"I thought you might get around to asking that question. Yes. As a matter of fact, I saw her just before I came over here. And I'm going to have dinner with her tonight."
Pick grunted.
"No, I didn't tell her I'd seen you," Carstairs said. "I wasn't sure if you wanted me to; if it would, so to speak, be the thing to do."
"Tell her, if you like," Pick said. "It doesn't make any difference."
"You don't plan to call her?"
"When a woman tells you she doesn't want to marry you, and means it..."
"I didn't know it had gone that far."
"How far is far? There doesn't seem much point in calling her, does there?"
"Is that why you never wrote?"
"You know about that?"
"She told me. She was always asking what I'd heard, where you were..."
"There didn't seem to be much point in writing, either."
"She won't marry me either, for whatever that's worth," Carstairs said. "But I haven't given up on asking."
Pick looked at him, and his mouth opened. But he shut it again when Major Frederick Dunn reappeared on the porch, carrying a quart bottle of sour-mash bourbon and three glasses.
"Let the rector have the fruit juice," Major Dunn announced. "I got us some of Daddy's best sipping whiskey.
[THREE]
Jefferson City, Missouri
1710 Hours 1 November 1942
Second Lieutenant Robert F. Easterbrook, USMCR, sat at the wheel of a 1936 Chevrolet Two-Door Deluxe, his father's car, and stared out at the Mississippi River. He was parked with the nose of the car against a cable-and-pole barrier; he'd been parked there for three quarters of an hour. In his hand was a bottle of Budweiser beer, now warm and tasting like horse piss. Two empty Bud bottles lay on the floor on the passenger side, and three full bottles, now for sure warm, were in a bag beside it.
He'd bought a six-pack. Except they didn't come in a box anymore- to conserve paper for the war effort. And to conserve metal, they came in bottles. And to conserve glass, they were deposit-returnable bottles, not the kind you could throw away. And he hadn't been able to purchase the beer on the first try, either. Or the second. There was some kind of a keep-Missouri-clean-and-sober campaign going on. They checked your identity card to see if you were old enough to drink. In the first two places, they seemed overjoyed to learn that he wasn't.
It's pretty fucking unfair. You 're old enough to get shot at, and you can't buy six lousy bottles of fucking beer. You 're a goddamned commissioned officer, for Christ's sake. People have to salute you, and you still can't buy a beer.
At the third place he tried, a saloon, the bartender said he was supposed to check IDs, "but what the hell, you're a soldier boy, and what the cops don't see can't hurt me; but don't make a habit of it, huh?" and gave it to him.
I'm not a "soldier boy"; I'm a Marine. I'm a goddamned officer in The Marine Corps. Not that anybody around here seems to know what that is, or give a good goddamn.
On the Mississippi, an old-fashioned tug with a paddle wheel was pushing a barge train upriver. Although the paddle wheel on the tug was churning up the water furiously, it was barely making progress against the current.
Back when he was in high school (something like nine thousand years ago), he waited impatiently for his sixteenth birthday so he could get a job working the boats on the river. You could make a lot of money doing that. And he knew he'd need money after he graduated from high school if he was going to study photojournalism at U of M. But it turned out he didn't get a boat job. They told him he should come back when he got his growth.
Later, when he was working for the Conner Courier as a flunky with photojournalist dreams, he would have shot pictures of the tired old paddle-wheel tug pushing the barges up the river. In fact, he would have broken his ass then to get pictures of it. And he would have been thrilled to fucking death if Mr. Greene, to be nice to him, found space for one of them on page 11 of the Courier. Now, even though he had Sergeant Lomax's 35mm Leica on the seat beside him, he couldn't imagine taking pictures of the paddle-wheel tug and its barge train if the tug and all the barges were gloriously in flame and about to blow up.
He'd wondered earlier why he sort of had to keep carrying Lomax's Leica around with him. Christ knew, no one was going to use anything he shot with it, not that there was anything worth shooting.
But he did get a chance to see the print of the shot he took of Lieutenant Dunn shaking Secretary Knox's hand when Knox gave him the Navy Cross. They'd run that on the front page of The Kansas City Star. He didn't get a credit line for it, though. All it said was OFFICIAL USMC PHOTO. But he knew he took it.
Even though he told Mr. Greene that, it was pretty clear that Mr. Greene thought he was bullshitting him.
Still, there was no reason now to be carrying Lomax's Leica around; he wasn't going to use it. So why wasn't he able to just put the fucking thing in his bag? Or maybe see if he could find out where Lomax's wife was, so he could send it to her?
It's funny, he thought to himself now and again, if Lomax didn't get himself blown away, he wouldn't be able to call me "Easterbunny" anymore; he'd have to call me "Sir. "
You weren't supposed to talk ill of the dead, but the truth was that on occasion, Lomax could be a sadistic prick.
When he pointed out the picture of Dunn to his mother and told her he took it, she smiled vaguely and said, "That's nice." Meaning: "You always wanted to be a photographer; photographers take pictures. What's the big deal?"
For that matter, he wasn't entirely sure that his mother really believed he was an officer, and that she didn't privately suspect he just bought the goddamned gold bars and pinned them on to impress people. At breakfast this morning, she'd made a point of making a big deal about his cousin Harry, who was four, five years older than he was and a graduate of Northwestern University. Harry had been drafted and was going to Officer Candidate School in some Army post someplace; he'd written home that it was nearly killing him, but he was going to try to stick it out, because if he could, he was going to be an officer in the Ordnance Corps.
In other words, here was an older guy than you are, with a goddamned college degree, who had to go through OCS, which was nearly killing him.... So how come you're an officer?
As for his father, he wouldn't even let him use the goddamn car. He claimed it was because of the gas rationing and the tire shortage, and because he didn't know what he'd do without it. But the Easterbunny just happened to notice in The Kansas City Star that ran his picture on page one that servicemen on leave could go to the ration board and get gas coupons. So he'd gone down to City Hall, and it turned out that the guy on the ration board was in the Corps in World War I. And one thing ran into another: The guy asked where he'd been; and when he told him, he asked about the 'Canal. And so the Easterbunny walked out of the ration board with coupons for sixty gallons of gas (you were supposed to get only twenty), and coupons for four new tires (you weren't supposed to get tires at all).