and laughing when he struggles. The voice grows and echoes, and the pain intensifies, and he tries to cry out against it, but no sound comes. A bitter sting in his arm, and then the fingers bite him, pushing into the places where it hurts worst, and sending him down into the blackness where he cannot breathe. The lid closes over against his silent screaming, and the blackness floods everything.
And as he wakes, gasping and weeping and struggling futilely, he can still hear the voice in his head, singing his name in the deep of the receding dark.
They're sitting in companionable silence, sipping whisky.
Joe asks, "What was he playing at this afternoon with that shovel?"
"Digging up a rabbithole. He wanted to find out what was at the end of it."
He laughs softly. "Trust Himi… tired himself out nicely anyway. No dope needed, for a change."
More silence, filled with the slow breathing of the sea.
"You know something?" He shakes his head. "That's the first time I've seen him do anything like play."
"Yeah, well…" Staring into his glass. "He doesn't play much, I dunno why. We tried, Hana and I, gave Mm all kinds of toys at first. Blocks and dolls and trucks, but Timote knew more than he did when it came to playing with them. He didn't exactly ignore them, but it was like he didn't know why he should bother with them. We used to play with the darn things more than he did, showing him how and that, and he used to look at us rather kindly, but with distinct superiority… and then all the gear started getting lost. He gave some of it away quite openly to Piri's kids."
"Kids? I understood he only had one?"
"No, he's got four. Lynn, his wife, took three with her, and he looks after Timote. It's a bit daft," he says, swirling the whisky round in his glass. "Timote's the one who could have most used his mother's care, and the oldest, Liz, dotes on Piri and wanted to stay with him… but you can't order other people's lives, eh?"
"You can't… so Piri and Mrs Piri are separated?"
"In the process of getting as far separated as possible, but Piri doesn't want-it…
anyway, him and his toy phobia, well not a toy phobia, a disinterest. You know about the music things?"
"Yes."
"There's two music boxes. A little pile of junk, mainly clock innards, and I think they all get fed into his crazy constructions. He used to have that black case with his beads in it… he played with those for a while, when he thought no-one was around to grab them. And that's about it."
"What about the stuff he ah, borrows?"
He frowns.
"That's not so much to play with as gloat over, I think. A mad magpie instinct, you know?"
"I can imagine… does he keep all the gear at home? You fall across say, hordes of old chess queens and things from time to time?"
He grins despite himself.
"Nope. Some of the things he thieves stay in his pockets. I think he's got a hideaway round the house for other stuff though."
"I know this is a sore subject with you and all that, but um, since I'm going to be shouldering that soupcon of responsibility, does he shoplift? Or is all the loot whizzed away from friends and relations?"
"I wouldn't know, e hoa, I truly wouldn't know." He shifts uncomfortably, looking down at his whisky again. "He swipes gear from everyone, you included, at some stage or other, and he's been accused of thieving at school. But nobody proved that one," thinking momentarily of what Binny Daniels said. He shakes his head, trying to shake the old man's words away physically, He adds heavily, "No-one's caught him shoplifting. Yet." He swallows the whisky in a hurry. "Aie, I don't know, Kerewin… he's been told and hit a lot for stealing, but he still does it."
"That only shows that hitting him isn't a particularly good way to teach Sim."
She fills his glass, pours another dram for herself. She starts filling her pipe, her face thoughtful.
"What else can I do though?"
"Talk to him maybe. Try and find out why he does it."
"Last year," says Joe, cupping his chin in his hands, "I took him to a children's psychologist after a lot of hints from Bill Drew at school. The fella asked a lot of questions, but… he was a nice enough bloke, I suppose, but his voice never got raised above a confessional whisper and his breath smelt of, I think, garlic and peppermint, and he kept on saying, "Not to worry ah Mr ah Gillayley, we'll soon know a little more."
Kerewin chuckles. "Sounds a cretinous git."
He looks at her, and the lines on his face lighten a little. "Yeah… I'll guarantee he never got to know that little bit more anyway, because Himi sits there and stares the whole time. The bloke puts out all kinds of puzzles and asks questions every minute in this low tell-it-to-me voice, and Haimona doesn't make a move. Sits there with his mouth open, looking like an idiot. Not a twitch or a squeak out of him, nothing eh, nothing at all. The child psych says after about half an hour, 'Ah Mr ur Gillayley, is he always this um non-responsive?' And that bloody Sim sort of slides me a look sideways, and I can see he's nearly killing himself keeping a straight face. And I have to say in all seriousness, 'Ah no, Doctor, he's normally um very lively. I think it's just the strange surrounding eh.' And that was that. The fella made another appointment for us to come
back, but by mutual consent, we decided it wasn't worth the trip into Taiwhenuawera.
"I think your son's got a rather wicked sense of humour."
Joe sighs, back to being serious again. "He's got a different sense of humour. Different sense of everything."
"Mmmm." She lights her pipe, and watches the match twist and blacken and go out. "You ever go to anyone else in the psych field?"
"We'd have to go to Christchurch, eh."
"Mmmm." After a minute, "It doesn't make sense. Neglected and unhappy kids steal to get attention. Sim's not neglected, but he's probably been unhappy because of the way he's been treated, and,"
Joe winces,
"disregarding his background, his handicap, he's had reason to go round pinching stuff to show people, 'Hey, here I am, I want you to help me.' But that doesn't tie in with not playing, and not owning stuff. I don't think so, anyway."
She takes the pipe out of her mouth, and swallows the glassful of whisky. "Ahh… does he play with other kids at all?"
"No, not at school. Not according to the teachers. He generally stays on the fringes of anything going on, looking… and he's never brought anyone home to play or gone to play with anyone as far as I know. He sticks round adults most of the time, or goes away by himself. He did used to play with Whai and Liz and Maurie — that's Piri's lot, and they're all nice kids — but there was a hell of a lot of fights."
"What over?"
"O anything and nothing. One moment they're all happy hide and go seeking or whatever, and the next boomf! Sim's in, boots and all."
"But there must have been some kind of provocation or misunderstanding each time?"
"It's pretty hard to find out what started things when you've got a yard full of kids all yowling and hammering one another." He adds, "Liz always used to take Himi's side-"
"Good for her… you could have asked them after though, Joe."
He shrugs. "Well, what with one thing and another, we never did."
"O." She lights her pipe again, and puffs away in silence.
He doesn't seem to have thought about the boy in any deep fashion. Why Sim does strange or wild or bad things… he either kicks or kisses the brat, and hopes things'll work out. Like if he hits him enough, Sim'll stop stealing, without finding out what started him stealing in the first place. Or maybe the spiderchild has always been lightfingered?
and she's just about to ask him that, when the door opens, and the boy stumbles inside.