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From the sides of the Europa a white dot broke away and fussed towards the shore. It was the pinnace bearing Fearmax, Campion, Miss Dale and Graecen — the last having said good-bye to everyone including the Captain with an elaborate over-politeness. As he turned back to his companion, Baird’s eye caught sight of the Truman couple, sitting under a tree. He waved to them, and they got to their feet. Miss Dombey was advancing across the middle landscape with strident barks of encouragement to Spot. The dog was a lymphatic animal, neither grateful for a chance to decorate genuine trees instead of stanchions, nor particularly enthusiastic about Crete. It cantered tepidly along by the side of its mistress, who, between barks, exclaimed breathlessly, “Have a good run. There’s a good Spot. Chase him, boy. Chase him. Woof, woof, woof, woof.” She came up considerably puffed and accepted Baird’s chair with faint thanks. “How the English love their four-footed pets,” said Campion admiringly, as the rest of the party gathered round.

On the knoll, under the olive tree from which hung the inn-sign reading “Kapheneion”, the taxis were drawn up. For some reason there were six of them, and on Graecen’s recommendation they decided that three would be ample, both for the luggage and for the eight of them. This having been determined upon after considerable debate with the drivers, the guide emerged from the depths of the wineshop cellar, wiping a pair of long mournful moustaches on the backs of both hands. “Please to attend to me one minute,” he said hoarsely. He wore a battered German field-marshal’s hat upon his head, around which the Jannadis Brothers had placed a band upon which the company’s name was inscribed. The hinder end of a British battledress was surmounted by a blue woollen pullover, on the front of which was written “Beach Guard”, and on the back “Property of UNRRA Canteen. Not to be taken away.” He had evidently something impressive to say, but his English was halt, deaf and blind. He was grateful, therefore, when Baird came to his rescue and offered to translate. He caught both his hands in his and began a long conversation, which sounded to the rest — as all Greek conversations do — like a violent quarrel. Baird was interested.

The rest of the party stood in a semicircle watching. Finally Baird turned to them with twinkling eyes and an incredulous smile on his face. “Something new to me,” he said, obviously doubtful whether an explanation of his conversation with the guide would justify translation. “He says that there is an animal of some kind in the labyrinth. No one has ever seen it. But they hear it roar — we shall probably hear it too.”

“A minotaur,” said Graecen excitedly.

“Extraordinary,” said Fearmax, drawing closer to catch what Baird had to say. “What do they call it?”

“The man calls it ” said Baird. “It means ‘monster’ or ‘beast’. It’s probably a bear.”

He did not add to the translation. The guide had told him that once a shepherd, badly mauled, had been found at the mouth of the labyrinth. He had entered the main cave in pursuit of a sheep, and had encountered some animal in the darkness. He had not been able to give any clear account of it.

They had all managed to bring torches with them, however, so he felt that the party was sufficiently well-equipped to start moving. “A minotaur,” said Graecen, sniffing the cold air from the mountains. “If we could take it back to the British Museum how pleased they would be.”

“Well, after all these warnings we may expect either to be eaten alive or buried by a fall of rock. Does anyone feel his courage fail? If so, let him speak now or forever hold his peace.” Campion climbed into the nearest taxi as he spoke, with all his possessions. The rest of them followed.

The Cefalû Road

The idea at the back of Graecen’s mind was a comparatively simple one; he wanted a chance to see the city in the rock, to get to work with his little bottle of acid, before he visited Axelos. He sat, with Baird, in the back seat of the foremost taxi, and meditated as he saw the pink sun-burned neck of Miss Dale, who had sat beside the driver. Her blonde hair had been gathered into a coloured handkerchief to keep it from the dust, and the bright cloth threw into relief her sad cheek-bones, and the small childish mouth when she turned to exclaim at the scenery or ask a question. Graecen had noticed an increase of his sentimental weakness for blonde women; she had been, indeed, a charming if uncultured companion. And so grateful for his help with her literature paper. They had spent whole afternoons sitting side by side and working; Virginia had loved being read to, and he had loved the sound of his own voice. And now somehow, directly his feet had touched the land again, his old preoccupation with the doctor’s diagnosis had come over him. Life was so beautiful in the sun — how could one forfeit it all of a sudden, like a shutter closing? The girl turned back and gave him a little smile, wrinkling up her nose. She had seen some peasants in bright costumes. “Are you all right, Richard?” she said. She used his name with a delightful timidity. Yes, he was all right. But for how long? That was the question.

It seemed to him, too, that Virginia herself was perhaps a little sentimentally inclined towards him. “So after tomorrow,” she had said, “I shan’t see you any more?” It seemed to him that her lip trembled ever so slightly; and he blushed to the roots of his — well, not exactly his hair — to the little bald spot on his crown. Now, sitting in the jolting car, he felt suddenly overwhelmed by the depression of his thoughts, and a haunting longing for someone in whom he could confide. Suddenly he was reminded of those illnesses when he was a boy — how he had enjoyed them. The luxury of those long bouts of measles and mumps. He cast a glance sideways at Baird, half afraid that his thoughts might be told from his expression; but Baird was hunched in his corner, his eyes fixed on the crags ahead of them, thinking — who knows what? — thoughts of his past life.

Graecen returned with pleasure to his own preoccupation with death. He closed his eyes and saw the great white house, set back among the flowering oleanders and the supple green myrtles of Cefalû. The large quiet rooms with their balconies. The chaffer of the fishermen at the mole beyond the clump of cypresses. Did he dare to tell Axelos? And then again, the prospect of keeping his secret filled him with an aching sense of emptiness and gloom. He needed comfort, he needed to be secured against the approaching darkness. What a fool he was, he said to himself, not to have married; to have sacrificed everything for selfish comforts of bachelorhood. Virginia was smiling at him again. At the ball she had danced beautifully — her body had seemed to him so resilient, so warm, so passive; inviting almost. He had felt that subtle correspondence of limbs as he held her lightly against his own body. What had she been thinking? Now, mixed with the desire to re-create the image of his mother through somebody else, there came also the feeling that his life had been worthless, had been untouched at any point except by indifference or gluttony or power. He felt a sudden urge to dedicate himself to something or somebody — to fulfil in patient, indulgent service all that he felt remained in him, seed without flower. Why should he not marry Virginia?

The thought brought him up with a jerk. The suggestion was completely unexpected. Virginia, the pallid little cockney waif — why should he not marry her? Devote himself to her; try and give her life a little meaning, a little form, from his own experience? Share some of his gifts with her? Above all, confide in her, look after her, until such a time as … But he averted his mind from that suddenly closing shutter which was to come down over this sunny world, and concentrated his gaze upon the childish contours of that face in front, whose excitement was manifest in every feature. Poor child, he said to himself, over and over again, thinking of her cockney accent. He had come to enjoy it almost. He had found her errors and defects almost an added charm. Why should he not marry Virginia?