“Dues?”
“Twenty-five grand.”
Shel’s jaw dropped. A cough of air came out instead of sound. “That’s crazy,” she said. “A shakedown, Felix? That’s what, a million a year. More.”
“He can afford it.” Cesar grinned. “Like I said, that Dayball, very informative guy.”
And now he’s dead, Shel thought. Informative. Valuable. Dead. “Felix’ll never pay you.”
Cesar shrugged. “Then he’s a dead man. Him and everybody who stays in with him.”
“You don’t understand. He’s a redneck. His mind’s bloated on that Aryan warrior horseshit. Thinks the Alamo was a victory. He’ll wear his blood like a badge of honor. His and everybody else’s.”
“Yeah, well, nothing I can do about that, is there?” Cesar said. “I don’t make this shit up, I just do what I’m told.”
Another wind stirred the oak branches, showering the ground with thorny leaves.
“Either way,” she said, “I’m dead, right? You’re talking to a dead woman.”
Cesar bobbed the stone in his palm one last time, then chucked it high and far, as though to get the thing out of his hand. “Not my decision,” he murmured. “I’m sorry.” Turning to her finally, he added, “For now, though, no. Like I said, you’re valuable.”
Humberto and Pepe appeared, turning the corner of the house and grinning like grade school boys. One of them made kissing sounds again. The other one clapped his hands and whistled, as though for a dog, then gestured for Cesar to come, follow them back inside. Cesar put his hand under Shel’s arm and said, “Time to head back in.”
“I want you to do me a favor,” she said, resisting his pull. He turned back to face her. “When it comes time, I want you to be the one who kills me.”
Cesar flinched. “It’s not going to work that way, I told you. I can’t- ”
“You,” Shel said. “No one else. Don’t hand me back to Felix. Don’t leave it to him.”
Resentment darkened Cesar’s eye. Gradually, something else took its place. The same sorrow as before, tinged with despair.
“Why me?”
“Because we’ve had this talk,” she said. “It’s a favor, a big one, I realize that. But I’m asking. Please.”
Chapter 18
Omar’s House of Omelets rested in midtown San Francisco, halfway between the theater district and the streetwalkers. The decor insinuated low-income plush: imitation Tiffany, overstuffed booths, cobwebbed ferns. The early morning clientele consisted of hustlers, cabbies, hookers ordering their ceremonial breakfasts. A few elderly locals joined the mix, sitting at the counter and staring hypnotically at the order window, holding rubbery wedges of toast. The place smelled of stale vat grease and industrial cleanser. The waitresses, older women mostly, wandered table to table without haste. It was not a pressure job.
Frank had found his way into the city during the last wave of paranoia. He’d wakened before dawn in his hotel room, feeling tormented and raw, his skin all but ready to rip away. There was this hazy recollection of a dream involving the president, or the owner of the Dallas Cowboys, he couldn’t quite make out which. Regardless, the end result was: Run.
He’d downed two Thorazine and it evened out his mood but left him feeling light-headed. The shakes were holding fast, but the spooks had faded somewhat. Gradually his mind decided to cooperate. The recent past took form like snatches of a TV marathon watched over a stoned weekend. If it was all true, he had some doing to do. Lie low. Razzle up some money, get to Mexico. Or Canada, maybe. All things considered, Mexico did not seem all that great an idea.
At some point, as he was driving, chow had seemed appropriate. He’d slept on and off for an entire day and it had been over thirty-six hours since his last solid food. Shel would tell me to eat, he thought. She’d always been good about that sort of thing. He missed her so badly it was painful and the pain wasn’t the kind you could just ignore till it goes away. There’d be no end to this pain, he thought.
He sat in a booth along the wall, looking down at a western omelet. His fork lay on the rim of the plate and his home fries sat cold and submerged beneath a vast discharge of ketchup. It was his second breakfast; he’d eaten the first in a dithering fury: a monte cristo sandwich, they served it with a side of lemon mayonnaise here. The remaining mayonnaise glowed in its ramekin like something left behind by a poisonous fish. The waitresses, they circulated like fish, he thought.
“Hey,” a voice said.
Frank looked in the voice’s direction and found at the next table a pimpled youth sitting with a glass of water and a plate of fries. The kid wiped his chin with his shirt cuff.
“You gonna eat your omelet?” He nodded at Frank’s plate. His eyes had a yellow tinge, and tiny white sores coated his fingers. Frank looked down at the plate. Two maraschino cherries sat in a bed of parsley as a garnish; a fly navigated the surface of the omelet. If flies were the size of people, Frank thought, they’d rule the world. He sat back from the plate.
“Take it,” he said.
The kid snatched the omelet away and attacked it with a spoon. Food spilled out of his mouth as he chewed.
Frank looked off and spotted a table of three call girls, sitting several booths down. One was Asian with waist-length hair and nails so long, they curled. She stared brokenheartedly across the table at a pockfaced blonde; the blonde wore fishnets over red tights. The third woman had brown hair and a fake mole. They all sat back from their plates, smoking. Frank looked at them and figured a couple hundred easy per purse if they’d had a decent night. It was a lot of money. And, given his circumstances, a lot of money was, well, a lot of money.
Licking his teeth clean of food, he eased up from his seat and ventured over to the threesome’s table. He smiled, crouching between the Asian and the blonde.
“You’re very pretty,” he said to no one in particular.
They ignored him, smoking their cigarettes and swinging their legs under the table in a cocaine mania. The blonde was thin in the face, with long pendant earlobes that Frank found just ugly enough to make her interesting.
“I said, you’re very pretty.”
The Asian groaned, the blonde rolled her eyes.
“How much for a go-around?” he asked. “Lost my dog the other night. I’m a little down.”
“Check out the pound,” the Asian said. “We’re off the clock.”
Frank smiled good-naturedly. Don’t antagonize anybody, he thought, just get one of them to come along. Grab the purse and scram. Nothing scientific. Nothing rough.
“Check out the pound,” he repeated, chuckling. He pulled every bill he had from his pocket, counted off twenties and fanned himself with them. “What’s it cost to get you back on the job?”
The Asian reached across the table for the blonde’s hand. The hand was ten years older than the face, something Frank automatically associated with motherhood. The blonde exhaled a vast cloud of smoke.
“She said we’re off the clock. What d’you want, a telegram?”
Frank turned to the brunette with the fake mole. “What about you?”
She lifted a french fry from her plate and stared at it. “I’ve got herpes,” she said, returning the french fry to her plate.
“So do I,” he said. “Let’s go.”
“I said we’re through for the night.” The Asian again. “I meant it, asshole.”
She waved across the room to a pair of men sitting at the counter. Frank hadn’t noticed them before. One looked like he might be the girls’ driver, slender and neat and fey. The other was a heavyset, clean-shaven thug in a plaid jacket; he yammered nonstop, slapping the back of his left hand into the palm of his right. His bald spot was beaded with sweat. It was the driver who spotted the Asian’s signal. He tapped the shoulder of the heavy guy. Frank put the money back in his pocket.