‘I dreamed,’ she said.
He waited.
‘I was in a ship, a wooden ship. It was crammed full. A woman beside me had a baby. So much blood. It was stillborn. She cried and cried and held the dead baby and the crying seemed to last all night. The only way for it to stop was for me to bring her another baby. And I would have. I would have, only I was held down. Pinned down. By this weight, this warm weight on my chest. But I would have done anything to get her another child and stop that awful, awful crying.’
Nicholas watched her profile. She raised her hand to the cut on her cheek. ‘It was my blood. She used it.’
Nicholas nodded.
‘And you drew on me,’ she said.
He looked at the ground and nodded again.
As if remembering the rune on her chest, she closed her arms across her breasts.
‘How’s Mrs Boye?’ he asked.
‘There’s a carer from St Luke’s with her. For the moment.’
She shrugged, and finally looked at Nicholas.
‘Is he here?’ Her voice was steady and matter-of-fact until the last syllable, which trembled.
Nicholas looked up. Gavin was on the stairs. He stepped through Laine to stand behind her.
‘Yeah.’
‘What’s he doing?’
He could just see Gavin’s mouth moving. In his hand was the black plastic bag. He reached into it.
‘You know.’
Laine curled her arms around her knees. ‘I didn’t feel him. I can’t feel him. You’d think. .’
She stared up at the sky, perhaps to keep the tears in.
‘Laine, did Gavin have more than one gun?’
She looked at him. And the instant she did, Gavin fell through her in a crumpled heap, his jaw flapping, his skull topped by a macabre, broken crown.
Nicholas closed his eyes for a moment. When he opened them, Gavin was once more halfway down the street, walking towards them.
‘Yes,’ she said. ‘Locked under the house. He was very firm about obeying those kinds of rules.’ She smiled coolly.
Nicholas watched Gavin approach the front gate. The dead man’s face was tight and confused. God, don’t let him be stuck in there, thought Nicholas. Let this just be a picture. Don’t let him be stuck in that loop.
‘The locker key’s on my key ring,’ said Laine. ‘When do you want to do this?’
‘Tomorrow,’ he said. ‘I want to go back to the library this arvo.’
And please let that be the last lie I have to tell her.
Laine nodded. She was quiet a long moment. She watched the sky with those grey eyes.
‘We could leave, you know,’ she said.
I can’t tell what she’s thinking. But he found that was a good thought. He’d had enough of life’s mysteries exposed for his eyes; the idea of kept secrets pleased him. What did she mean by ‘we’? Separately? Together? As friends? As fellow victims? Lovers? He didn’t know.
‘We could,’ he agreed. The wind picked up and sent a small wave of brown leaves hissing up the street. ‘I have a little money.’
‘I have a lot,’ she said.
They sat, her hugging her chest, him his knees. He looked at her and smiled. To his surprise, she smiled back.
‘You should get some more sleep,’ he said, and stood. He went inside before Gavin could fall again.
32
Nicholas walked silently under the Airlie Crescent house. He and Tristram had run and ridden bikes under here like madmen, but now he had to stoop slightly to avoid the low bearers overhead. The fine dirt underfoot let out puffs of powder, and he was pleased that his footsteps were silent.
He could hear a bath running overhead, and the muffled sounds of a nurse coaxing Mrs Boye.
Near a trellis that separated the under house from the backyard was a workbench. The vice and hacksaw were covered with tiny mothwings of dragon’s blood powder: the police scientific team must have come for fingerprints after Gavin’s suicide.
Beside the bench was a relatively new concrete slab with a solid-looking steel cabinet bolted to it. Nicholas softly placed down the duffel bag he carried, and carefully inserted the key Laine had given him. He listened: overhead, the bath stopped running. There was a shout: ‘Why should I?’ Then the soothing voice of the St Luke’s nurse.
Nicholas twisted the cabinet handle. Inside was a shelf stacked with boxes of rounds and a hard plastic case for a telescopic sight. Below were vertical racks for four guns. Two rifles were there, both dappled with dusky fingerprint whorls. One was a Miroku under-over shotgun. The other was a Number 1 Ruger; Nicholas recognised it because Cate’s father had owned one exactly like it: a hunting rifle with a scope but no magazine because it took only one bullet at a time. He lifted out the Miroku, figuring that its two shots made it. . well, twice as appealing.
He slipped the shotgun into the open throat of the duffel bag; its stock rattled against the four cans of insect spray and two bug bombs. Also in the bag were rubber dishwashing gloves and a cricket stump to clear web, a bottle of kerosene, and the purchase Nicholas was most proud of: imitation Zippo lighters, Fabrique en Chine. He dropped in a box of twelve-gauge shells and relocked the cabinet.
He stepped carefully out from under the house and onto the drive. It was after two in the afternoon. He’d spent hours getting his bits and pieces together, and had rung Suzette and told her what had happened with Miriam Gerlic and Pritam and Laine, and how the rune painted on Laine’s chest seemed to have done some good. He looked up; the sun was just over its high hurdle and arcing down to the west. He hefted the duffel bag over one shoulder. It was as if he was again ten years old and he and Tristram were preparing to fight the Japs at Wewak or the Jerries at El Alamein. . only this time the gun was real.
‘Tommy guns?’ he asked the boy who’d been gone a long, long time. ‘Of course,’ he answered, and strode to his car.
Nothing moved under the shadowed brow of the Myrtle Street shops.
Nicholas walked towards Plough amp; Vine Health Foods with one wrist in the duffel bag and his hand on the shotgun grip. It occurred to him there was no good way for this to finish: at best, he’d go to gaol for the murder of an unidentified old woman; at worst. . well, there were thirty-one flavours of worst. One of the least unappealing was emulating Gavin before Garnock’s extended family had a chance to do a thorough job on him.
The shop’s door was locked. A sign hung in the glass: ‘Closed due to sickness. Sorry!’
He shielded his eyes and pressed against the window. The shop within was dark and still. He let out a slow breath, guiltily relieved. He could move to Plan B.
There was hope now: he could take the fight into a remoter place where, perhaps, no one would hear the shotgun blasts. The downside was that it would be her place. The woods.
Movement caught his eye.
A house spider jumped from its hiding place atop a wooden rafter of the awning. It abseiled down on the silk it spun out behind, and landed soundlessly on the ground. It scurried around the corner and started down the footpath towards Carmichael Road.
Nicholas was about to chase after it and squash it, but stopped himself. Let her know, he thought. Let her know something’s after her. Even if she gets me — and God forbid, Laine and Pritam and Suze — at least she’ll get a taste of being hunted. She’ll realise that things can turn. It doesn’t always go her way. Not any more.
He got in the car and steered it towards Carmichael Road.
Suzette watched her son carefully. Her heart was racing.
Nicholas’s call that morning had made her feel sick; after he’d rung, she’d gone to the bathroom and lost all her breakfast. But then the excitement of his one piece of good news had carried her into Nelson’s bedroom on swift feet.