Hendrick nodded. “Jew Man, if you said otherwise, I’d slit your throat. No one would insult that lady while I stand by, for I owe her my life and more. But I tell you these things because I know you love her, and you would not love her less for the knowing.”
Miguel held out his hand in the Dutch style. “I thank you for your trust.”
Hendrick grinned and shook firmly. “There’s been too long an uneasiness between us. I want only to see it end. You and madam are friends, and I would be your friend too.”
Miguel could not but rejoice at his good luck. “I am glad to hear you say this, for I’ve come to you with a most delicate problem, and I had hoped you would be able to assist me.”
“You need but name it.”
Miguel took a deep breath. “I’ve been bothered by a madman. This fellow believes I owe him money, which is not the case, for we both suffered in the same transaction, which was managed both fairly and legally. Now he follows me and has begun to threaten my life. I’ve been unable to deter him with reason, and I can’t go to the law, because he has not done me or my property any real harm.”
“I shit on the law. The law won’t help you,” Hendrick said, still puffing merrily. “Once he slices you open, then you may seek your redress with the law. What good is that? You need but tell me his name, and I’ll see to it that he never does another man harm again.”
“I have seen that you are a man who knows something of how to defend himself,” Miguel explained with some difficulty; it pained him to offer Hendrick even this brutal flattery. “I recall how well you reacted in the tavern.”
“Make no excuses, my friend. I understand that you cannot risk yourself by engaging in a scrape with a low fellow. Were you Jews not watched, I know a man such as you are could tend to this matter without help. Now, you need only tell me who he is.”
“His name is Joachim Waagenaar, and he lives by the Oude Kerk.”
“If he lives by the Oude Kerk, I suppose any number of accidents might befall a fellow in that part of town without the world taking notice. Of course, good feelings between us being what they are, such things cost money. Fifty guilders should do nicely.”
Miguel blinked several times, as though this price had poked him in his eye. Just what did he hope Hendrick might do? Joachim was a madman, so why did Miguel feel so uneasy about this transaction? “That’s rather more than I thought.”
“We may be friends enough now, but I still take a risk, you understand.”
“Of course, of course,” Miguel said. “I did not say I absolutely would not pay it. Only that it was more than I thought.”
“Think as much as you like. When you’ve made up your mind, come see me.”
“I will do so. And in the meantime-”
Hendrick grinned. “Of course I’ll say nothing to the lady. I understand you well enough, and now that we have each other’s secrets, you need not wonder if you can trust me or no.”
Miguel took his hand once more. “I offer you my thanks. Knowing that I may depend upon you has put my mind at ease.”
“I’m happy to serve you.” He blew out a cloud of smoke and returned to the tavern.
A light mist had begun to fall; it was just the sort of weather for a villain who might hide himself in fog and dark. The rain mixed with his perspiration, making him feel heavy and encumbered in his clothing. Nevertheless, having spoken to Hendrick made him more comfortable already. He had options; he could concoct a strategy of his own. Joachim had not outmatched him.
Perhaps, he considered, it was not necessary to have Hendrick give Joachim a thorough beating. Now that he had almost commissioned the job, he winced at its brutality. If there was a way to avoid it, it would be best avoided. After all, he had not sought out Hendrick to harm Joachim but to make himself feel safer, and the simple act of having discussed the option of the beating rid him of many concerns. He might see that Joachim came to harm at any time he wished; having that power, the righteous thing would be to spare the creature. Mercy, after all, was one of the seven highest qualities of the Holy One, blessed be He. Miguel, too, could aim to be merciful.
He would wait. Joachim surely never meant to actually kill Miguel, but should he again make these threats, he would learn that Miguel understood justice as well as mercy.
Before he reached the Vlooyenburg, the mist had turned to rain.
Miguel wanted nothing so much as to change his clothes and sit before a fire, and perhaps read a little Torah-all this contemplation of mercy left him longing to feel closer to the holiness of the Most High. First he might review the story of how Charming Pieter had tricked the greedy horse trader, a tale always certain to cheer him.
Once inside, he removed his shoes, after the Dutch fashion, so as to avoid tracking mud through the house, though his stockings had soaked through, and he left wet footprints upon the tiled floor. He had only gone a little way toward the entrance to the cellar when he saw Hannah hovering in the doorway, the shadows accentuating the swelling of her belly.
“Good afternoon, senhora,” he said, too hastily. There could no longer be any doubt of her intentions. Her eyes, wide and moist under her black scarf, fixed on him greedily.
“I must speak with you,” she said, in a quiet voice.
He replied without thinking. “You wish another taste of my drink?”
She shook her head. “Not now. I must say something else.”
“May we go to the drawing room?” he asked.
She shook her head again. “No, we mustn’t. I can’t have my husband finding us there together. He will suspect.”
He will suspect what? Miguel almost blurted out. Did she believe them already lovers? Had she so lively an imagination that it did not end with women scholars? Miguel too had indulged in the delicious crime of flirtation, but he did not believe he could take it to the next stage, that of secret meetings, of hiding from her husband, of reveling in one of the worst of sins. No one cherished the delights of a fanciful mind more than Miguel, but a man-a person-must know where fancy ends and truth begins. He might hold Hannah in a new esteem, find her winsome as well as pretty. He might even love her for all he knew, but he would not act on those feelings.
“We must speak here,” she said, “but quietly. We cannot be overheard.”
“Perhaps you’ve made a mistake,” Miguel offered, “and we needn’t speak quietly at all.”
Hannah offered a smile, slight and sweet, as though she were humoring him, as though he were too simple to understand her words. May the Holy One, blessed be He, forgive me for unleashing coffee upon mankind, he thought. This drink will turn the world upside down.
“I am not mistaken, senhor. I have something to tell you. Something that concerns you very nearly.” She took a deep breath. “It is about your friend, senhor. The widow.”
Miguel felt a sudden dizziness. He leaned against the wall. “Geertruid Damhuis,” he breathed. “What of her? What could you have to tell me of her?”
Hannah shook her head. “I don’t know precisely. Oh, forgive me, senhor, for I hardly even know how to say what I wish to say, and I fear to do so will put my very life in your hands, but I also fear your betrayal if I do not speak.”
“Betrayal? What do you say?”
“Please, senhor. I am trying. Not very long ago, only a few weeks really, I saw the Dutch widow on the street, and she saw me. We both had something to hide. I don’t know what she had to hide, but she seemed to think I did, and she threatened me to keep silent. I thought it could do no harm, but now I am not so certain.”
Miguel took a step backwards. Geertruid. What could she have to hide, and what did it mean to him? It could be anything: a lover, a deal, an embarrassment. Or it could be a matter of business. It made no sense. “What did you have to hide, senhora?”