Do you miss it, J.B.? she asks softly. Dont you just want to put your finger in it sometimes?
Walt tries to laugh this off, but something sticks in his throat.
Everybody wants to, she says. You don't never get too old for that.
Walt looks into her eyes, then back at the triangular shadow.
I'll be around, she says, letting the thong pop back into place. You let me know.
She pulls down the clingy skirt, opens the door, and steps out of the van.
Walt drives away without looking back. Her groping touch had repelled him, but that last, unexpected display, her frank lack of embarrassment, arced across the space between them and struck something vital. Its enough to make him want to stop the van and pour another drink. A girl he wouldn't have looked at twice ten years ago has pierced his armor with a simple tease. The confidence he felt on the boat has been shaken. As he climbs the long road that leads up the bluff, he wonders,
Am I getting too old for this game?
CHAPTER
27
After two nights without sleep, seven hours rest is not enough, but ten minutes in a steaming shower at least make me feel human again. Caitlin woke me from a dead sleep at 3:45 a.m. and led me to her bathroom. Now, as I'm toweling off, she comes in and sets a cup of coffee beside the lavatory. I wrap the towel around my waist, and she perches on the edge of the commode. Shes still wearing the clothes she had on at the police station.
Have you slept? I ask her, taking a hand towel off the rack to dry my hair.
I've been reading about dogfighting.
And?
My mind is blown. I'm serious. This is a worldwide sportif you can call it thatand it goes back centuries. Its been outlawed almost everywhere except Japan, but its still thriving all over the world. Did you even Google this?
I haven't had time.
Caitlin shakes her head as though I'm hopeless. I pictured, you know, a mob of hicks with twenty-dollar bills in their hands gathered around a couple of bulldogs. But this is a big-money business. Theres a whole American subculture out there. Two subcultures really: the old-timer redneckswho specialize in breeding game dogs and pass down all the knowledge about fighting bloodlines
from the 1800s; then theres the urban culturethe street fighters, they call them. Hip-hop generation and all that. Its a macho thing. They fight their dogs in open streets, basements, fenced yards. But as different as the two subcultures are, they have a lot in common. Theyre highly organized, they train the dogs the same way, and they expose their kids to it very young to desensitize them Its
sick.
Game dogs, you said. Is that what they call fighting dogs?
No, no. Gameness is a quality that a dog has or doesn't have. If a dog is game, that means hes willing to fight to the point of death, no matter how badly injured he is. Truly game dogs will keep fighting with two broken forelegs.
Jesus.
Caitlin stands, outrage animating her. Apparently pit bull terriers are among the most loyal dogs in the world, and its that loyalty that these assholes twist to create animals that will sacrifice their lives to please their masters. You should see some pictures. When they're not fighting, these dogs live on heavy three-foot chains or on the breeding stand. That's it. And they don't live long. You know what happens to dogs that aren't considered game?
I can guess.
She nods. They kill them. Kill them or use them for practice. Practice means letting other dogs tear them to pieces, to give them a taste for blood. If its the first option, they shoot them, hang them, bash in their skulls with bats, electrocute them, run them over with trucks. Sometimes they just let them starve.
Its hard to grasp, I say, knowing this is hardly adequate. I need my clothes.
Theyre in the dryer. I'll get them. Though I kind of like seeing you this way. Its been a while.
This is what you get with a journalist like Caitlin. She can talk about horrific details in the same sentence with her desire for food or sex. I guess its like doctors talking about suppurating infections while they eat. After a while, they just don't think about it.
Yes, it has, I agree.
She looks at me for a few moments more, then leaves the bathroom.
The hook has been set. She will not let go of this story until she finds everything there is to know. This probably puts her in more
danger than she was in before, but at least now she knows what shes dealing with, and I will be close enough to protect her.
After I dress, we take my backpack and slip out a side window, then through a neighbors yard to a street two blocks away. There a female reporter named Kara picks us up in her Volkswagen. She drives us to her apartment on Orleans Street, tells Caitlin to be careful, and disappears. Then Caitlin takes the wheel and follows the directions I've given her.
Our destination is a hundred acres of gated land called Hedges Plantation. Just off Highway 61 South, its owned by Drew Elliott, my fathers first junior partner, and a friend of mine since grade school. Dad is supposed to have got the key so that he can let us onto the property at 4:30 a.m. Danny McDavitt and Kelly are flying in from Baton Rouge, and McDavitt can probably set the chopper down there without anyone being the wiser. Though Hedges is surrounded by the newest residential developments on the south side of town, its mostly wooded, and protected from casual observation on every side. Drew originally planned to build a home here, but now I hear he plans to build a high-end subdivision. Modern medicine in a nutshell. There are a couple of aluminum buildings on the property, and its one of these that I've chosen for our rendezvous.
Is that the one? Caitlin asks, pointing to a narrow gravel road just past the entrance to an antebellum home on the right.
No, the next one.
I see it. Okay. She slows the car, and the wheels crunch on gravel. The thing about dogfighting, she saysits standard procedure for Caitlin to return without warning to a previous discussionis that when the police do bust fights, which is rarely, they always turn up evidence of other crimes. Drugs, weapons, prostitution. The gambling goes without saying.
Kill your lights.
What?
Theres enough moonlight to get us down this road.
She switches off the lights but keeps talking. I don't mean random stuff either. The same criminals who run drugs and guns and girls love fighting dogs. Its like the ultimate expression of the male lust for power and violence.
Your Radcliffe education is showing.
Well, its true.
I know. That's why I called Kelly.
She gives me a tight smile. Yeah, I get it now.
As we roll up to a metal gate, a tall, white-haired man steps from behind some cedar trees to our right. My father. Caitlin smiles and starts to roll down her window, but Dad pulls open the gate and motions for us to drive quickly through. After we do, he locks the gate behind us and comes to the passenger door of the Volkswagen. I get out and squeeze into the back, leaving the front seat for him.