She poured.
"What a lovely name you have," he told her. "Chris MacNeil. It's not a stage name?"
Chris trickled brandy into her coffee and shook hey head. "No, I'm really not Esmerelda Glutz."
"Thank God for that," murmured Merrin.
Chris smiled and sat down. "And what's Lankester,
Father? So unusual. Were you named after someone?"
"A cargo ship." he murmured as he stared absently and put the mug to his lips. He sipped. "Or a bridge. Yes, I suppose it was a bridge." He looked rueful. "Now, Damien," he went on, "how I wish I had a name like Damien. So lovely."
"Where does that come from, Father? That name?"
"Damien?" He looked down at his cup. "It was the name of a priest who devoted his life to taking can of the lepers on the island of Molokai. He finally caught the disease himself." He paused. "Lovely name," he said again. "I believe that with a first name like Damien, I might even be content with the last name Glutz."
Chris chuckled. She unwound. Felt easier. And for minutes, she and Merrin spoke of homely things, little things. Finally, Sharon appeared the kitchen, and only then did Merrin move to leave. It was as if he had been waiting for her arrival, for immediately he carried his mug to the sink, rinsed it out and placed it carefully in the dish rack. "That was good; that was just what I wanted," he said.
Chris got up and said, "I'll take you to your room."
He thanked her and followed her to the door of the study. "If there's anything you need; Father," she said, "let me know."
He put his hand on her shoulder and squeezed it reassuringly. Chris felt a power and warmth flowing into her. Peace. She felt peace. And an odd sense of... safety? she wondered.
"You're very kind." His eyes smiled. "Thank you."
He removed his hand and watched her walk away. As soon as she was gone, a tightening pain seemed to clutch at his face. He entered the study and closed the door. From a pocket of his trousers, he slipped out a tin marked Bayer Aspirin, opened it, extracted a nitroglycerin pill and placed it carefully under his tongue.
Chris entered the kitchen. Pausing by the door, she looked at Sharon, who was standing by the stove, the palm of her hand against the percolator as she waited for the coffee to reheat.
Chris went over to her, concerned. "Hey, honey," she said softly. "Why don't you get a little rest?"
No response. Sharon seemed lost in thought. Then she turned and stared blankly at Chris. "I'm sorry. Did you say something?"
Chris studied the tightness in her face, the distant look. "What happened up there, Sharon?" she asked.
"Happened where?"
"When Father Merrin walked in upstairs."
"Oh, Yes..." Sharon frowned. She shifted her faraway gaze to a point in space between doubt and remembrance. "Yes. It was funny."
"Funny?"
"Strange. They only..." She pause. "Well, they only just stared at each other for a while, and then Regan---that thing---it said..."
"Said what?"
"It said, 'This time, you're going to lose.' "
Chris stared at her, waiting. "And then?"
"That was it," Sharon answered. "Father Merrin turned around and walked out of the room."
"And how did he look?" Chris asked her.
"Funny."
"Oh, Christ, Sharon, think of some other word!" snapped Chris, and was about to say something else when she noticed that Sharon had angled her head up, to the side, abstracted, as if she were listening.
Chris glanced upward and heard it too: the silence; the sudden cessation of the raging of the demon; yet something more... something... and growing.
The women flicked sidelong stares at each other.
"You feel it too?" asked Sharon quietly.
Chris nodded. The house. Something in the house. A tension. A gradual thickening of the air. A pulsing, like energies slowly building up.
The lilting of the door chimes sounded unreal.
Sharon turned away. "I'll get it."
She walked to the entry hall and opened the door. It was Karras. He was carrying a cardboard laundry box. "Thank you, Sharon."
"Father Merrin's in the study," she told him.
Karras moved quickly to the study, tapped lightly and cursorily at the door and then entered with the box. "Sorry, Father," he was saying, "I had a little---"
Karras stopped short. Merrin, in trousers and T-shirt, kneeled in prayer beside the rented bed, his forehead bent low to his tight-clasped hands. Karras stood rooted for a moment, as if he had casually rounded a corner and suddenly encountered his boyhood self with an altar boy's cassock draped over an arm, hurrying by without a glance of recognition.
Karras shifted his eyes to the open laundry box, to speckles of rain on starch. Then slowly, with his gaze still averted, he moved to the sofa and soundlessly laid out the contents of the box. When he finished, he took off the raincoat and draped it carefully over a chair. As he glanced back toward Merrin, he saw the priest blessing himself and he hastily looked away, reaching down for the larger of the white cotton surplices. He began to put it on over his cassock. He heard Merrin rising, and then, "Thank you, Damien." Karras turned to face him, tugging down the surplice while Merrin came over in front of the sofa, his eyes brushing tenderly over its contents.
Karras reached for a sweater. "I thought you might wear this under your cassock, Father," he told Merrin as he handed it over. "The room gets cold at times"
Merrin touched the sweater lightly with his hands. "'That was thoughtful of you, Damien."
Karras picket up Merrin's cassock from the sofa, and watched him pull the sweater down over his head, and only now, and very suddenly, while watching this homely, prosaic action, did Karras feel the staggering impact of the man; of the moment; of a stillness in the house, crushing down on him, choking off breath.
He came back to awareness with the feeling of the cassock being tugged from his hands. Merrin. He was slipping it on. "You're familiar with the rules concerning exorcism, Damien?"
"Yes, I am," answered Karras.
Merrin began buttoning up the cassock. "Especially important is the warning to avoid conversations with the demon...."
"The demon." He'd said it so matter-of-factly, thought Karras. It jarred him.
"We may ask what is relevant," said Merrin as he buttoned the collar of the cassock. "But anything beyond that is dangerous. Extremely." He lifted the surplice from Karras' hands and began to slip it over the cassock. "Especially, do not listen to anything he says. The demon is a liar. He will lie to confuse us; but he will also mix lies with the truth to attack us. The attack is psychological, Damien. And powerful. Do not listen. Remember that. Do not listen."