‘Vologases is honest,’ I said. ‘And he wants the best for his people. He will do what it takes to get it and if that means crushing every legion in the eastern provinces, he’ll do it. He’s a good warrior, and he knows how to command armies. I am afraid of him.’
‘Good! They said you were quick. Now we find that you are also honest.’
The smile faded slowly from Vespasian’s face, replaced bysomething turned inward and thoughtful. He moved back to his camp stool and grabbed for his beaker of wine, waving away the steward who had rushed to refill it.
Papers lay strewn across the table, maps and drawings of a city and its surrounds: Jerusalem. He glanced down and pushed them aside.
‘So tell me how you came to lose your legion’s Eagle. I have heard it from the men who fled. I would hear it now from your own mouths.’
He asked both Horgias and me equally, and he did not ask us how we came to be alive when we should have died. Corbulo, I think, would have had the same tact.
We kept our tale short, taking turns in the telling, each filling in the gaps the other left, making sure that we mentioned the names of the men who had died with honour. Vespasian heard us out in silence.
At the end, leaning forward on his stool, ‘The Eagle,’ he said, ‘it remains in Jerusalem?’
It was my turn to speak. ‘In Caesarea, the traders said that the new king, Eleazir, has it paraded daily before the temple as a talisman of their victory. The Hebrews take it as a sign of their god’s love for the one who sits on the throne.’
‘Which is insufferable. I have four legions at my disposal. Will that be enough, do you think, to subdue these madmen before they insult us further?’
Four legions. All the might of Rome bent on Jerusalem’s destruction. How often had we dreamed of this? And how often had we woken, knowing it impossible?
Vespasian was still looking at me, and so I had to say what we had known through the winter, what had absorbed our days and our nights, our planning and our unplanning.
‘My lord, I beg of you to consider an alternative. Eleazir will destroy the Eagle as soon as he hears that the legions are marching on Jerusalem. Either that, or he will hide itsomewhere in the mountains outside the city and we shall never find it.’
Vespasian studied us through heavy-lidded eyes. ‘Could a small group of men get it back before the legions march, do you think? If they were provided with a suitable disguise?’
I felt my throat close up; we had thought to go as deserters, and face whatever we must when we returned. To go with official blessing… ’If the men of that group wanted it badly enough, they could succeed,’ I said, and heard the catch in my own voice.
‘Excellent!’ Vespasian’s smile was fierce, and his eyes fired with challenge. ‘And who wants it more than you two? Which of you speaks Hebrew? Neither? Aramaic? No? That’s settled, then: you must take Pantera as your guide. He has expressed his wish to prove his loyalty beyond doubt; let this be his chance. He has gone into the city to make ready his disguise.
‘My steward will give you the details of where he may be found. He has asked that you give him three days before you go to him, and that you use the time to work on your own guises. The legions need another month to be ready for the full assault on Jerusalem. Bring your Eagle to me before then or not at all. When we besiege Jerusalem this time, no man will escape it, I promise you.’
Chapter Thirty-Four
‘What do you want?’
We were outside a tiny stinking hut at the darkest end of a snake-alley on the edge of old Antioch, right up against the western walls. In front of us, a small windowless room stank of unwashed camel-hair rugs and burning ox dung.
The question came from inside, rattled in rough northern Greek, thick with phlegm, as if he were halfway to death with the coughing sickness, this grubby grandfather who limped to the doorway, with his grizzled hair and a whitening beard and skin dark enough to be an Egyptian.
He smelled of ox dung and spat at our feet and leaned on the door jamb and asked again, with rising hostility, ‘What do you want?’
Anodyces’ note had very clearly led us to this place: out of the governor’s palace, south into the city centre and then through a series of ever narrower alleys to this last one where the sun never reached.
The pass code had been at the foot of the note. In a voice not at all my own, I said, ‘The moon is fine and full tonight.’
He stared at me a moment longer, then gave a short, dry laugh. ‘If we go fishing, we may have luck. Indeed.’
He smiled, showing a mouth with three teeth missing on the lower jaw. His accent was suddenly less rough, his throat less filled with catarrh. ‘You had better come in.’
Stepping back, he stooped in under the lintel and thrust back the woven camel-hair mat that formed a door. Inside was an ox-dung fire and a sleeping mat; nothing else that I could see and little room for more. When we joined him, Horgias and I took up most of the space.
In the firelit dark, Pantera said, in Pantera’s voice, tinged a little with wonder, ‘Demalion of Macedon. I truly would not have known you. Nor Horgias. It is Horgias?’
‘It is.’ Horgias took off the shapeless hat he had been wearing. Underneath, his filthy hair kept the shape of its crown. It made little difference. Even to me, he was barely recognizable as the Horgias we knew; he looked like some savage ready to cut your throat if you looked at him wrongly.
In the three days of waiting, we had let our beards grow, had not washed, had worked with our small band of horses until we stank of horse muck and straw and had the filth of the streets on every part of us. We were, I was quite sure, as unlike two Roman legionaries as it was possible for any legionary to be.
Pantera was easily as well disguised, but I would have known those eyes anywhere, and as they met mine the anger that had been building since we left Vespasian’s study reached boiling point in my head.
‘Why?’ I asked harshly.
‘Why am I going to Jerusalem to regain your Eagle? Or why am I taking you with me?’
His face was bland, as far as it was possible to read anything in the strange concatenation of age and cunning that seemed to cloak him. His gaze was not bland at all and I was learning to read him.
‘You’re not taking us with you,’ I said. ‘We’re taking you. Or not. We’ve been planning this for months. So stop playing games.’ I was tired, suddenly. I sat down opposite him, and found that my head was below the smoke and it was easier to breathe.
I held his eye. ‘Vespasian said you have to prove your loyalty to Rome and I’d say he was understating the case. You fought for at least a year for the Hebrews. You helped lead the attack on Jerusalem that wiped out the garrison guard. You organized and led the defences against the siege organized by Rome’s governor in the east. You let Eleazir take the throne when you knew he favoured Parthia.’ This last was unfair, but he said nothing to stop me and I wasn’t in the mood to back down. ‘What is amazing,’ I said, ‘is not that you feel beholden to help us regain the Eagle, but that Vespasian has let you live at all. What did you tell him?’
‘That everything I did while I was in Judaea was for the good of Rome. That I had contained an insurrection and held it to one city when it could have inflamed an entire province. That I had done all one man could do to prevent Judaea from making an alliance with Parthia-’
‘You didn’t stop them making an alliance with Adiabene,’ said Horgias. ‘One of Monobasus’ sons led a cavalry charge against us when we first came through Beth Horon.’
Pantera shrugged. ‘I was not the king, only his adviser: some things I could not change. But yes, I should have killed Eleazir in the battle for Jerusalem. The first battle for Jerusalem. I had the chance and I took the time to kill someone else whose death seemed more important. Everything that flows from that is my responsibility: the cataphracts who fought against you, the tilting of Judaea towards Parthia… the loss of your Eagle. I could have held it safe on the battlefield but I was so lost in grief for Menachem that I didn’t realize Eleazir had sent his men to bring it out. So yes, I have a lot to prove — to myself as much as to you or Vespasian.’