Roland wondered how many towns the Sisters had been to With
this tent which was so small and plain on the outside, so huge and
gloriously on the inside. How many towns and over how many
years.
Now, cramming the mouth of it in a black, shiny tongue, were
doctor-bugs. They had stopped their singing. Their silence was
somehow terrible.
'Stand aside or I'll have them on ye,' Jenna said.
'Ye never would!' Sister Michela cried in a low, horrified voice.
'Aye. I've already set them on Sister Coquina. She's a part of the
medicine, now.'
Their gasp was like cold wind passing through dead trees. Nor was
all that dismay directed towards their own precious hides. What
Jenna h done was clearly far outside their reckoning.
'Then you're damned,' Sister Tamra said.
'Such ones to speak of damnation! Stand aside.'
They did. Roland walked past them and they shrank away from
him. but they shrank from her more.
'Damned?' he asked after they had skirted the haci and reached the
path beyond it. The Kissing Moon glimmered above a tumbled
scree of rocks In its light Roland could see a small black opening
low on the scarp. guessed it was the cave the Sisters called
Thoughtful House. 'What did they mean, damned?'
'Never mind. All we have to worry about now is Sister Mary. I like
not that we haven't seen her.'
She tried to walk faster, but he grasped her arm and turned her
about. He could still hear the singing of the bugs, but faintly; they
were leaving the place of the Sisters behind. Eluria, too, if the
compass in his head was still working; he thought the town was in
the other direction. The husk of the town, he amended.
'Tell me what they meant.'
'Perhaps nothing. Ask me not, Roland - what good is it? 'Tis done,
the bridge burned. I can't go back. Nor would if I could.' She
looked down, biting her lip, and when she looked up again, Roland
saw fresh tears falling on her cheeks. 'I have supped with them.
There were times when I couldn't help it, no more than you could
help drinking their wretched soup, no matter if you knew what was
in it.'
Roland remembered John Norman saying A man has to eat... a
woman, too. He nodded.
'I'd go no further down that road. If there's to be damnation, let it
be of my choosing, not theirs. My mother meant well by bringing
me back to them, but she was wrong.' She looked at him shyly and
fearfully ... but met his eyes. 'I'd go beside ye on yer road, Roland
of Gilead. For as long as I may, or as long as ye'd have me.'
`you're welcome to your share of my way,' he said. 'And I am `
Blessed by your company, he would have finished, but before he
could, a voice spoke from the tangle of moonshadow ahead of
them, where the path at last climbed out of the rocky, sterile valley
in which the Little Sisters had practised their glamours.
`It's a sad duty to stop such a pretty elopement, but stop it I must.'
Sister Mary came from the shadows. Her fine white habit with its
bright red rose had reverted to what it really was: the shroud of a
corpse. Caught, hooded in its grimy folds, was a wrinkled, sagging
face from which two black eyes stared. They looked like rotted
dates. Below them, exposed by the thing's smile, four great incisors
gleamed.
Upon the stretched skin of Sister Mary's forehead, bells tinkled ...
but not the Dark Bells, Roland thought. There was that.
'Stand clear,' Jenna said. 'Or I'll bring the can tam on ye.'
'No,' Sister Mary said, stepping closer, 'ye won't. They'll not stray
so far from the others. Shake your head and ring those damned
bells until the clappers fall out, and still they'll never come.'
Jenna did as bid, shaking her head furiously from side to side. The
Dark Bells rang piercingly, but without that extra, almost psychic
tone-quality that had gone through Roland's head like a spike. And
the doctor-bugs
what Jenna had called the can tam - did not come.
Smiling ever more broadly (Roland had an idea Mary herself
hadn't been completely sure they wouldn't come until the
experiment was made), the corpse-woman closed in on them,
seeming to float above the ground. Her eyes flicked towards him.
'And put that away,' she said.
Roland looked down and saw that one of his guns was in his hand.
He had no memory of drawing it.
'Unless it's been blessed or dipped in some sect's holy wet - blood,
water, semen - it can't harm such as I, gunslinger. For I am more
shade than substance ... yet still the equal to such as yerself, for all
that.'
She thought he would try shooting her, anyway; he saw it in her
eyes. Those shooters are all ye have, her eyes said. Without 'em,
you might as well be back in the tent we dreamed around ye,
caught up in our slings and awaiting our pleasure.
Instead of shooting, he dropped the revolver back into its holster
and launched himself at her with his hands out. Sister Mary uttered
a scream that was mostly surprise, but it was not a long one;
Roland's fingers clamped down on her throat and choked the sound
off before it was fairly started.
The touch of her flesh was obscene - it seemed not just alive but
various beneath his hands, as if it was trying to crawl away from
him. He could feel it running like liquid, flowing, and the sensation
was horrible beyond description. Yet he clamped down harder,
determined to choke the I out of her.
Then there came a blue flash (not in the air, he would think later;
that flash happened inside his head, a single stroke of lightning as
she touch off some brief but powerful brainstorm), and his hands
flew away from h neck. For one moment his dazzled eyes saw
great wet gouges in her flesh - gouges in the shapes of his hands.
Then he was flung backwards hitting the scree on his back and
sliding, striking his head on a jutting rock hard enough to provoke
a second, lesser, flash of light.
'Nay, my pretty man,' she said, grimacing at him, laughing with
those terrible dull eyes of hers. 'Ye don't choke such as I, and I'll
take ye slow yer impertinence - cut ye shallow in a hundred places
to refresh my thirst First, though, I'll have this vowless girl ... and
I'll have those damned bells off her, in the bargain.'
'Come and see if you can!' Jenna cried in a trembling voice, and
shook her head from side to side. The Dark Bells rang mockingly,
provokingly
Mary's grimace of a smile fell away. 'Oh, I can,' she breathed. Her
mouth yawned. In the moonlight, her fangs gleamed in her gums
like bone needles poked through a red pillow. 'I can and I -'
There was a growl from above them. It rose, then splintered into a
volley of snarling barks. Mary turned to her left, and in the
moment before the snarling thing left the rock on which it was
standing, Roland could clearly read the startled bewilderment on
Big Sister's face.
It launched itself at her, only a dark shape against the stars, legs
outstretched so it looked like some sort of weird bat, but even
before it crashed into the woman, striking her in the chest above
her half-raise arms and fastening its own teeth on her throat,
Roland knew exactly what it was.
As the shape bore her over on to her back, Sister Mary uttered a
gibbering shriek that went through Roland's head like the Dark
Bells themselves. He scrambled to his feet, gasping. The shadowy
thing tore at her, forepaws on either side of her head, rear paws
planted on the grave-shroud above her, chest, where the rose had
been.
Roland grabbed Jenna, who was looking down at the fallen Sister