I didn’t say that to them. I told them instead of the simple plan I had in mind, an unlikely plan concerned with taking over the bridge at gun point. But it wasn’t half as hopeless and desperate as the plan I really had in mind. The one I’d tell Archie Macdonald about later. Again I couldn’t tell the old man, for again the chances were heavy that he would have betrayed it in his half-delirious muttering under sedation. I hadn’t even liked to mention Tony Carreras, but the blood had to be explained away.
When I finished, Bullen said in his hoarse whisper, “I’m still the captain of the ship. I will not permit it. Good god, mister, look at the weather, look at your condition. I will not allow you to throw your life away. I cannot permit it.”
“Thank you, sir. I know what you mean. But you have to permit it. You must. Because if you don’t…”
“What if someone comes into the sick bay when you’re not here?” he asked helplessly. He’d accepted the inevitable.
“This.” I produced a gun and tossed it to the bo’sun. “This was Tony Carreras’. There are still seven shots in the magazine.”
“Thank you, sir,” Macdonald said quietly. “I’ll be very careful with those shots.”
“But yourself, man?” Bullen demanded huskily. “How about yourself?”
“Give me back that knife, Archie,” I said.
Chapter 10
I slept that night and slept deeply, as deeply, almost, as Tony Carreras. I had neither sedatives nor sleeping pills; exhaustion was the only drug I needed.
Coming awake next morning was a long, slow climb from the depths of a bottomless pit. I was climbing in the dark, but in the strange way of dreams I wasn’t climbing and it wasn’t dark; some great beast had me in his jaws and was trying to shake the life out of me. A tiger, but no ordinary tiger. A sabre-toothed tiger, the kind that had passed from the surface of the earth a million years ago. So I kept on climbing in the dark and the sabre-toothed tiger kept on shaking me like a terrier shaking a rat and I knew that my only hope was to reach the light above, but I couldn’t see any light. Then, all of a sudden, the light was there, my eyes were open, and Miguel Carreras was bending over me and shaking my shoulder with no gentle hand. I would have preferred the sabre-toothed tiger any day.
Marston stood at the other side of the bed and when he saw I was awake he caught me under the arms and lifted me gently to a sitting position. I did my best to help him but I wasn’t concentrating on it; I was concentrating on the lip-biting and eye-closing so that Carreras couldn’t miss how far through I was. Marston was protesting.
“He shouldn’t be moved, Mr. Carreras. He really shouldn’t be moved. He’s in constant pain and I repeat that major surgery is essential at the earliest possible moment.” It was about forty years too late now, I supposed, for anyone to point out to Marston that he was a born actor. No question in my mind now but that that was what he should have been: the gain to both the thespian and medical worlds would have been incalculable.
I rubbed the sleep from my eyes and smiled wanly. “Why don’t you say it outright, doctor? Amputation is what you mean. He looked at me gravely, then went away without saying anything. I looked across at Bullen and Macdonald. Both of them were awake, both of them carefully not looking in my direction. And then I looked at Carreras.
At first glance he looked exactly the same as he had a couple of days ago. At first glance, that was. A second and closer inspection showed the difference: a slight pallor under the tan, a reddening of the eyes, a tightening of the face that had not been there before. He had a chart under his left arm, a slip of paper in his left hand. “Well,” I sneered, “How’s the big bold pirate captain this morning?”
“My son is dead,” he said dully.
I hadn’t expected it to come like this, or so soon, but the very unexpectedness of it helped me to the right reaction, the reaction he would probably expect from me anyway. I stared at him through slightly narrowed eyes and said, “He’s what?” “Dead.” Miguel Carreras, whatever else he lacked, unquestionably had all the normal instincts of a parent, a father. The very intensity of his restraint showed how badly he had been hit. For a moment I felt genuinely sorry for him. For a very short moment. Then I saw the faces of Wilson and Jamieson and Benson and Brownell and Dexter, the faces of all those dead men, and I wasn’t sorry any more. “Dead?” I repeated. Shocked puzzlement, but not too much shock it wouldn’t be expected of me. “Your son? Dead? How can he be dead? What did he die of?”
Almost of its own volition, before I suddenly checked the movement, my hand started reaching for the clasp knife under the pillow. Not that it would have made much difference even if he had seen it five minutes in the dispensary steriliser had removed the last of the traces of blood.
“I don’t know.” he shook his head and I felt like cheering; there were no traces of suspicion in his face. “I don’t know.”
“Dr. Marston,” I said. “Surely you…”
“We haven’t been able to find him. He has disappeared.”
“Disappeared?” It was Captain Bullen making his contribution, and his voice sounded a shade stronger, a little less husky, than it had the previous night. “Vanished? A man just can’t vanish aboard a ship like that, Mr. Carreras.”
“We spent over two hours searching the ship. My son is not aboard the Campari. When did you last see him, Mr. Carter?”
I didn’t indulge in guilty starts, sharp upward glances, or anything daft like that. I wondered what his reactions would have been if I’d said: “when I heaved him over the side of the Campari last night.” Instead I pursed my lips and said, “After dinner last night when he came here. He didn’t linger. Said something like: ‘captain Carreras making his rounds,’ and left.”
“That is correct. I’d sent him to make a tour of inspection. How did he look?”
“Not his usual self. Green. Seasick.”
“My son was a poor sailor,” Carreras acknowledged. “It is possible — "
“You said he was making rounds,” I interrupted. “Of the whole ship? Decks and everything?”
“That is so.”
“Did you have life lines rigged on the fore and after decks?”
“No. I had not thought it necessary.”
“Well,” I said grimly, “There’s your possible answer. Your probable answer. No life lines, nothing to hang on to. Felt ill, ran for the side, a sudden lurch “ I left the sentence hanging.
“It is possible, but not in character. He had an exceptional sense of balance.” “Balance doesn’t help much if you slip on a wet deck.”
“Quite. I also haven’t ruled out the possibility of foul play.”
“Foul play?” I stared at him, duly grateful that the gift of telepathy is so very limited. “With all the crew and passengers under guard, lock and key, how is foul play possible? Unless,” I added thoughtfully, “there’s a nigger in your own woodpile.”
“I have not yet completed my investigations.” The voice was cold; the subject was closed, and Miguel Carreras was back in business again. Bereavement wouldn’t crush this man. However much he might inwardly mourn his son, it wouldn’t in the slightest detract from his efficiency or his ruthless determination to carry out exactly the plans he had made. It wasn’t, for instance, going to make the slightest difference to his plans to send us all into orbit the following day. Signs of humanity there might be, but the abiding fundamental in Carreras’ character was an utter, an all-excluding fanaticism that was all the more dangerous in that it lay so deeply hidden beneath the smooth urbanity of the surface. “The chart, Carter.” He handed it across to me along with paper giving a list of fixes. “Let me know if the Fort Ticonderoga is on course. And if she is running on time. We can later calculate our time of interception if and when I get a fix this morning.”