She glared at the Sekoi; it nodded, reluctant. “So we could get him out, Raffi; get him out before they realize who they’ve got!”
“But why? Why do you want to get him out? Why don’t you go back to them and give them all the things you know—where the Sekoi live, the sky-road, Lerin, the Pyramid!” He sounded harsh, like Galen. “Haven’t you gotten enough from us, Carys!”
“That’s not it. I don’t want Galen tortured.”
“Might that not be because he may give them all the information you’ve worked so hard for?” the Sekoi asked acidly.
“NO! Why won’t you listen! I like Galen. Like a fool I’ve gotten to like you all!”
She stood up, pushing back her hair, angry with herself. “I know you can’t trust me now. If you want, I’ll go away. But first I’m going to get him out, Raffi, and if I have to, I’ll go by myself.” Picking up the crossbow, she checked it over, her hands shaking.
Raffi stared at her. He felt bewildered, and utterly betrayed. He wished he could hate her, that it was that simple, but she was still Carys, still the same.
He looked at the Sekoi. “What should we do?”
“Your choice, small keeper. I’ll stay with you, whatever you decide.” It rubbed its furred face with one long finger.
“She may be able to get him out,” Raffi said with difficulty.
“She may. Or she may just be taking us back to them. More prisoners to her credit.” It gazed at her, narrow-eyed.
Raffi stared down at his hands. He prayed, asking for knowledge, for the way to go, but his mind was as dark as the cloister, and the Makers were silent.
Then, without knowing he’d decided, he stood up.
“All right. We’ll take the chance.”
Carys smiled at him but he ignored that; he looked away, furious with her. “If you betray us . . . I still don’t know if I should be trusting you.”
“You never will know,” she said, “until you do. Galen would tell you that.”
He took out the chart. “Where do we go?”
“They’ll have taken him to the nearest Watchtower. Is it on there?”
“There’s one marked.”
“That’ll be it. Lead on, Raffi.”
With a glance at the Sekoi, which shrugged, he turned uneasily away and crawled through the hole in the wall.
THE STREETS WERE A NIGHTMARE of dark smoke. Neither Raffi nor Carys was as alert as they should have been; if the Sekoi hadn’t hissed a warning, the flock of draxi swooping over the turrets of one villa would have had them.
Confused, struggling to think, Raffi found himself going back over everything that had happened, trying to see Carys as a spy—on the downs, on the ship—but it hurt him like a pain and he blanked it out, concentrating only on the streets, their crumbling names.
Behind him, Carys was silent. She was angry with herself, defiant, reckless, hot. She didn’t care what they thought. But she’d show them. Only she could get Galen out, and she’d do it, because she wanted to, because no one would bring him in except her.
In the alley opposite the Watchtower they crouched. At the end of the dark lane there was light, some hanging lanterns and a great fire that blazed on the cracked paving. Men were gathered around it; shadows, talking. Behind them, the great walls of the tower rose up into darkness, without windows.
“Now what?” Raffi said.
Carys eased the bow. “I go in. By myself. I’ll tell them some story—that Galen is vital to my mission, that I have to follow him to get . . . well, something important. I won’t mention the Crow.”
Raffi laughed bitterly, but she went on. “The trouble is, even if they believe me, they may not let me bring him out alone. That’s where you come in.”
“Us?”
“If Galen and I get out, we’ll come down this lane. Hide somewhere, down under that broken arch. Let us go by; but if anyone follows, deal with them.”
“Deal with them? We’re not the Watch.”
She grinned at him spitefully. “You know the Order’s secrets, not me.”
He didn’t smile. But as she walked away up the alley he blurted out, “Be careful,” as if the words hurt him.
“And be discreet,” the Sekoi murmured.
She turned and looked at its sharp yellow eyes and laughed. “Oh, I will.”
GALEN EASED HIS LEG a little more and felt the heavy chain clink. He was dizzy and bruised; blood had dried on his face, and his shoulder was a mass of pain. He looked around carefully.
For a long time he had wondered if they had blindfolded him, but gradually he had begun to see; there was a tiny window up a long shaft in the wall, and the gloom that came through it was barely light, but his eyes strained through it. He was in some enclosed space, not large. Stretching out his feet, he could feel the opposite wall; his back was against another. Carefully he tugged up the heavy chains and ran his hands over the stone; it wasn’t straight. Curved, as if the dungeon was circular. Above him was blackness; he said some words softly and they echoed, as if it was high enough to stand. The darkness smelled of rats, ordure, filthy straw. The stones felt slimy and cold.
Galen smiled grimly to himself. He hurt, but he’d told them nothing, and he was sure they didn’t know who or what he was. And yet this was only the start. He knew enough tales of the cruelty of the Watch, but he wouldn’t think of them now. That would be foolish. Instead he straightened his back and closed his eyes. Simple chants came to him first, then all the prayers and litanies; he spoke them softly till it seemed to him the darkness was filled with words, as if they hung in the air like spirits. “And Kest was in the darkness a hundred years. How slowly sorrow entered him, how he mourned for the evil he had done, all the things of darkness he had brought into the world.”
Galen stopped. The story was not the one for now. And he knew, suddenly, that he would need every ounce of strength and will to stand up to them, not to tell them all the secrets of the Order. Wincing, he dragged his fingers up to touch the awen-beads; the smooth surfaces rolled under his fingers.
“I am as empty without as within,” he muttered grimly. Then he nodded. “Though maybe I have one chance. One chance Kest never had.”
“WHAT’S GOING ON HERE?” The Watchsergeant pushed his way through the men. “What is it? Another prisoner?”
“She says she’s a spy.” The men stood back, and the sergeant’s eyes narrowed. He saw a girl of about sixteen, brown-haired, dirty, a crossbow on her back. She fixed him with a straight look. “Are you in charge here?”
He grinned. “Who wants to know?”
Putting her hand down her neck, she pulled out something on a chain; tugged it over her head and gave it to him without a word.
He held it to the light; she saw his face change. “Come inside,” he said somberly.
Going in under the main arch, she noticed the defenses: armed guards, three metal gates, floor-spikes. If they didn’t let her walk out she’d be here forever. But she set her shoulders and held her head up. Why should she worry? She was one of them.
They made her wait a few minutes in the courtyard. Then the sergeant came through a small arch and beckoned. He led her down a stone passageway and knocked on a door.
“Come in.”
The sergeant looked at her. Carys took a deep breath, put her hand on the latch, and went in.
It was a small room with a crackling fire in the hearth, and the castellan was perched on the edge of the table. “You brought this?” He held the insignia up so that it glinted.