
“Did you like him?” Nefisa could not help asking her.
With a laugh that made Nefisa detest her even more, the girl said, “The room was full of guests. And you know, of course, how embarrassing that kind of situation is.”
“No, I don’t,” she answered coldly.
“Since you know him well, let me ask you what you think of him,” the bride said with a laugh.
Not expecting such a question, Nefisa was taken aback. All of a sudden, her self-control vanished, and she was overwhelmed by insane passions.
“His type doesn’t appeal to me,” she said in a strange voice.
The bride’s laughing eyes darkened. They opened wide in astonishment and disapproval. As though she did not believe her own ears, she stared at Nefisa absentmindedly and sullenly.
“Really? What type, then, does appeal to you?” she asked.
“Forget it,” Nefisa said coldly, still driven by a mad urge. “What matters is that he appeals to you. Isn’t that so?”
“I think so,” the girl said, not yet recovered from her astonishment.
“Congratulations.”
But the bride did not want the conversation to end at that point. Her pride wounded by Nefisa’s words, she grew angry.
“What about the other brides you’ve worked for? Did they marry the type of husband that appealed to you?” Adillah asked sarcastically.
Realizing the challenging implications of the girl’s words, Nefisa persisted in her mischief. She felt an urge to relieve herself of the burden which weighed heavily upon her heart.
“Actually, all of them deserve admiration. They are respectable employees,” she hastened to say.
The bride resented this unexpected insolence. “Do you think that a man is not respectable,” she inquired angrily, “unless he is an employee?”
“I do,” Nefisa said in a quavering voice, which she was unable to control.
“And what about the status of a dressmaker?” the bride cried.
“It doesn’t matter that I am a dressmaker,” Nefisa answered angrily. “My brothers are educated students, and my father was a respectable employee.”
“I assure you, not all poor folk deserve mercy when some of them are as insolent as you are.”
“I’m not surprised that this invective comes from the daughter of a grocer.”
Shaking with anger, the bride stood up and shouted, “How criminal! How insolent! Go away before I call the servants to throw you out of this house!”
Out of her mind, Nefisa rose and threw the bundle of cloth in the girl’s face. The bundle came undone, and the pieces of silk, scattering on the bride’s shoulders, fell to the floor, twisting in their bright colors at her feet. Nefisa hurried out of the room, followed by the screams of the girl, who directed the worst kind of abuse at her.
Nefisa quickly fled the flat. Outside she felt relaxed, and strangely relieved. She was almost overcome by a desire to laugh, but only for a moment. Soon she became meditative and dejected. Recollecting her behavior, she saw it in its proper perspective.
What have I done? she wondered. They’ll tell Mrs. Zeinab everything and she, in turn, will tell my mother. Mother will get angry, and be extremely upset about the profit I have lost on account of my folly. But I shall justify myself by telling her that the bride spoke arrogantly to me, insulted me for no reason, and that I had to defend my wounded dignity. And if she does not accept my excuse, I shall make a point of complaining loudly so that Hassanein will hear me. His pride wounded, he will get angry and take my side, and thus put an end to the episode. But how could I have been so rash as to act as I did? How mad of me! I did not mean to behave like that. So how did it all happen? I have lost a profitable job. But I should not feel too sorry about it. I have another rather good job on the same street. I don’t regret what happened.
She walked up to Shubra Street. The beams of the setting sun almost disappeared, save for a few faint rays still visible at the top of the houses. She walked along the pavement in the direction of the tram stop, passing on her way a mechanic’s garage. She was so absorbed in her thoughts that at first she failed to notice that someone, blocking her way, was saying to her, “You are welcome here.”
Raising her head, she saw a young man in khaki trousers and shirt, his sleeves rolled up. He looked like one of the garage workers. She eyed him askance and moved off, but once more he blocked her way.
“Be patient, my lady,” he said. “Look to your left and you will find a car owned by my humble person. Old though it is, it can carry us to any place you like. I am your servant, Mohammed al-Ful. I don’t mean to boast, but I own this garage!”