‘I would really like to meet her.’
‘Tomorrow, maybe. She is somebody … how can I put it … she’s volatile. Her charm is extraordinary, and she exploits it.’
‘It’s amazing how well you speak French, Salah. Do you still have lessons with Madame Germaine?’
‘Madame Germaine? … Oh yes. Poor thing.’
‘Why poor thing?’
‘She died … murdered, I think. Perhaps by a student she treated too harshly. No, I don’t have lessons any more, but I read a lot. A chauffeur’s life is marvellously lazy. You wait. That’s all. I make the most of it by devouring books. At the moment I’m reading my way through the whole French nineteenth century. When you found me, I was deep in Sentimental Education. Have you read Flaubert?’
‘A bit,’ Jean said cautiously.
In fact he had read only a single extract from Salammbô at school, and remembered a dictation in which an old servant appeared with her hands bleached from doing the laundry. He decided to steer the conversation to Stendhal.
‘Yes, he is more exciting,’ Salah said, ‘but so terribly French that I can’t always understand him. Compared to him, Flaubert is perfect. You think you’re hearing—’
He broke off. The glass street door had just opened, and a woman in a bright red dress and hat entered. She saw Salah and came to their table.
‘Hello,’ she said in English, ‘am I late?’
‘No, sit down … Maria, Jean.’
Jean felt that he knew her face, and her dark and slightly too powdered complexion. She took off her hat, freeing a mass of frizzy blond hair that was obviously dyed. On Via Veneto she might have been glimpsed walking with her bust thrust out aggressively, but she wasn’t on Via Veneto, she was Salah’s girlfriend, speaking English more easily than French or Italian.
‘It’s nice to meet some pals.’
Jean’s memory was working at high speed to try to put a name to the traces this strange creature had left there. She held out her hand with its red claws to take the glass of beer the waiter had brought her.
‘Cigarette?’ she said.
‘I don’t smoke, as you know very well.’
‘What about this young man?’
‘No thanks.’
‘A handsome boy like you!’
‘I do a lot of sport,’ Jean said, looking away from her.
He was sure now that he even knew the woman’s voice.
‘What sport?’
‘Rowing.’
She heaved a sigh.
‘I thought only the English rowed. I used to love watching them training on the Thames … before I buried myself in this bloody holy city with that sad sack Gino …’
The veil fell, and Jean experienced an indefinable relief. He recognised her, with her mulatto’s complexion and her dyed hair. On the boat from Westminster Bridge to Hampton Court an Italian wearing a seedy Borsalino hat had licked her face, and after some escapade in the bushes she had pulled out her knickers and put them back on in full view of the other passengers. On his last evening in London he had caught sight of Baptiste, the butler, threatening to slap her in the hall of the Chelsea house. Her life had apparently improved since then, if her jewellery was to be believed. She had even filled out a bit. Her double chin wobbled. Did she still have such good legs? He would have had to look under the table. While she was talking in English to Salah, he wondered to himself whether he would really enjoy going to bed with her. He decided that he might, as a disinterested experiment. But it took two to make it happen. She had doubtless married her Italian with the Mussolini jaw, the Gino she had described as a sad sack. Perhaps Salah could help. Unless he himself was the girl’s lover, as Baptiste had been. How could he find out? He finished his beer and stood up.
‘Salah, I have to go and find my friend. Can I see you tomorrow?’
‘You’re leaving … Tomorrow? Yes. Around the same time, outside the Adler. I’ll warn Monseigneur and Madame, who will certainly want to meet you.’
‘I’ll be there. Good evening, Madame.’
The woman stared intensely at him, opening wide her big black eyes with their thick false eyelashes. The moment Jean was back out in the street, he forgot her. Ernst was the only one on his mind. Jean was afraid that his friend would not forgive him for having stayed with Salah. Could a person really be so stubborn? If several million young Germans, enlisted in the Hitler Youth, all reacted like that to the sight of a black person or a Jew, they were doomed to stay within their country’s borders. Stendhal had been right to say that the Germans ‘need never reproach themselves for anything so personal as an opinion’. When he reached his hotel he was told that Ernst had just returned and gone up to the room they shared, a broom cupboard overlooking a courtyard where women shrieked and children whinged from early morning till night. They were too young not to crash onto their mattresses and sleep like logs when they were tired, and Jean was unsurprised to see Ernst, naked, stretched out on his narrow iron bed with his face buried in a pillow. Fine. Explanations could wait until tomorrow.
The explanations did not take place, Ernst suggesting, as soon as they opened their eyes together — awoken by a more intolerable screech than usual — that they leave the city for Ostia.
‘I’ve had enough of old stones, seminarians in crocodiles, icy churches and baking piazzas. Let’s go and swim.’
‘Fine by me,’ Jean said, eager to repair the wrong he had done, even if it was imaginary. ‘But tonight I need to come back to Rome, I have an appointment.’
Ernst did not ask with whom. They retrieved their bicycles from the garage.
‘What do you say we use the occasion to leave this horrible hotel?’ Ernst said.
‘Where will we sleep?’
‘I don’t know … on the stones in the Forum, on the Appian Way. We’ll find somewhere … Don’t worry.’
They loaded their belongings onto their luggage racks and pedalled out in the early light of morning all the way to Ostia, where they found themselves a beach of soft sand to rest on. The sea beat lazily against the shore with a knowing sluggishness. Fat women in black, their sleeves rolled up to reveal arms even whiter by wrists and hands weathered by the sun, vegetated beneath parasols, regularly called their straying children back from the water where they were paddling up to their ankles, like clucking hens. Fortunately there were some prettier creatures too, beautiful Italian girls of fifteen or sixteen with olive skin and velvet eyes and here and there foreigners, mature-looking English girls, Americans in flower-covered swimming hats, Scandinavians with tanned skin and pale hair. After Rome’s segregation and over-solemn atmosphere, that made it impossible to get to know the city quickly, they rediscovered others of their own age who had also cast off their clothes, setting their bodies free beside a sea that gave itself to them, warm, blue and calm, without a past. Jean and Ernst dived into the water like children, came up for air, and got into a game with two Swedish girls, no goddesses but in their scanty swimsuits terribly naked and desirable. Conversation in English, their common language, turned out to be too hard, and they gave up and sat at a mobile stall that served salted veal in paper cornets.
‘It was a good idea of yours,’ Jean said. ‘We were starting to feel that we were the new Goethe and Stendhal. Did either of them ever talk about going for a swim in the sea?’
‘I don’t think so … Perhaps it’s time we summoned them to answer for their errors.’
‘We’re not a court.’
‘But that’s where you hold someone accountable.’
‘Accountable? How, dear Ernst? No one has ever been perfect.’
‘Dilettantes! That’s what they were, the pair of them. And there’s no place for dilettantes in the new Europe. You go and talk to the workers, the peasants, you’ll see what they think of dilettantes. National Socialism will sweep away such parasites. Listen carefully …’