Truly civilized country, for that you need big mystery cats …
The Arab imagination is something we’ve failed to capture, so how about big mystery cats …
Big mystery cats, we don’t even know what yours are, so how can we know what sort of things an Arab even imagines …
So how’s that something we can capture? …
Heads tipped, you could barely see it, how the foreheads of the delegates started tipping …
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victim’s silence, boo hoo, poor me, that’s the Arabs …
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Executive session …
Silence something I just get, my parents bricked up my bedroom door, then cut a new one, an exterior door, all other exterior doors were equipped with Yale locks and dead bolts, me, no, not that …
I slept without a lock …
Executive session over …
Shall we have some quotes …
First, executive session …
My door without a lock, my room, my little dresser, little bed, little end table, and my fish heads, too, don’t forget fish heads …
I thought the fish heads would protect me, no …
An unlocked door opening onto the dark, the night, opening onto everything that was outside …
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really much too loud how my door had no lock, Oh goodness, yes, I’m afraid the boy’s completely defenseless …
Then Mother chimed in, It’s perfectly safe for him, we don’t worry about him at all, why would we, she fingered her pearls …
Dad, he’d knock out his pipe and recite our address, clear as a XE{CA6QE C.XA E^/CSWZPOR Z6Z? <UPO>ZE{.MO./P
sometimes two times or three times, openings, fund-raisers, then both of them, the two of them reciting our address, much too loud …
Did they wonder what would happen if the outside came in …
At least I got to wander …
At least I developed an intuition …
Condi, see Condi, poor Condi, they never locked her out, never once did, and so what she never developed was an intuition …
They gave me an outside that came in, her they gave jack-in-the-boxes …
Pieces of history, Restoration, Versailles, Christmas gift jack-in-the-boxes from American presidents to beloved children, that’s what Mom and Dad gave to Condi, once or twice she’d play with them, toys from unscrupulous dealers bought at ruinous prices, she just smiled, then a glance, just once in my direction …
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She scribbled her quote unquote art, they paid for it, the billfold or purse would fly open, twenty, thirty dollars she’d snap up for deliberately heinous insults, provocations dashed off in seconds, but how they praised her, that quote unquote art sense and that quote unquote business sense, a glance to let me know she understood that I understood, me clocking her fraudulence, it didn’t matter, then she’d fold the bills and tuck them in her shoe …
She and I once foundlings, now residing in a great house, prized children to a barren couple, and she seized each advantage, clung to each, she hoarded both our advantages, hers and mine …
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Jay strides through the Green Zone, collared shirts, khakis, as if this can distance him from his FSU/Shippensburg past …
It’s like your heads are getting sleepier, my delegates, or just heavier, my dears, no question now of sleep, maybe it’s wakefulness, a terrible wakefulness that paralyzes your heads and drags you down …
It’s like pretty soon you won’t be able to hold your heads up at all …
Progress, we’ve made some great progress, sure, 33a is a sticking point, but listen, we’re getting there, let’s have water all around …
I tore the Iraq survey from the window, et voilà, a second piece of easel paper behind it, with inspirational quotes …
The Iraqi delegates stood to leave, heads swinging heavily, pendulous as sacks of grain, chins settling on their chests, I drew my revolver from my hip holster and I cocked my revolver …
Quotes quotes quotes quotes, time for quotes, I told the assembled Iraqi delegates …
Take a look here, now just look, Quote one, Salvator R. Tarnmoor, Quote two, Beaumont …
Heads tipped and knocked the conference table, brushed steel, walnut …
Tarnmoor: How bravely now we live, how jocund, how near the first inheritance, without fear, how free from little troubles …
Beaumont: How bravely now I live, how jocund, how near the first inheritance, without fears, how free from title troubles …
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Quote one, Salvator R. Tarnmoor, Quote two, Spenser …
Tarnmoor: ——So with outrageous cry, / A thousand villains round about him swarmed / Out of the rocks and caves adjoining nye; / … We will not be of any occupation, / Let such vile vassals, born to base vocation, / Drudge in the world, and for their living droyle, / Which have no wit to live withouten toyle …
Spenser: Thus as he spoke, loe with outragious cry / A thousand villeins round about them swarmed / Out of the rockes and caves adjoining nye; / … We will not be of any occupation, / Let such vile vassals, born to base vocation, / Drudge in the world, and for their living droyle, / Which have no wit to live withouten toyle …
These quotes are something we’ll need to discuss, but first, hey, am I the only one who looks at this curtain and thinks, this curtain, let’s open it a bit more …
This just bothers me, sorry, let me pull the cord …
The curtain parted farther, and there, on the right, on the sill, exposed before a sliver of window, of burning city, was a single can of green Krylon spray paint, I spray-painted JAY GARNER IS A NASTY TOAD-FACED FRUITCAKE on the wall …
Beaumont says this, Tarnmoor that, same with Tarnmoor and Spenser, this one this, that one that, what’s it mean, where’s our progress here, our theory of all that progress …
The heads tipped …
Sacks of grain I thought again, then I realized why …
It’s because they were hooded, I’d had the assembled Iraqi delegates hooded with grain sacks, I went around the table, untied the knots, plucked the sacks, I recited again the quotes …
33a, are you kidding, that’s not one we’re going to get without a theory of progress …