‘Hold on,’ I said, ‘look!’ As the sun sank lower in the sky the clear arches with their glistening panes flamed with colour, and smoke rose from the roof. I looked through the windows at the fire and gasped, then pointed, and Mr Rafferty laughed, then I understood: the fire was not fire, but the sun reflecting off the panes; the smoke, not smoke, but vapour rising where the hot glass met the outside air. Mr Rafferty took my arm and led me through the doors.
‘The building is never so beautiful as at this hour,’ he said.
Inside, the air was wet. We wandered among the rotting plant life, brushed ferns with our hands, smelled the stink flower and mounted a narrow gantry spanning the north wall. Large climbers grew on the trunks of the banana trees, and blue moisture dripped from the ceiling. The drops hit, then slid along the serrated leaves, then fell; and the whole canopy seemed slowly to dip and rise.
Mr Rafferty peeled off his greatcoat and loosened his shirt. Sweat-beads had formed on his upper lip, clinging to the graze, and his temples were dark and flushed. I mopped his face and neck and retied his laces. On entering the building the shift in temperature had been sudden, and I had welcomed it. Yet I saw that Mr Rafferty was suffering. And I myself was feeling restless and fatigued, although not on account of the heat. It was rather because of the swollen, almost meaty quality of the leaves, and the unreal greenish colour of the light. Breathing deeply, my grandfather stepped back down on to the hothouse floor. I followed him along the pathway, and we came to a pond with a mechanical waterfall, buzzing and whispering. It was cooler here, where spume from the falls sugared our faces, and we sat to take a rest. A coin fell from his pocket and rolled into the pond, but he didn’t notice.
‘May I ask you something?’ I said. He didn’t answer. His eyes were following a movement in the foliage.
‘Well, isn’t that Perry?’ he said. An old man in a motor-powered wheelchair was steering clumsily towards us. ‘I think he ought to stop driving that chair. His hands are too shaky.’
Perry did not advance smoothly. He kept veering from the pathway, cursing the undergrowth.
‘There’s not a day passes without his baking himself in the hothouse,’ Mr Rafferty said. ‘It’s the only thing keeping him alive.’ The old cripple lurched forward then puttered to a standstill. For a moment he adjusted the vehicle and then he raised his face to us — pale, with a bony nose, powerfully hooked, and thick grizzled eyebrows. It was the only hair left on his entire head. In spite of the heat, his shoulders were wrapped in a blanket. He squinted up at me. Mr Rafferty said, ‘Old Perry, he’s virtually a tropical plant himself,’ which made perfect sense, as all at once I took in the waxy skin, the thick, blighted fingers, his corpse-like smell.
Perry beckoned me with a trembling hand. In a rasping voice he commanded, ‘Take me tae the carnivorous plants.’
‘Me —?’
Mr Rafferty spoke quietly. ‘He can’t make it past the African palm.’
‘We don’t have the time,’ I said, ‘I’ve got something important to talk to you about.’
‘Don’t refuse the old veteran. Go ahead.’
‘Take me,’ said the cripple.
Annoyed, I put my hand on the armrest. ‘Perhaps another time,’ I said. But Perry had shuddered into motion, saying, ‘Dinnay let the fronds get in my road.’
I strode in front. ‘The plants, they’re a worry,’ he said. ‘I used tae cut them back. But since this —’ he kicked feebly at the metal frame, ‘you might as well no bother.’
‘A shame,’ I said. ‘Which way is it?’
‘Round tae the left. Behind the great palm … Hang up.’ The chair swerved off the pathway and collided with an iron pillar. As I righted him, Perry said, ‘What a beauty!’ We were before the palm, which reached massively upwards, its trunk rising column-like almost to the roof.
The cripple said, ‘It’s older than you.’
‘Come, where are we going?’
‘Hang up a minute.’ He wanted to talk. ‘If I dinnay bring out the tree surgeon soon, it’ll die like the rest. Christ almighty. Look.’ The palm pushed its fronds vigorously against the roof; and yet on examining the ribbed and flaking trunk, I saw it was lesioned in many places and supported by iron bars. Its growth had been carefully manipulated by the hothouse gardeners.
‘Old Mister Sandor —’
‘Let’s get on.’
I parted a thick leaf-curtain. On the other side we came to a bank of flowers with gaping pink mouths. They appeared ravenous. Perry took out a matchbox and slid open the lid. For a moment I mistook its contents for sultanas, then I recoiled — the box was filled with dead flies.
‘They destroy themselves on the window panes in my room,’ he said and emptied the box into his palm. Taking one after another delicately by its wings, he began to drop them into the long-lashed flytraps, which closed lazily around their prey. I watched amazed for several minutes as, swaying gently from side to side, with a kind of fierce pleasure, or so it seemed, the cripple’s plants set about digesting the flies.
‘How do you like that?’ he asked.
‘I must be getting back,’ I said, parting the leaf-curtain.
As we made our way along the path, Perry muttered to himself, coughed, jerked to and fro in his battery-powered machine, cursed the hospital management. ‘It wasn’t like that in Mister Sandor’s day,’ he breathed.
‘Watch the stones,’ I said.
Perry talked on, and my sense of hearing started to leave me. His voice seemed very far away. In a few minutes every sound was deep and unclear, like noises underwater. No doubt because of this my eyes were active. I was looking at the chaos of fetid undergrowth, which restricted the chair’s movements. It had not always been this way. At one time the flora had been ordered and cut back, regulated by the great steam heaters, the sprinkler system, the complicated mass of blinds and pulleys. Now it was overgrown, prehistoric. It smelled of decay.
By the time I got back to the pond Perry was no longer with me; he must have taken a different path. I noticed Mr Rafferty had fallen asleep. Bubbles formed between his slightly open lips. I wanted to wake him; it was getting late and I didn’t want him to grow tired, in which case he would surely refuse to answer my questions. Nevertheless I let him rest for a while longer. I was thinking of the venus flytraps, as I had left them a moment ago, potent and gorged, and the funeral chord sounded again, stronger than before. Could my grandfather hear it in his sleep? Could Perry, wherever he was? I didn’t think so. Every other sound had disappeared. My sense of vision loomed enormously. I sat there gazing at the falls. I began to study its appearance, as though I’d never seen a waterfall before, its thousand glistening surfaces, the spray or mist rising where it struck the pond. The chord became gradually quieter, and I grew more and more content. Everything appeared dense and still, in particular the falls, which looped down now in a continuous silent flood and seemed made not of water, but, impossibly, of ice.
Some time later my hearing returned. I leaned over and whispered in my grandfather’s ear. There was a hatching of froth on his chin. Had he been dribbling? It was likely. To wake him seemed cruel, but I shook him anyway. He didn’t stir. I thought about what I would do if my hearing deteriorated again. I shook him violently. His gaze roamed upwards, then his eyes fell on me and glazed over. I saw a dark patch at the end of his shoe, where he had let it dip into the pond.
‘Did you have a good nap?’ I said, finally. He told me that he was too hot. My grandfather’s answers are often beside the point. ‘Listen,’ I said. ‘There are certain things I’d like to talk to you about, things which are important to me, which only you can help with.’ He stared at me in astonishment. Perhaps he wasn’t yet fully awake. I waited several minutes then asked if he knew who I was. After a short pause he spoke my name.