The Eagles Conquest

'You all right, Optio?'

'Fine,' Cato managed between gritted teeth. 'Fine, thank you.'

'I see. Well, if you need anything, get down to the field hospital. And if there's any sign of infection, come and see me at once.'

The last remark was directed at the centurion as much as the optio, and Cato nodded his understanding. 'Don't worry. I'll be sensible.' 'All right then. I'm off. '

As Nisus walked away, Macro tutted with disapproval. 'What is it with surgeons? They either refuse to believe you're ill until you croak on them, or they treat the lightest scratch as some kind of mortal wound.'

Cato was tempted to say that his burns were somewhat more serious than a light scratch, but managed to bite his tongue. There were more important issues. The presence of his centurion on this side of the river was worrying and required an explanation.

'What's happening, sir? Why's the legion back here? Have we retreated across the river?'

'Relax, lad. Things are going well. The ford's in our hands and the Second's been relieved by the Twentieth. The boys are having a rest before General Plautius moves the army over to the far bank.'

'Have the Britons gone?'

'Gone?' Macro laughed. 'You should have seen them this morning. I tell you, that British general must have a pretty impressive hold over his men. They came at us like madmen, screaming and shouting as they threw themselves onto the shield wall. It was a close call, we very nearly lost it at one point. Bunch of them burst through by one of the gates and would have opened a sizeable breach in our line if it hadn't been for Vespasian. Bloody legate's a game lad, all right.' Macro chuckled. 'Took the colour party and the staff officers by the scruff of the neck and threw them into the fight. Glorious stuff. Even the trumpet-blowers got involved. I saw one of the beggars take his horn and lay into the Britons, swinging it round like a bloody battle-axe. Anyway, once the line had been closed again, the Britons lost heart and pulled back.'

'The general's just letting them escape?' Cato was appalled. What was the point of so much loss of life the day before if the enemy was allowed to pull back and fortify the next river?

'He may be a general but he's not that stupid. He's sent the auxiliary cavalry after them. Meanwhile, the Twentieth are finally off their arses and doing something and we're back here for a day's rest. Then we push on again.'

'A whole day's rest?'

'Don't be sarcastic, lad. We've got the buggers knocked off balance and if we can keep pushing forward then Caratacus won't have the chance to re-form his army. It's all a question of time. The more he gets, the stronger his army will be. We march hard now or we fight a lot more of them later. Either way, we're in for a tough time of it.'

'I can't wait.'

They both fell silent for a moment as all too vivid memories of the previous day flooded back. Cato felt a chill of horror ripple up his spine into the nape of his neck. It took an effort to order the jumble of impressions into sequence, and make sense of what had happened. The ferocity of battle had a way of altering one's perception and it seemed to Cato that an impossible intensity of life, in all its terror and ecstasy, had been experienced the day before. He was filled with a deep sense of being far too young for the things he had witnessed. Indeed, far too young for the things he had done. A wave of disgust washed over him.

Macro, glancing over at his optio, saw the grim expression on the youngster's face. He had seen enough young soldiers in his time to guess what Cato was thinking.

'It isn't all glory being a soldier, my lad, not by a long way. And those who ain't been soldiers never realise that. You're new to the game, still adjusting to our ways. But it'll come to you.'

'What'll come to me?' Cato looked up. 'What will I become?'

'Hmmm. Tough question.' Macro grimaced. 'What you will become is a soldier. Even now I'm not quite sure what that means. It's just a way we have. A way we have to have – to get through each day. I guess you must think me and the others a bit hard sometimes. No, hard's not the right word. What about that word I came across the other day? I asked you about, it remember?'

'Callous,' Cato replied quietly.

'That's it! Callous. Good word.'

'And are you, sir?'

Macro sighed, and sat down beside his optio. Cato noticed the weariness in his movements, and realised that Macro had had no rest for the best part of two days. He wondered at the marvellous resilience of the centurion, and the way in which he made the wellbeing of the men in his command his priority in all things, as the present situation proved.

'Cato, you've got eyes. You've got a good brain. But you ask the most daft bloody questions at times. Sure, some soldiers are callous. But aren't some civilians? Didn't you meet any callous men when you were living in the palace? The kind of men who would kill their own children for political advancement? When Sejanus fell, didn't someone order the executioner to rape his ten-year-old daughter because the law doesn't allow the execution of virgins? Doesn't that smack of callousness? Look around you.' Macro waved at the lines of tents stretching out on all sides, the hundreds of men quietly resting in the warm summer's day, a handful playing at dice, one or two reading, some cleaning their equipment and weapons.

'They're just men, Cato. Ordinary men with all their vices and virtues.

But where other men live their lives with death as a side issue, we live ours with death as a constant companion. We have to accept death.' Their eyes met, and Macro nodded sadly. 'That's how it is, Cato. Now look here. You're a good lad, and have the makings of a fine soldier. Think on that.'

'Yes, sir.'

Macro rose to his feet and tugged his tunic straight under his chain mail. With a quick smile of encouragement he turned to leave, and then clicked his fingers in irritation.

'Shit! Almost forgot the reason I came to see you.' He reached under his harness and pulled out a small, tightly-wound and sealed scroll. 'For you. Some letters have arrived with the supply column. Here. Read it and get some rest. I'll need you back on duty this evening.'

As the tired centurion walked stiffly towards his tent, Cato examined the scroll. The address on the wafer that bound the scroll had been written in a neat, tidy hand. 'To Quintus Licinius Cato, Optio of the Sixth Century, Fourth Cohort, Second Legion.' Curiosity turned to delicious anticipation as he read the name of the sender: Lavinia.

The Eagles Conquest

Chapter Sixteen

To fighting men on campaign, any opportunity to rest represented a luxury to be savoured, and the men of the Second Legion dozed happily in the sunlight. The heat of the afternoon sun soaked into the world below, and induced a still, warm haze that floated across the landscape and filled them with a sense of calm and contentment. The legate had seen to it that his men were well fed on their return to camp, and a generous allowance of wine had been sent to all the field kitchens. As usual some of the legionaries had gambled their wine ration in games of dice in a bid to win more. Accordingly, some were sullenly sober as they glared at their insensible comrades snoring off their winnings in a drunken stupor.

Wandering down the quiet lines of men, the legate of the Second Legion could not help but be conscious of the abrupt changes that life wrought. This time the day before, these same men had been preparing to assault the British fortifications and kill or be killed in the attempt. Yet here they were sleeping like babes. And those who weren't asleep were quietly contemplative. So lost in their thoughts were some of the men that they failed to notice him passing, but Vespasian made no issue of this breach of discipline. They had fought hard. Fought hard and won through at some cost, and it was good that they rested and recovered some sense of inner well-being. Tomorrow they would be hard at it again, as the army shifted its position across the Mead Way and continued to push the Britons back.