and admired its form but couldn’t understand why it couldn’t just be an aerial photograph. But form told its own story, she used to say. And now she was struggling to say it again as the road vanished behind them.
‘I don’t know what it was about,’ she said. ‘Something about the man in Spain who never went on holiday because he hated photographs.’
‘I know what you mean.’
‘It’s nice to have that, a person in your family who knows what you’re talking about when you say about your work.’
‘That’s nicely put.’
‘It’s important,’ she said.
‘I agree.’
‘Deep down,’ she said.
‘Drumlanrig Castle’ flashed onto the windscreen with a load
of rain and grit. The wet cows in the fields got him thinking of those animals Scullion had liked to talk about, the extinct ones, the Asiatic cheetah, the goitered gazelle. When they passed another service station he thought of the melon stalls by the road in Helmand but the windscreen was now streaked with salt and he turned to her as she woke again.
‘Vodka,’ she said.
‘Vodka? Well, not in here, Gran. I would’ve brought a hip-flask if I knew you were going to go all karaoke.’
‘And tonic,’ she said. ‘Do we have that?’
After twenty minutes or so he turned off the motorway and stopped in Moffat. ‘Turn around when possible,’ the GPS said. Anne looked down at the voice and he turned it off.
‘Who’s that?’
‘Just the map,’ he said. ‘We’re on a detour.’ He drove into the town and parked across from a cashmere shop. He noticed how curious Anne’s eyes were and how young they seemed for a woman in her eighties. ‘Let me put your gloves on.’
‘Cold hands,’ she said.
The hotel wasn’t busy that afternoon and they got a nice table by the window. Luke came back with two vodkas and tonic and she smiled. ‘I don’t like that,’ she said, poking at the lemon with a finger. He took it out and put it in his own glass and clinked hers.
‘I’m glad you’ve got your gloves on,’ Luke said. ‘I don’t want you leaving any fingerprints. I don’t want people knowing I took my granny away and got her drunk.’
‘People sing,’ she said.
‘Have you been here before?’
‘This isn’t Blackpool, is it?’
‘No, Gran. You’ll know it when you see it.’
THE DARKROOM
They crossed the border and Luke spoke of the letters Harry had sent to Anne in their early years. He wanted to help her picture things and put her story together, for him and for her, in readiness for Blackpool. He wanted to establish her good times. She didn’t ask him how he had come to read them, as if their contents must have been known to him all along. ‘So,’ he said. ‘You came to Glasgow from America about 1955. You gave up your apartment. You came back to look after the aunts in Atholl Gardens.’
‘Is that my house?’
‘Theirs. Up the West End.’
‘Gardens.’
‘That’s right.’
‘A lot of bedrooms.’
‘You were looking after them. And after a few years you joined a photography club. Do you remember?’
‘My Auntie Anna died.’
‘You joined the Glasgow Camera Club.’
‘Was it in a long street?’
‘Sauchiehall Street.’
‘I used to go there.’
‘And in 1958 the club went to Blackpool. It was a trip. You all went down on a bus.’
‘That’s where Harry lived.’
‘No. Harry lived in Manchester. You saw him give a talk at the Masonic Hall.’
‘In Blackpool?’
‘Adelaide Street. You went with your friends to hear him talk about photography.’
‘Harry spoke.’
‘Yes. He sent you a cutting about it that was in the paper. The talk was called “The Ethics of Documentary Photography”. I think that’s what it was. He wrote to you about it once you were back in Glasgow.’
‘Is that right?’
‘Yes.’
‘My voice is different. I have an accent.’
‘He spoke about Bert Hardy and the man who took the pictures of the children on the streets in London.’
‘I know Bert Hardy.’
Bert phoned and said there’s an editor from America who wants the youth of today.
Luke mentioned more dates and details he’d gleaned from the letters. He went carefully. Some made her nod while others silenced her. Harry’s letters spoke of these men, the Young Meteors he called them, who had a new approach to capturing life in Britain. ‘And you kept going back to Blackpool. Did you have other friends there?’
‘Harry lived near there, in Manchester.’
‘Right.’
‘We’d meet at Woolworth’s. Under the clock tower.’
It was obvious from the letters that Anne had started taking pictures again when she met Harry. She was looking after the aunts, but she went to the Camera Club to escape, then Blackpool
to escape, and the photographs she began taking were different from her previous ones. Luke couldn’t understand what would make someone who had taken pictures of random objects suddenly want to photograph poor people standing at factory gates. He’d seen examples of both. He remembered seeing prints when he was a child and drawing on the back of them and never knowing where they came from.
She fell in love and it changed her style. That much he’d gleaned before they set out, reading the letters, thinking her thoughts. But he didn’t know why she gave it all up again in 1963. He felt there must be an answer lurking quietly in her current confusions, but it lay deep down. When he was growing up he had questioned her about the photographs and she said it had become important to capture real lives. The conversations between them had made them close. It was like a kind of teaching. Yes, he thought: she gave him lessons in how to aim above himself. She made him unusual, and she helped him to believe that a readiness for art was equal to a capacity for life. ‘Art is a moral adventure,’ he said to her in his university days and she’d winked at him. He’d got it. He was hers. She had no suspicion that this kind of hope would lead him into the world in a different way, but she supported him when he joined up, feeling it was all part of some secret quest that both of them understood.
‘Harry liked the shipyards,’ she said as they drove along. ‘And they were lovely people.’
‘The workers?’
‘Harry and the men.’
‘And did you sell any pictures?’
‘Bert worked for the
Picture Post
.’
‘And Harry would help you?’
‘Harry was in the war. Same as you.’
The horizon was orange and the crowd at Blackpool was already on the promenade. He slowed the car and saw the dirty sea through the painted railings. He saw the North Pier, the new public art, the laughing men with their mates and their chips. A sudden feeling of excitement filled the air between them and Anne giggled before Luke turned right at a bookmaker’s shop. It was late afternoon and the greyness of the town was expiring before their eyes. Kids had glow-sticks and coloured windmills made of light. ‘In one hundred yards you have reached your destination,’ the sat nav said. Anne sat up and craned her neck to see above the buildings.
‘Tower,’ she said.
He parked in York Street and Sheila answered the door. ‘Ee, Mrs Blake!’ she said. ‘Lord Jesus, Mrs Blake, come in.’ The paint was peeling on the door and the hall was filled with orange light as Anne stepped inside. Luke wasn’t sure if she had any proper memory of Sheila, or her sister, who was standing in the hall with a tea towel and a glass of beer. But she certainly recognised the house and was beaming into the carpet and the stairs. It was as if they’d walked in on a family celebration. ‘You’ll see some changes, Mrs Blake,’ said Sheila. ‘Tony’s a builder. He’s renovated, God, a dozen times, since Mam died. Did you know Mam died, Mrs Blake?’