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her mother had raised the halcyon’s thin, painful cry,

wailing that lord Apollo the distant deadly Archer

had whisked her far from Idas.

Meleager’s Cleopatra—

she was the one he lay beside those days,

brooding over his heartbreaking anger.

He was enraged by the curses of his mother,

volleys of curses she called down from the gods.

So racked with grief for her brother he had killed

she kept pounding fists on the earth that feeds us all,

kept crying out to the god of death and grim Persephone,

flung herself on the ground, tears streaking her robes

and she screamed out, ‘Kill Meleager, kill my son!’

And out of the world of darkness a Fury heard her cries,

stalking the night with a Fury’s brutal heart, and suddenly—

thunder breaking around the gates, the roar of enemies,

towers battered under assault. And Aetolia’s elders

begged Meleager, sent high priests of the gods,

pleading, ‘Come out now! defend your people now!’—

and they vowed a princely gift.

Wherever the richest land of green Calydon lay,

there they urged him to choose a grand estate,

full fifty acres, half of it turned to vineyards,

half to open plowland, and carve it from the plain.

And over and over the old horseman Oeneus begged him,

he took a stand at the vaulted chamber’s threshold,

shaking the bolted doors, begging his own son!

Over and over his brothers and noble mother

implored him—he refused them all the more—

and troops of comrades, devoted, dearest friends.

Not even they could bring his fighting spirit round

until, at last, rocks were raining down on the chamber,

Curetes about to mount the towers and torch the great city!

And then, finally, Meleager’s bride, beautiful Cleopatra

begged him, streaming tears, recounting all the griefs

that fall to people whose city’s seized and plundered—

the men slaughtered, citadel burned to rubble, enemies

dragging the children, raping the sashed and lovely women.

How his spirit leapt when he heard those horrors—

and buckling his gleaming armor round his body,

out he rushed to war. And so he saved them all

from the fatal day, he gave way to his own feelings,

but too late. No longer would they make good the gifts,

those troves of gifts to warm his heart, and even so

he beat off that disaster . . . empty-handed.

But you, you wipe such thoughts from your mind.

Don’t let your spirit turn you down that path, dear boy.

Harder to save the warships once they’re up in flames.

Now—while the gifts still wait—go out and fight!

Go—the Achaeans all will honor you like a god!

But enter this man-killing war without the gifts—

your fame will flag, no longer the same honor,

even though you hurl the Trojans home!“

But the swift runner Achilles answered firmly,

“Phoenix, old father, bred and loved by the gods,

what do I need with honor such as that?

I say my honor lies in the great decree of Zeus.

That gift will hold me here by the beaked ships

as long as the life breath remains inside my chest

and my springing knees will lift me. Another thing—

take it to heart, I urge you. Stop confusing

my fixed resolve with this, this weeping and wailing

just to serve his pleasure, Atreus’ mighty son.

It degrades you to curry favor with that man,

and I will hate you for it, I who love you.

It does you proud to stand by me, my friend,

to attack the man who attacks me—

be king on a par with me, take half my honors!

These men will carry their message back, but you,

you stay here and spend the night in a soft bed.

Then, tomorrow at first light, we will decide

whether we sail home or hold out here.”

With that,

he gave Patroclus a sharp glance, a quiet nod

to pile the bedding deep for Phoenix now,

a sign to the rest to think of leaving quickly.

Giant Ajax rose to his feet, the son of Telamon,

tall as a god, turned and broke his silence:

“Ready, Odysseus? Royal son of Laertes,

great tactician—come, home we go now.

There’s no achieving our mission here, I see,

not with this approach. Best to return at once,

give the Achaeans a full report, defeating as it is.

They must be sitting there, waiting for us now.

Achilles—

he’s made his own proud spirit so wild in his chest,

so savage, not a thought for his comrades’ love—

we honored him past all others by the ships.

Hard, ruthless man . . .

Why, any man will accept the blood-price paid

for a brother murdered, a child done to death.

And the murderer lives on in his own country—

the man has paid enough, and the injured kinsman

curbs his pride, his smoldering, vengeful spirit,

once he takes the price.

You—the gods have planted

a cruel, relentless fury in your chest! All for a girl,

just one, and here we offer you seven—outstanding beauties—

that, and a treasure trove besides. Achilles,

put some human kindness in your heart.

Show respect for your own house. Here we are,

under your roof, sent from the whole Achaean force!

Past all other men, all other Achaean comrades,

we long to be your closest, dearest friends.“

And the swift runner Achilles answered warmly,

“Ajax, royal son of Telamon, captain of armies,

all well said, after my own heart, or mostly so.

But my heart still heaves with rage

whenever I call to mind that arrogance of his—

how he mortified me, right in front of the Argives—

that son of Atreus treating me like some vagabond,

like some outcast stripped of all my rights!

You go back to him and declare my message:

I will not think of arming for bloody war again,

not till the son of wise King Priam, dazzling Hector

batters all the way to the Myrmidon ships and shelters,

slaughtering Argives, gutting the hulls with fire.

But round my own black ship and camp this Hector

blazing for battle will be stopped, I trust—

stopped dead in his tracks!”

So he finished.

Then each man, lifting his own two-handled cup,

poured it out to the gods, and back they went

along the ships, Odysseus in the lead.

Patroclus told his friends and serving-women