‘Then we are only fifty pounds short. Would Mr. Adamson wait for that?’
She said, ‘I’ve got fifty saved.’
He gazed at her with genuine pride.
‘Darling, you’re a wonder! If it wouldn’t send the balloon up like a rocket, I’d kiss you!’
She let her eyes smile back into his for a moment, then was serious again.
‘Mr. Adamson is going to live with his married daughter. They’ve got that nice cottage a couple of miles out, and he loves the children, so he won’t be wanting the house any more. There are six rooms and it would suit us down to the ground. It was bombed in the war and rebuilt a couple of years afterwards, so it’s all modern – built-in cupboards – frightfully labour-saving. We can have the curtains and the floor-coverings for a song. I chose them for him, so they’re all right. And if we want any of the furniture, he’ll let us have it cheap. It really is the most marvellous chance.’
It was. He knew that well enough. Opportunity doesn’t knock a second time upon the door that will not open. He saw that quite clearly. And he saw the things that would come in if he opened the door. There would be a lot of hard work, and he hated work. There would be Jenny. He didn’t mind messing about with cars. It was one thing to do it now and again with a car of your own, and quite another to do it all day and every day with strange crocks whose owners wanted them made over new whilst they waited and got terse with you when you said it couldn’t be done.
Jenny’s steady blue eyes looked up at him. He had a feeling that they looked right through him and could see just what he was thinking. He was ashamed of some of the things. He didn’t want Jenny to be ashamed. He said quite simply and humbly,
‘Do you think I could make a go of it?’
Jenny said, ‘Yes, darling.’
Chapter Eighteen
The Deanery party broke up in due course. Everyone told Mrs. Mayhew how much they had enjoyed it, and in most cases they spoke no more than the truth. Louisa Arnold, coming back into her own house with her cousin, was really quite reluctant to admit that the evening was over and to say good night. It was so very pleasant to linger by what was left of the drawing-room fire and gossip for a while.
‘I am really quite charmed with Candida Sayle, but, my dear, did it not strike you that Stephen was too?’
Miss Silver smiled. She could have expressed it a good deal more strongly than that, but she refrained.
‘And, my dear Maud, did you notice Derek Burdon and that nice girl I was telling you about, Jenny Rainsford? They seemed to be having quite a serious talk, and I don’t think I have ever seen Derek look serious before.’
‘He is very good-looking.’
‘Oh, quite charming. And he really plays delightfully. Not highbrow enough for Mrs. Mayhew, but she can’t help liking him – no one can. He has been dangling after Jenny for months. Olivia Benevent was watching them to-night, and she didn’t look at all pleased – not at all. It’s a shocking life for him, being spoiled and pampered at Underhill, but I don’t see how he could get out of it now. I fancy Olivia would like to get him married to Candida.’
Miss Silver was wearing the dark blue crêpe-de-chine. With the gold locket which bore her parents initials in high relief and contained locks of their hair, it supplied her modest needs. For the party at the Deanery she had subsituted light silk stockings for her usual wool, changed during the summer months for lisle thread. With an almost new pair of glacé shoes, she had felt very well equipped. She said a little primly,
‘I do not fancy that Miss Olivia has any chance of seeing her wishes fulfilled. Young people have a way of taking these matters into their own hands.’
‘Oh, yes, indeed!’ But Olivia always has to have things her way. She was like that as a child, and she could be very nasty indeed if she was crossed.’
‘No one can expect to have his own way all the time.’
‘Well, Olivia does. And she bullies Cara shockingly – she always has. Maud, didn’t you think she was looking terribly ill? I really felt quite concerned.’
‘Miss Cara?’
Louisa Arnold nodded.
‘I thought she looked terrible. And all that black – so unbecoming.’ She looked down complacently at her own full skirt of mauve and blue brocade. ‘But of course it is just about three years since Alan Thompson went off in that extraordinary way. Cara was always one for keeping anniversaries. A great mistake. I remember Papa saying so – “dragging things back to be miserable over, when Heaven in its mercy has lightened the load of grief!” ’
Miss Silver smiled benignly.
‘Your father was not only a sensible man, he was a Christian.’
Louisa Arnold’s eyes were suddenly moist.
‘Oh, yes!’
The Miss Benevents drove home in silence. Miss Cara was exhausted, but in Miss Olivia’s case it was the silence of displeasure. Derek and Candida, in front, had their own thoughts. If they had been alone they might have found quite a lot to say, but since everything must be overheard, they kept their warm and happy counsel.
Arriving at Underhill, the three ladies entered the hall, and Derek took the car round to the garage. Miss Cara’s ascent of the stairs was slow and so halting that Candida put an arm round her and went with her to her room.
‘Can I help you, Aunt Cara?’
‘Oh, no, my dear – no. I will just sit in my chair until Anna comes – if you will ring the bell – I am only a little tired – so many people all talking at once.’ She leaned back and closed her eyes.
Candida went out into the passage and looked along it. She wouldn’t go until Anna was in sight.
But it was Miss Olivia who came towards her in her purple dress, her gold and amethyst ornaments catching the light. Not for the first time Candida found herself wondering whether the black hair was a wig. It was so incredibly shiny and so very, very black. There was never a break in the even waves, or a hair that was out of place. The dark eyes looked coldly at Candida.
‘What are you doing here? It is time we were all in bed.’
There was nothing to soften the words. Candida coloured high.
‘It was Aunt Cara,’ she said.
‘What about her?’
‘She seems so tired. She said Anna would come – ’
‘Anna will assist us both. She always does.’
A little spark of anger kindled in Candida. She said quickly and warmly,
‘I don’t think Aunt Cara is well – I don’t really. People kept saying tonight how ill she looked.’
‘They should mind their own business.’
Candida said,
‘I nursed Barbara for three years. I think Aunt Cara is ill.’
Miss Olivia’s face changed suddenly. The features went sharp. There was a cold fury in the eyes. Her hand came up and struck. A quick blow took Candida on the cheek-bone. The heavy amethyst bracelet tore a long scratch across her chin.
She stepped back, too much shocked for anger. Miss Olivia said in a voice edged with rage,
‘Hold your tongue!’
Neither of them saw Anna until she was there between them, her face twitching, her hand shaking on Candida’s arm.
‘What is this! No, no – there is nothing – I am stupid! It is late, and Miss Cara will be tired! We shall all be tired in the morning!’
Candida said in a level voice,
‘Yes, Aunt Cara is tired. You had better go to her.’
Miss Olivia Benevent walked past them into her room and shut the door.
Chapter Nineteen
Candida walked away. She had nothing to say to Anna. She had nothing to say to anyone. She was too horrified to be angry. The sudden violence appalled her. It seemed so completely without reason – in such unexplained conflict with Olivia Benevent’s dignity and self-control.