Pantera spun back to me. His tunic was awash with other men’s blood; his king’s foremost, I think. His skin was as dark as any Syrian’s, but his hair, once oak-brown, had been burnished by the sun to a dark straw, with shades of bronze and almost-copper scattered through. A scar notched his right eyebrow, dragging it upward in a perpetual query.
And those eyes… In Hyrcania I had thought them aged and cynical and understood now how young he must have been, for a lifetime’s pain and weariness had grown in them since then, and only the sharpness remained as it had been: hard-edged and thoughtful.
He raised the bow and held it between us. ‘Three mistakes,’ he said softly. ‘First: I never should have told Cadus that you could shoot with any skill. Second: I should have gone back to look for the bow when I knew I had dropped it. And third…’ He looked past me again to where men still fought over our Eagle. ‘I should have struck Eleazir’s head from his shoulders nine months ago, when we first crowned Menachem.’
He slung my bow over his shoulder, reached for the quiver at my hip. ‘You have lost your Eagle,’ he said, to me, ‘but we have lost a king and a kingdom, and may yet lose our lives. I give you a choice: I will leave you here, to die at Eleazir’s hand — he will crucify you, of that you can be sure — or you can come with me and we can fight our way out of this messand there may be a chance afterwards to recover your Eagle. Choose now. Time is not on our side.’
The taste of death was like iron in my mouth, twisting my tongue. The memory of men gone was all around me, their shades but a step away, beckoning, offering peace beyond measure and the welcome of the gods.
More than anything, I wanted to join Tears. But I felt the shadow of fate settle around me and before my courage could fail I answered as I must, for myself and for Horgias, who had been dragged to my side.
‘We choose life,’ I said. ‘If we have the chance to recover the Eagle, it is our duty.’
Pantera left us then, shouting again in Aramaic. I thought for one moment that we were to be given our weapons, and could follow and kill him, for I wanted to do that very badly.
But he felt the thought and turned on his heel. ‘Bind them,’ he said swiftly. ‘And get the horses. I’ll bring Menachem. We have to get to the tomb before Eleazir’s men. They may have the Eagle, but we have the king and the crown.’
Chapter Thirty
The Eagle of the Twelfth caught the late afternoon sun, magnified it and spilled it down as if from heaven upon the head of Pantera’s enemy, Eleazir, who carried it aloft.
It bathed with fainter light the twelve priests of the Hebrew god who paced behind him in their costly silks, with tablets of onyx and gold upon their breasts and crowns of barely smaller wealth upon their heads.
It reached only faintly the first few layers of the vast crowd that surged and billowed around the procession. By their hundreds of thousands they wailed their grief, but did it softly, for they felt the tension in the air, the threat of violence, as keenly as those of us who had been on the hill’s top these past hours.
That tension surged up to us in roiling waves. It rebounded off the pale rock wall behind us and fell back through the rows of almonds and of olives, the many-coloured flowers and the camphire at the path’s edge, the thorn bushes under which Horgias and I crouched with our eyes to the gaps, seeing down as far as we could while tied at wrist and ankle.
It settled on the body of the man the crowds had cometo mourn, the shrouded, anointed body of Menachem ben Yehuda, late king of Israel, who lay on a bier in front of a cave-tomb carved into the rock with his crown on his chest, a trophy for whomsoever had the courage and the wit to take it.
So focused was I on the parade, on the king, that I did not hear the sound of approaching steps. And so it seemed it was as if from nowhere that a woman’s voice said, ‘I am Hypatia, Chosen of Isis. You are Demalion of Macedonia, last of the Twelfth. Who is it that holds your heart, for whom you grieve with such passion?’
I spun, as fast as a bound man might, and saw the white-robed oracle woman, a vision of black hair and iron-grey eyes, sharp enough to slice open a man’s soul. Her face was the epitome of a woman’s perfection: smooth-skinned, high-browed, with a nose that would have roused Cleopatra to envy. Even now, in the heat of the afternoon, with dust on her head and runnels of sweat pooling at her collarbones, she was, without a doubt, the most beautiful woman I had ever seen.
I thought of Syrion, imagined what he would have given to have met her, and didn’t know whether to weep or to laugh until some sword ended my noise.
I did neither; duty held me still. After a moment, when the woman had not moved, I answered her question. ‘His name was Heraclides. We called him Tears.’
‘Tears?’ Her eyes remained open, but, with a shudder, I saw her mind go elsewhere, leaving me in the presence of a living spectre.
Presently, returning, she said, ‘He was killed, was he not, in the last moments of battle, after you slew our king, but before you were captured?’
I nodded. She made my skin twitch, this woman, and stole the breath from my throat.
She said, ‘He waits for you, but you know that. What perhaps you do not know is that he waits in a place outside time. There is no need to rush to him. He will be there when you are ready and will not know if years have passed or an eye’s blink.’
I did not say I am ready now, but I may as well have done, for I saw her shake her head and shrug her shoulders and make ready to rise.
‘If Pantera has his way,’ she said, ‘if he can sweep Eleazir aside and put Gideon on the throne, with himself the power behind it, he will send you back to Rome with your Eagle as a gesture of our goodwill to the emperor. If Eleazir holds the day, you will not be able to lay hands on the Eagle while it remains in Jerusalem. I tell you this as a truth, not a threat. Think, as you plan your vengeance: what is it that really matters to you?’
She left before I could answer, taking with her memories of Tears that shrouded her like a living veil. In her absence, he did not return to me, however much I begged in the darkness of my mind.
Heartsick, I watched her walk across the small plateau towards the cave-tomb to join the men who waited there. Pantera stood at their head, and now I knew what to look for I saw the signs of exhaustion: his left leg dragged more than on the battlefield, his right shoulder stooped further. I rejoiced at these, watched each one as a wolf watches a wounded bear, savoured them as if the victories they commemorated were mine.
Gideon was with him, the deep-voiced high priest who was their best choice as the next king, and Mergus, centurion of the XXth who fought against the legions. Estaph, the giant Parthian axeman, stood by, and a handful of Hebrews whose names I had not yet found out, who had been sworn shield-men of the king and remained now all around him, exceptat the front, where he must remain visible to the ascending crowds.
They all deferred to Hypatia, Chosen of Isis, oracle to kings, who walked amongst them as if she had the same powers as a man; more, even, for although I had not once that day heard her say ‘I told you he would die’, I had heard three men say of her that she had prophesied Menachem’s death on the battlefield, and he, hearing her, had chosen to risk the fray and let his god protect him.
And he had failed.
My god, Helios, had proved the stronger.
Ha!
Satisfaction kept me watching through the gap in the thorns and listening as, together, Hypatia and Pantera made a last effort to persuade the still reluctant Gideon to take his nation’s crown.
He did not want it; that much had been clear on the ride back from the battlefield, when it had become plain, too, that Eleazir had taken Hypatia’s word as truth and, expecting his cousin’s death, had held his own men back from the battle, so that by now his followers outnumbered Pantera’s faction by four or five to one.