‘Thank you for trying.’ Stay with me, Great Rider.
One afternoon, after training had finished, Carbo headed for the quarters he shared with Getas and Seuthes. The exercises that day had been particularly savage, and he wanted nothing more than to lie down for a while. The two Thracians were busy talking to Spartacus, but Carbo wasn’t worried about entering the cell. Every fighter in the ludus now knew which faction he was in, and they left him alone. To pick a fight with him meant taking on every man who followed Spartacus. He was immensely grateful for this security, without which he would surely have already been raped several times. Wiping the sweat from his brow, he flopped down on the straw padding that was his bed. Previously, Carbo would have scorned such scratchy bedding, but now it felt like the height of luxury. He closed his eyes, and soon dozed off.
Some time later, a sound woke him. He jerked upright, reaching for the piece of iron that served as his self-defence weapon. Instead of anyone threatening, however, he saw a young female slave clutching a bucket in the doorway. Her free hand rose to her mouth. ‘S-sorry. I was coming in to take out the slops. I didn’t know there was anyone here.’ Ducking her head, she made to leave.
‘Wait.’
She glanced around at him shyly. Surprise filled Carbo that she did not react to his scarred appearance. He studied her features with great interest. ‘Are you Greek?’
She nodded.
It was usual for Greek women to wear their hair up. This girl didn’t. Instead, her long black tresses fell around her face to her shoulders, concealing her from the world. She was very striking, possessing a delicately boned, round face. Her fearful brown eyes regarded him from under slightly arched eyebrows. Her typical Greek nose was not too straight, and he thought he could spot a dimple in her left cheek. Carbo’s groin throbbed as his gaze dropped lower, taking in the swell of her breasts beneath the coarse fabric of her dress. ‘I haven’t seen you before. Have you been here long?’
‘No. Only two days.’
‘That must be why I haven’t noticed you.’
Her eyes rose to his. ‘I know who you are.’
‘Eh?’
‘You’re Carbo, the auctoratus. One of Spartacus’ men.’
‘How do you know that?’
There was a careless shrug. ‘Everybody knows you.’
Carbo’s pride soared. He found her immensely attractive. ‘What’s your name?’
‘Chloris.’
‘Your Latin is good,’ he said awkwardly.
‘Yes. I had a private tutor…’ She hesitated, then added, ‘… before.’
‘Before you were enslaved?’
‘Yes. My father was a wealthy merchant in Athens. After my mother died, he began taking me on his voyages to buy goods.’ She smiled ruefully. ‘He took me on one too many.’
‘Pirates?’
Chloris’ face twisted. ‘Yes. Father was killed in the initial attack and I was taken prisoner. Sold in Delphi to a Roman slave trader, who took me to Capua, where Phortis bought me.’
Carbo shook his head at life’s randomness. ‘In another life, we might have met socially, when you visited Italy.’
‘Chloris!’
She started at the summons. ‘I’d better go.’
‘Who’s calling you?’
‘Amatokos. He’s one of the Thracians.’
‘I know who he is.’ One of Spartacus’ best warriors. ‘Is he your …’
‘Yes. I need someone to protect me in here.’
Carbo scowled as she left the cell. He’d lost all desire to rest.
Chapter VII
The nightmare became part of Spartacus’ life, recurring every week or so. For all that he did his best not to dwell on it, he was unable to dismiss it from his mind entirely. Frustration gnawed at him over its possible meanings, but he didn’t ask Ariadne about it again. He had come to the conclusion that it probably meant his death in the arena. Frustrated by his powerlessness to change that fate, he did his best to bury his concerns. Ariadne knew that Spartacus was still having the dream — he woke her up every time with his thrashing about. Things were complicated by the fact that he’d taken her reassuring touch one night for more than it was, and come on to her. Ariadne had leaped away from him as if he’d poured a pot of scalding water over her. Spartacus’ instant apology had produced nothing but a muttered curse. It had taken days for her frigid disapproval to thaw. He hadn’t tried it on with her again. His memories of rape from his time with the legions were too dark, too savage. Ariadne would consent to sex, or it wouldn’t happen at all. And yet the yoke of his unfulfilled lust was less troubling than his dream of the snake. Spartacus was damned if he would do anything about it again, however. If Ariadne came up with some explanation about it, she could approach him. Angered that both avenues seemed to be dead ends, Spartacus got on with his existence, such as it was. He trained hard. Bound his followers to him. Existed.
The flavour of his reality over the subsequent few months was unvarying. Nightmares. Training. Recruiting men to his cause. Fights. Pressed by Phortis, Amarantus began entering him into single combats in the local arena. He won his first bouts with ease, and the Gaul responded by putting him in against more skilled opponents, often from the ludi in Rome. Spartacus beat them too, learning with each to gain the crowd’s approval from the first moment he walked on to the circle of sand, the gladiator’s world. With each victory, his following within the ludus increased. His status was also augmented by Ariadne’s efforts. She had begun accepting offerings to Dionysus and making requests of the god on behalf of a good number of the school’s inmates.
Spartacus’ successes made it inevitable that he would eventually be forced into a contest to the death. His opponent was a strapping German who belonged to another lanista. The fight had been hard, but Spartacus had prevailed. Phortis’ hope that he died in the arena had been firmly set aside by Batiatus, who was delighted by his new fighter’s success, and the amount of money he’d won as a result. The sea change in Spartacus’ situation was made evident by the size of the purse he was thrown afterwards, and by Batiatus’ approving looks. Instead of feeling pleased, he felt increased resentment towards the lanista. I’m no prize bull, to be paraded whenever you choose. His anger was fuelled to new heights by his abiding memory of the whole episode, which was not burying his blade in his opponent’s throat, but the bloodthirsty roar of the crowd that had followed. While he knew intimately the adrenalin thrill of killing a man, and a primitive part of him took pleasure in the sensation, Spartacus loathed the way random people could pay to watch him commit the act and enjoy that feeling vicariously. Let the whoresons come down on to the sand and do it for themselves, he had thought savagely. I’ll wager that few could actually shove a sword into another’s flesh they way that I can. His eyes had drifted to the guards. The way that I could kill every one of you.
From that moment. Spartacus’ troubling vision of the snake had been interspersed with a regular dream about freedom. For all that it seemed impossible, the idea would not go away.
Carbo’s life, had definitely improved. He had won his first two fights, and with them, small sums of money which he carefully salted away. These steps encouraged him hugely. If the gods kept him safe from injury or death, he would save until he had a decent amount of cash to send to his father. Sometimes he dreamed of gaining retribution on Crassus. It was pure fantasy, but enjoyable nonetheless. Carbo found dealing with his attraction to Chloris more troubling. He couldn’t stop himself eyeing her up at every opportunity, and resenting Amatokos, her strapping lover. Yet it was common policy for the female slaves in the ludus to pair off with a gladiator. Without a guardian, they fell prey to every fighter who felt like sex. Unsurprisingly, Batiatus cared not a jot about such violations. If the women became pregnant, nine months later he would have either a boy child who could be reared as a gladiator, or a girl who could be sold in the slave market when she was old enough. Knowing this did not ease Carbo’s frustration. He’d tried talking to Chloris, but Amatokos kept a close eye on her, and he’d been lucky to avoid a beating from the Thracian on one occasion.