A team of mounted Saracens dressed in flowing robes and helmets, their banners crackling in the wind, dominated the picture. The Crusaders had taken the city, yet behind them the battle still raged. Turks and their women lay prostrate, begging to be spared. One captive was bound and tied to the commanding officer’s horse. What would happen next? Would the Crusaders kill all the survivors, women included? Would they free them? The lack of resolution fired his imagination.
But today, George found himself asking another question. One of a more personal bent. To which group did he, himself, belong? To the victorious, and (he was certain) benevolent crusaders, whose faces spoke of reason, mercy, and strength? Or to the defeated, biblical Turks, whose long beards and impassioned countenances screamed fear, dogma, and fanaticism?
The answer came to him immediately. It required no introspection, no painful examination of his loyalties. By blood, he might be an Arab, but by nature, by temperament, by virtue of reason, he was a Westerner. He did not wish to reject Islam. In his heart, he was devout. He believed in the Prophet. He held his teachings dear. It was his head, however, that took exception. Islam’s view of women as inferior, its impossible double-talk about paying them the ultimate respect by imprisoning them in the household, angered him. Similarly, its ideas on punishment, revenge, and education were outdated. The world was moving forward, yet Islam remained rooted in the past.
That had been three hours ago.
Gabriel slipped the magazine back into the rack as a familiar red Mercedes turned the corner and continued down the street fifty meters before stopping. A door opened. A flash of blond hair and a patch of denim crossed the sidewalk and disappeared inside the apartment building. George waited until the car had pulled away to leave the kiosk. Circling the block, he came upon the apartment from the rear, walking through the small alley that led into an expansive interior court. He had a key. He opened the garden entrance and slid inside the emergency stairwell. On the fourth floor, he cracked the door and slipped his head into the hallway. It was quiet.
“Who is it?” came a singsong voice, after he’d knocked.
“It’s me. Open up.”
Claudine Cauzet opened the door. Her bright smile faded as Gabriel shunted past her without a word. “What is it?” she asked.
“I’m in trouble.”
He’d told her everything-at least everything he knew about his father’s plans and his own place in them. He rattled on about Hijira, about the U.S. agents tracking his cousin Mohammed al-Taleel, about his misadventure in the hospital that morning and his failure to kill Adam Chapel. He’d left nothing out. It was one o’clock. He lay beside Claudine in her bed, the moon’s silver light dancing on their faces as an unsteady breeze billowed the curtains.
“Now you know what it feels like to be me,” he said, feeling sorry for himself. “I can’t believe this is happening.”
“You did the right thing, George. I’m proud of you.”
“I let him down.”
“Let him down?” said Claudine disgustedly. “I should think he’d be proud to have a son who can stand up to him, who can make his own decisions.”
“He’s not your dad.”
“You can say that again.”
Claudine’s parents, both doctors, were the model of progressive thinking. For the past week they’d been at their vacation home on the Spanish island of Ibiza, leaving her to fend for herself-something Gabriel’s father would never allow.
George raised himself on an elbow, wanting her to understand. “Family comes first. It’s everything to us: who we were, who we are, who we’re supposed to become. In Islam, family is the center of your life.”
“It is in Christianity, too,” Claudine retorted. “That doesn’t mean you can ask your son to kill for you. What if you’d been caught? What if you’d been killed? Or would that make you some kind of martyr who gets to go to heaven with however many vestal virgins and then it would be okay?”
“I wouldn’t be a martyr, just a good son. That would be enough.”
“You are a good son. Just wait, he’ll forgive you.”
“Never. He’s been planning this for twenty years. Ever since his brother was killed.”
Claudine sat up, pulling a pillow onto her lap and hugging it. “His brother deserved it,” she stated firmly. “You cannot take that many people hostage and expect to get aw-”
“He let most of them go,” George interrupted. “In the end, it was just him and the rebels.”
“And they all got killed.”
“Either in the raid or afterward.”
“But…” Claudine appeared to struggle with the futility of the whole thing, just as George had done once himself. “Did he really think he would succeed?”
“I don’t know that it mattered to him. He was fed up with the hypocrisy. All the drinking, screwing, and living in sin, while pretending to be faithful. It was a lie. He just wanted people to stop and listen to what he had to say so that maybe they would open their eyes and see for themselves.”
“And did they?”
“Probably not,” George admitted. “I think he picked the wrong place to make his argument. Anyway, it was before CNN. No one was watching.”
“But you told me this whole thing with Hijira isn’t even about religion.”
“I don’t know if it is… maybe… no…” The problem was there were so many ways to look at it. Part of it was about religion. But it was also about power… about controlling things. All George knew was that he no longer wanted any part of it. “So you’ll come with me?”
Claudine smiled and pressed his hand to her bosom. “I said I would. But I think it’s better if we take an earlier train. You know, rush hour and all that. Besides, it will give us some extra time in Brussels before the plane leaves. There’s only one flight a day to Ibiza.”
“Is it nice?”
“Ibiza?” Her eyes lit up. “It’s beautiful. The water is so blue and warm. There’s a breeze that passes over the island at night that smells of wisteria and sage. It is heavenly. I’m not sure your father would approve, though. There are some wild parties down there. You don’t have to drink, but you do have to dance.”
“I like to dance.”
“And I know you like girls,” she said, gliding her hand across his bare chest.
“Just one,” he said, suddenly feeling self-conscious. “Very much.”
“You can stay as long as you like, even after Mama and Papa come home.”
“I don’t know… I don’t have so much money.”
“My parents left me six hundred euros for the week. The plane tickets will cost a bit more. I can’t put them on my credit card.”
“Don’t worry,” said George, remembering the ATM card in his wallet, the deposits and withdrawals he had made for his father the past year. “I can get more before we go.”
Claudine tossed her pillow on the bed and pulled herself onto his body. “Can I ask you one more thing?”
“Sure.”
“You really remembered the Diderot stent?”
Chapter 35
Midnight on the Autobahn.
Sarah Churchill held the accelerator near the floor, her eyes flicking to the speedometer and back to the road. At two hundred kilometers per hour, the world sped past in a silent roar. Road signs appeared, grew large, and vanished in a flash. A perilous infinity lurked beyond the eerie wash of the Mercedes’s xenon headlights. They had been driving for an hour. Berlin lay behind them. So did Köln and Hannover. They were on a straight shot south. To the Rhine. To Zurich. To the truth of what lay behind Hijira.