Should she go after it?
Could she leave everything here and move to Los Angeles?
“It would be like walking away from him, from the life we had here,” Lisa had told Sophia.
“Lisa, before all this, you were the fiercest, toughest person I’ve ever known. You could handle anything without anyone’s help. So whatever you decide to do, you’ll make it work. You just need to get your strength back.” Then Sophia said, “You did not die with him.”
“Part of me did.”
“Not all of you. You have a life to live. You have to go on.”
Everything Sophia had said made sense.
Lisa was about to arrive at a decision as she left the thruway and wheeled into the big, new Freedom Freeway Service Center at Ramapo. She parked some distance from the rigs easing in and out of the lot. Diesel engines growled, air brakes hissed. She was enveloped by humid air as she walked across the hot pavement.
After driving nearly two hundred miles, stretching her legs was a luxury.
The interstate traffic droned.
The building was landscaped with clipped shrubs. Its neo-deco facade had huge windows. New York State flags and the Stars and Stripes flapped on gold-tipped poles above the mammoth entrance.
Inside, the air-conditioning was soothing. After using the restroom, Lisa went to the snack shop for bottled water, a candy bar, a comic for Ethan and a magazine for Taylor. She knew she shouldn’t be spending the money, but she missed her kids and wanted to give them something.
A few people stood ahead of her to pay.
As the line advanced, all the lights went off. The ventilation fans stopped and the building lost power. People glanced at each other for an answer. A moment later, the lights came back on and the fans restarted.
Keys jingled and a man in a business jacket loosened his tie, hurried from a rear office toward the restaurant, grumbling to the woman accompanying him. “Call them and tell them it’s another false alarm.”
Lisa saw the man go to a control panel at the far end of the restaurant. The panel’s lights stopped flashing after he inserted a key and turned it.
Must be this hot weather straining the air-conditioning.
Come on, please.
This was taking longer than she’d expected and she still faced New York traffic. She wanted to get back on the road.
Lisa looked outside as an American Centurion armored truck stopped in front of the lobby, which had three ATMs. One guard started loading a cart while another stood by, scanning the lot and the building.
The guards started for the entrance as Lisa stepped to the counter. After paying, she slid her items and wallet into her shoulder bag. Then she made a quick search in her bag for her supermarket ID, not certain if she’d left it at home, or if she’d thrust it in her bag after finishing her shift before driving upstate.
She barely noticed the rumble of the four motorcycles that had pulled up alongside the armored truck. Adjusting her bag, she saw several people standing near the ATMs; some were studying the large map of Greater New York City above the machines.
As the armored truck guards entered, Lisa froze.
Two of the motorcycle riders, their faces hidden by their helmets and dark shields, were dressed in full-body riding suits that were bulky around their abdomens. They were wearing gloves and gripping handguns as they came up behind the guards.
Pop!
The first rider shot the first guard. A gout of blood and fragments of his skull blasted across the floor to a vending machine.
At the same time, the second rider came up on the guard wheeling the money cart and fired into the back of his neck. Crack! The impact forced the top of the guard’s head to flap open, cranial matter springing out. The money cart clanged to the floor between the dead men, their blood blossoming into widening pools.
Lisa caught her breath.
“Everyone down!” the first shooter yelled, seizing the guards’ guns. “Nobody fucking move! Put your phones on the floor beside you now! Put your hands behind your head! Look at the floor! Don’t look at us!”
Lisa slid to the floor. Her magazines, water and other items tumbled from her bag around her.
The second rider produced a sack and moved swiftly, collecting cell phones from staff and customers throughout the center.
Outside, the two other riders had sprayed something into the truck’s air intake, forcing the driver to exit, double over and vomit. Then they shot him. The two riders entered the truck and quickly unloaded money into backpacks and saddlebags.
In the service center, a woman began wailing.
One of the riders herded all staff and customers from the washroom, the restaurant, the kitchen, the snack shop and gas counter into the center’s lobby, forcing them to the floor at gunpoint. The other gunman produced folded nylon bags and commanded the nearest person, a sobbing teenage girl, to help him fill them. The plastic wrapped around some of the cash had torn. Bundles had rolled over the center’s floor lobby near Lisa.
The gunman collecting the cash grunted as he snatched the packs that had fallen around her, whizzing them into the nylon bags. His partner eyed the people on the floor for movement.
Please, God, let someone call the police, Lisa thought.
The man on the floor next to Lisa turned his face to her. He looked about thirty, was clean shaven with quick intelligent eyes. He was wearing jeans, a jacket and T-shirt.
“I’m a cop,” he whispered, keeping his hands outstretched over his head. “My gun’s on my right hip under my shirt.”
She nodded.
“You slide closer, lift it out,” he said. “Tuck it under me. They’re wearing vests, but I can get off head shots.”
Lisa could not breathe.
She was motionless until the man’s urgent gaze compelled her to move. She worked her way closer to him, carefully extending her left hand, pulling away his jacket, feeling the hardness of his gun. Lisa got it loose. Her sweating face was two feet from his.
He nodded encouragement.
As Lisa pulled, the weapon slipped from her fingers and rattled on the floor. A gunman flew to them, grabbing the gun before the cop could. He patted the man, taking his second gun from his ankle holster. He jerked at the man’s jacket, extracting a folding police wallet and examining it.
“Fucking FBI!”
Lisa looked into the young agent’s eyes.
The gunman pushed the muzzle against his head.
Lisa’s breathing quickened. The agent blinked and said, “Jennifer, I love you,” before his skull exploded, propelling brain matter onto Lisa’s face.
The killer moved and pressed his gun to her head.
2
Ramapo, Metropolitan New York City
The gun drilled into her head with crushing savagery.
As Lisa waited for death, blood pounded against her skull.
She looked into the lifeless eyes of the cop beside her, feeling bits of his brain tissue on her face, her skin prickling with fear, her heart hammering against the floor.
Time stood still. Like a dream.
The smell of lemon floor cleaner mixed with a burning aroma from the gun. She sensed sweet lake air and water lapping on the shore as she saw Taylor and Ethan, then Bobby, their smiles melting in the sun.
As Lisa’s pulse thundered, she found her misshapen reflection in the black shield of the killer’s helmet, trapped in a dark abyss.
Her mind streaked to her last seconds with Bobby, his stubble brushing her cheek, the hint of his cologne, his soft, “Love you, babe,” before he left for work that day and was gone forever.