An old veteran of press hysteria on such matters, Abatangelo had little confidence in the objectivity of this particular report. Even so, he felt a vague anxiety, an uneasiness tinged with shame. The point, he reflected, had never been to hurt anyone. Quite the contrary. He’d always considered himself too on the ball for that. Just a hustler on the make for the expanded mind. An epicurean. Such defenses always minimized the money angle, of course. Small wonder, then, the world being what it is, that with such dubious justifications the end result would be a lot of death.
Finally, buried in the outdoorsman pages of the sports section, a piece on the Pacific salmon industry caught his eye. A lifelong fisherman complained that the manufactured salmon from the hatcheries no longer knew their spawning streams. Crossbreeding had all but ruined the wild strains. Once fabled for its spawning navigation, the salmon now got lost. Clogging inlet waterways, it died lost. “The noble salmon,” the author lamented, “has become just another dumb fish.”
Abatangelo returned to the phone, tried Waxman again, but the line was still busy. He felt disinclined to put the receiver down, presuming Cohn would be trying to call. He didn’t as yet have the stomach for lawyer talk. He foresaw a practiced apology from Cohn for the friction between them last night, followed a bit too promptly by discussion of a fee, then a recommendation he turn himself in. Cohn was right, of course- the Bureau of Prisons didn’t need any more reason than they had to yank him back in, conduct a grinding, dishonest, arrogant and sloppy review of whether he’d actually done anything to violate the terms of his probation. If he took the initiative, surrendered himself to custody, he stood a good chance of wiggling out of any real time. None of which, however, conformed to his need to see that Shel was still alive. He told himself it would be wise by day’s end to take Cohn’s other piece of advice, and find somewhere else to stay.
Finally he mustered the nerve to face Waxman’s piece. The story commanded page one with a jump- two parallel pieces, the straight murder account gaining the higher, larger lead, with a column inch for Waxman down the right margin below the fold. The straight piece related the more objective information, identifying the place and time and numbering the dead, leaving them nameless pending family notification. It did note, though, that one was a child.
The nuances were left to Waxman. First he presented the theory that Shel had run a minor dope outfit, with Abatangelo, just out of prison, her once-again partner; the murders, in this scenario, were blamed on some amorphous revenge. Reading it, Abatangelo recalled that this was one of the theories advanced by the homicide detectives, embellished somewhat.
The narc’s scenario got laid out next, with the similarities to the Briscoe murders, the link between Shel and Abatangelo, the possibility of an attempt to frame Frank.
Last came Abatangelo’s account, coming off in contrast to the police renditions as the obsessive rantings of a half-cocked jailbird, angling for God knows what. At the same time, though, on the pickups inside, there was an archive picture of Felix Randall, as well as one of the shots of Shel that Abatangelo had passed along. The pictures, by simply being there, lent credence to his version of events. His name was even listed for attribution beneath Shel’s photo. Apparently, he mused, it only took three people dead to get the editors to change their minds about adding a little art.
All in all, Abatangelo thought, Waxman came off strangely evenhanded. If you could think of ambivalence that way. He raised a lot of questions that made him seem sharp but only hinted at answers. He tried to please everybody and at the same time work up his own stock. It wasn’t surprising, but it wasn’t really forgivable, either.
Abatangelo folded the paper over slowly, then heaved it against the wall. He put his head in his hands, thinking, Just another dumb fish. Then he reached for the phone and kept on dialing Waxman’s number till at long last he got through.
Waxman greeted him with, “I just tried to reach you.” A curious distance abstracted his voice, a skeptical civility that hinted at defensiveness. “I’ve just had a call from Frank Maas.”
Abatangelo laughed acidly. “Don’t fuck with me, Wax.”
“I couldn’t be more sincere.”
“Is she with him?”
Waxman hesitated. “Shel? He didn’t- ”
“Tell me what he said.”
Waxman cleared his throat. “First, I gather from your tone you’ve had the chance to read the article. I realize it may not be everything you would have wished. But understand- ”
“I loved the article,” Abatangelo said. “Read it twice. In particular I liked your art. Tell me what he said.”
Waxman replied, “I don’t think it’s entirely apropos I tell you.”
Abatangelo squeezed the receiver and fought an impulse to bang it against the wall. “You want apropos? Before I showed up last night you were stewed, plowing through hate mail. You wouldn’t even be on this story if it weren’t for me. How’s that for apropos?”
“I have a duty- ”
“You shit little green apples as soon as you’re in a room alone with a few cops. They spot this lovely trait and play you like a goddamn flute. You hand up my name, hang me out to dry. For all I know you’re wearing a wire right now.”
“That is insulting.”
“What did this Frank guy have to say?”
“He’s bitter. He says he had nothing to do with any killings.”
“No fooling.”
“He wants money.”
“How much?”
“What difference does it make? It taints whatever he intends to tell me.”
Abatangelo could hear a cat purring in the background. It was nuzzling the receiver on the far end. Waxman shooed the animal away and resumed with, “He says he’s willing to meet, if I bring five thousand dollars. He’s giving me half an hour to think it over.”
“Offer him three,” Abatangelo said, “and ask him where he wants to meet.”
Waxman groaned. “This isn’t the tabs. We don’t pay sources. Even if we did, I can’t get an editor to front me lunch, let alone three thousand dollars.”
“I’ll pay it,” Abatangelo said.
He did the tally in his head. He could sell the Dart, that’d bring maybe half a thousand. If he gave the Sirkis back, he’d never get the full three hundred, not from the likes of Toretta, but two would do. He could pawn Mannion’s camera equipment; that might get him the rest. It wasn’t his to pawn, of course. If caught, it meant back to prison for sure. No wiggle room at that point. Five more years.
“I’m dead serious, Wax.”
“Yes. I gathered that.”
“Tell him it isn’t payment for his story. It’s to cover the cost of food, a safe place to stay. He’s on the run, we understand that. I understand that. But first he talks. Otherwise no deal.”
In the background, the cat’s purring grew loud again. Waxman didn’t bother to shoo it away this time.
“I guess,” he said finally, “if we’re careful, check out his story so it doesn’t look like we’re just paying for some ruse.”
“There you go.”
“It’s intriguing, your offer, don’t get me wrong. It’s just, ethically speaking, I mean- ”
“Ethics is for philosophers, Wax. Get him to sit down with you. Serve the story, remember?”
Frank approached the restaurant bar of the Brighton Hotel and ordered a double Tanqueray rocks. Taking a stool, he checked his watch, shook it, put it to his ear. He told himself, Sit quiet now, try.
Another restaurant, he thought, bad news. His thumb, courtesy of Waldo, felt hot from infection and large as a bar of soap. His midriff cramped with each breath. Christ, why did I agree to this? Because the reporter insisted. Because the reporter doesn’t want to be alone with you. He watched with relief as his drink arrived and he wrapped his hands around the glass.