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he never mounted her bed, never once made love with her . . .

the natural thing, my lord, men and women joined.

Now all these gifts will be handed you at once.

But if, later, the gods allow us to plunder

the great city of Priam, you shall enter in

when we share the spoils, load the holds of your ship

with gold and bronze—as much as your heart desires—

and choose for your pleasure twenty Trojan women

second only to Argive Helen in their glory.

And then, if we can journey home to Achaean Argos,

pride of the breasting earth, you’ll be his son-by-marriage ...

He will even honor you on a par with his Orestes,

full-grown by now, reared in the lap of luxury.

Three daughters are his in his well-built halls,

Chrysothemis and Laodice and Iphianassa—

and you may lead away whichever one you like,

with no bride-price asked, home to Peleus’ house.

And he will add a dowry, yes, a magnificent treasure

the likes of which no man has ever offered with his daughter . . .

Seven citadels he will give you, filled with people,

Cardamyle, Enope, and the grassy slopes of Hire,

Pherae the sacrosanct, Anthea deep in meadows,

rolling Aepea and Pedasus green with vineyards.

All face the sea at the far edge of sandy Pylos

and the men who live within them, rich in sheep-flocks,

rich in shambling cattle, will honor you like a god

with hoards of gifts and beneath your scepter’s sway

live out your laws in sleek and shining peace.

All this . . .

he would extend to you if you will end your anger.

But if you hate the son of Atreus all the more,

him and his troves of gifts, at least take pity

on all our united forces mauled in battle here—

they will honor you, honor you like a god.

Think of the glory you will gather in their eyes!

Now you can kill Hector—seized with murderous frenzy,

certain there’s not a single fighter his equal,

no Achaean brought to Troy in the ships—

now, for once, you can meet the man head-on!“

The famous runner Achilles rose to his challenge:

“Royal son of Laertes, Odysseus, great tactician ...

I must say what I have to say straight out,

must tell you how I feel and how all this will end—

so you won’t crowd around me, one after another,

coaxing like a murmuring clutch of doves.

I hate that man like the very Gates of Death

who says one thing but hides another in his heart.

I will say it outright. That seems best to me.

Will Agamemnon win me over? Not for all the world,

nor will all the rest of Achaea’s armies.

No, what lasting thanks in the long run

for warring with our enemies, on and on, no end?

One and the same lot for the man who hangs back

and the man who battles hard. The same honor waits

for the coward and the brave. They both go down to Death,

the fighter who shirks, the one who works to exhaustion.

And what’s laid up for me, what pittance? Nothing—

and after suffering hardships, year in, year out,

staking my life on the mortal risks of war.

Like a mother bird hurrying morsels back

to her unfledged young—whatever she can catch—

but it’s all starvation wages for herself.

So for me.

Many a sleepless night I’ve bivouacked in harness,

day after bloody day I’ve hacked my passage through,

fighting other soldiers to win their wives as prizes.

Twelve cities of men I’ve stormed and sacked from shipboard,

eleven I claim by land, on the fertile earth of Troy.

And from all I dragged off piles of splendid plunder,

hauled it away and always gave the lot to Agamemnon,

that son of Atreus—always skulking behind the lines,

safe in his fast ships—and he would take it all,

he’d parcel out some scraps but keep the lion’s share.

Some he’d hand to the lords and kings—prizes of honor—

and they, they hold them still. From me alone, Achilles

of all Achaeans, he seizes, he keeps the bride I love . . .

Well let him bed her now—

enjoy her to the hilt!

Why must we battle Trojans,

men of Argos? Why did he muster an army, lead us here,

that son of Atreus? Why, why in the world if not

for Helen with her loose and lustrous hair?

Are they the only men alive who love their wives,

those sons of Atreus? Never! Any decent man,

a man with sense, loves his own, cares for his own

as deeply as I, I loved that woman with all my heart,

though I won her like a trophy with my spear . . .

But now that he’s torn my honor from my hands,

robbed me, lied to me—don’t let him try me now.

I know him too well—he’ll never win me over!

No, Odysseus,

let him rack his brains with you and the other captains

how to fight the raging fire off the ships. Look—

what a mighty piece of work he’s done without me!

Why, he’s erected a rampart, driven a trench around it,

broad, enormous, and planted stakes to guard it. No use!

He still can’t block the power of man-killing Hector!

No, though as long as I fought on Achaea’s lines

Hector had little lust to charge beyond his walls,

never ventured beyond the Scaean Gates and oak tree.

There he stood up to me alone one day—

and barely escaped my onslaught.

Ah but now,

since I have no desire to battle glorious Hector,

tomorrow at daybreak, once I have sacrificed

to Zeus and all the gods and loaded up my holds

and launched out on the breakers—watch, my friend,

if you’ll take the time and care to see me off,

and you will see my squadrons sail at dawn,

fanning out on the Hellespont that swarms with fish,

my crews manning the oarlocks, rowing out with a will,

and if the famed god of the earthquake grants us safe passage,

the third day out we raise the dark rich soil of Phthia.

There lies my wealth, hoards of it, all I left behind

when I sailed to Troy on this, this insane voyage—

and still more hoards from here: gold, ruddy bronze,

women sashed and lovely, and gleaming gray iron,

and I will haul it home, all I won as plunder.

All but my prize of honor . . .

he who gave that prize has snatched it back again—

what outrage! That high and mighty King Agamemnon,

that son of Atreus!

Go back and tell him all,