The year before the accident, one of the firm’s senior partners had been diagnosed with terminal cancer. Marcus had taken over the partner’s most critical case, one he was destined to lose. Marcus had spent a lot of time with the senior partner-at first because Marcus needed guidance, later because the man needed some tenuous connection with the life he was leaving behind. Over and over Marcus heard the partner refer to his illness as simply, the cancer. Marcus had not taken much note of it then, assuming that the guy was saying it so briefly and succinctly because of Marcus’ own sensibilities. Now he knew better. It was all Marcus could do to refer to his own compilation of tragedies as, the accident. To give it any more space, either in thoughts or in words, would have broken him entirely. The same was true of his new nemesis, the nightmare. There was no way to use more words and still contain all the horror and all the pain. The nightmare came every night. It had been thus since the accident. It awoke him just before dawn. It robbed him of his most precious hour of sleep. It drove a spike through the heart of every new day.
Marcus packed his bag, then ate his breakfast standing at the kitchen counter. He took the Beltline around Raleigh to the airport, the night-dark road tense and packed with early techie commuters.
The earliest Raleigh flight bound for National was a prop job operated by United Express. Marcus joined the other boarders, observed their grim faces and stone-hard eyes, and wondered what other demons journeyed with them that day.
Marcus emerged from National Airport in time to watch dawn streak the Washington sky with a hundred different shades, all of them palest blue. He took a taxi into the city, accompanied by fragments of unwelcome memories. He had not been to Washington in eighteen months. He had not left North Carolina in all that time. Before, Marcus had traveled almost constantly. He had come to Washington at least twice a month-sometimes on business, other times to visit Carol’s parents.
Like Marcus, his former wife was an only child. He had once joked that this was the single part of their background they held in common. Carol’s family was old Delaware money. Very old. One of her direct ancestors had received a land grant from King George III. The deed, with its watered ribbons and royal seals, still hung upon the living-room wall of their Wilmington estate. They also had a summer home outside Annapolis, which had been in the family since Carol’s great-grandfather served two terms as a United States senator. The kids had loved this sprawling clapboard manor, the only reason Marcus had ever endured weekends with Carol’s parents. They also owned a penthouse on Central Park West and an apartment in a Louis XIV manor on the rue Faubourg St-Honoré-neither of which he had ever been invited to visit. He had never been to Europe at all. It was one of those things he had always promised Carol and never managed to deliver. One of many.
Marcus sat in the window of a Starbucks in Foggy Bottom, pretending to read the Washington Post. Behind him, the six employees called a constant cadence and beat rapid tattoos on the coffee machine. Beyond his window streamed a hectic Friday crowd, most of them young and intelligent-looking and focused on the day ahead. Marcus sipped his coffee and found hints of his own past reflected in those intent young faces.
In the early days of their marriage, he had refused the offer of a job from Carol’s father for a thousand reasons. The biggest had been that he was too hungry. He had wanted a place where he could scramble and push and fight and make it on his own terms. He had considered the firm of Knowles, Barbour and Bradshaw to be a perfect fit, and for several years it truly was. The firm had been cobbled together from numerous local groups, all merged under the umbrella of what had once been a San Francisco-based firm. Now it was everywhere-offices in thirty-two states and eleven foreign countries. Marcus had thrived on the sixteen-hour days, the ninety-hour weeks, the competition, the breakneck pace, the constant demand to bill more hours. Carol came from a long line of workaholics, and had learned early on not to complain.
He wasn’t exactly sure when the marriage had started to unravel. It would be too easy to say, his final year of law school, on the day they had met. But there was some truth in that statement. Enough to propel him from his seat and out the door and down Constitution Avenue.
At precisely nine o’clock he signed in at the State Department’s main entrance on C Street. Five minutes later he was approached by a balding man in his late forties with a bureaucrat’s poker face. “Mr. Glenwood?”
“Yes.”
“James Caldwell. As you were told yesterday on the phone, there’s nothing anyone can do for you here.”
Marcus accepted that the man was not even going to invite him to sit down. “It seems to me that an American citizen gone missing-”
“We don’t have the resources.” The man wore an ill-fitting checked suit of bluish gray and a goatee with more hair than was on the top of his head. “We deal strictly with policy matters.”
“-who’s gone missing in China would be a vital enough issue to concern our government.”
“Right. Mr. Glenwood, in eleven weeks the Vice President and the secretary of commerce are leading a trade mission to China. We’ve got seventeen places to fill and more than four hundred heads of industry who want to come along. Not to mention half of Congress. We also have to prepare position papers on two dozen different topics.”
And this, Marcus realized, was a carefully rehearsed little speech. “Preparatory meetings for this mission would be the ideal chance to bring up the issue of a missing American citizen.”
“Not a chance.” The words echoed loudly through the voluminous lobby. “Look, maybe you could ask your local congressman or senator to raise the matter.”
“The parents have already tried that route.”
“Then there’s nothing I can do for you.”
“I can’t believe the State Department would take such a cavalier attitude to a kidnapped American citizen.”
The man actually smirked. “You don’t know that.”
Marcus studied the man more intently. “You know Gloria Hall?”
“Absolutely not. We make it a policy to have nothing whatsoever to do with the lunatic fringe.”
Marcus leaned closer. “The what?”
“Gloria Hall was ready to enlist on any side making trouble for the Chinese. As you well know.” The man shook his head, a quick motion like a dog shedding water. “Look, Mr. Glenwood, you’re wasting your time. Gloria Hall went looking for trouble and she found it. We can’t help you.”
The young lady at the International Chamber of Commerce was equally direct but far more polite. Her name was Patricia Calloway and she led Marcus through a warren of tiny cubicles to an office with a window. Her card said she was assistant director for Far Eastern policy and the plaques on her wall said she had graduated with honors from Wellesley and Georgetown’s School of Foreign Service. When Marcus had completed his lead-in, she demanded, “You’ve spoken with someone at the State Department?”
“I tried. They didn’t offer a thing.”
“I’m not surprised. With a major trade junket on the horizon, they’re all heads down in the bunkers.”
“Even so, it seems amazing how little interest they showed over a missing American.”
“Because it’s a Pandora’s box they don’t dare open.” She watched him with intelligent green eyes, clearly assessing whether he was worth her time, and whether he would actually listen to what he did not want to hear. “A number of Chinese dissidents hold dual citizenship with the United States. They go back planning to be arrested, hoping their mission will pressure Washington to act on human rights abuses.”
Marcus felt a niggling sensation at the back of his mind. Mission. It took a moment to recall where he had come across that word before. “A confrontation over human rights abuses just prior to a trade expedition would be-”