However, here and now, on this damned and God-forsaken world, he would screw his courage to the sticking place. Here and now, he would place his faith in his God, as Abraham had done.
He ran after Nurse Bell.
BEYOND THE FRONT trench, past the few remaining poppies that had survived the stampede, the shell-shocked now clambered over the bodies of trampled beasts, and the barbed wire, to the cat calls and jeers of the soldiers in the trenches.
Edith ran after them.
“Wait! Townsend, Miller!”
The men, neither helping one another nor hindering, each hell-bent on some personal goal, pushed forwards, free of the defences now, out into the veldt.
Edith followed, scrambling over the burst and blood-slicked carcasses of the beasts bridging the wire.
The veldt before her was a scene of ruin and devastation. The ground had been churned beneath thousands of hooves, pock-marking the surface.
The stacked pyramids of Khungarrii dead lay tumbled, and the funeral balls crushed, exposing chitinous limbs and vacant alien faces embedded in the shattered clay.
The earthworks had been toppled and yet more animals lay dead in some of the Khungarrii excavated holes.
If one squinted, it could almost be the Somme.
Here and there, a few of the mesmerised Khungarrii still survived. Most were injured, but several, that Edith could see, were remarkably unscathed. They stood motionless and patient in their enigmatic vigil.
Padre Rand caught up with her, a couple of orderlies and Sister Fenton hot on his heels.
Once clear of the entrenchments, on open ground, the shell-shocked men simply stopped, joining the surviving Khungarrii. They stood waiting as one might expect a commuter to wait, in expectation of an imminent train or motor omnibus, and with as little concern.
By now, the wind was carrying the slow stately procession of Kreothe towards them. No sound issued from the great creatures, at least any sound that she could hear. They were silent, like clouds. She heard only the abruptly terminated screams of the beasts plundered from the plain, as the huge tendrils plucked the animals into the sky. Padre Rand saw in them the false gods of this world, cold, unheeding, and uncommunicative.
There were twenty-seven men who, for whatever reason, stood waiting patiently, motivated by some unfathomable compulsion to be there. Only five people had ventured out to help them.
As the great air-shoal of the Kreothe drifted closer, the curtain of tendrils hanging below worked industriously, plucking the veldt clean, and lifting the creatures to taste them, before depositing them into their tubular maws, from where they were sucked into their huge digestive nodules. Every now and again, they rejected some creatures and let them drop the hundreds of feet to the ground, where they impacted with dull thuds and explosions of fluids and offal. It sounded, to Padre Rand, like those first big, fat, wet drops of a summer shower.
Bell, almost hysterical with desperation now, yanked at Townsend’s tunic with unprofessional urgency. “Townsend!” she screamed, looking up at the great creatures gliding towards them. Their sheer size was apparent now. Getting no reaction, she slapped him across the face. For a brief moment, she thought she noticed a reaction before it faded, replaced by the emotionless mask once more. “Townsend!” she slapped him again.
His eyes flicked towards her ever so briefly.
“Help me,” he said, a frail whisper barely escaping his lips. Then he was lost again, leaving only a tear sliding haltingly down his face.
She put a hand to his cheek and wiped it way with her thumb, then gave a startled yelp. A shadow moved on the back of his neck beneath his collarless shirt. The swelling pulsed briefly and she thought she saw a dark shadow, as if something moved under the taut blister of skin. She blinked. The swelling looked much as it had done over the last two days. Maybe she had imagined it.
The Kreothe were close now, almost overhead. She had to crane her neck to look up at them.
“We can’t stay here!” said Stanton the orderly. “We have to go!”
“But the men!”
“We can’t do anything for them.”
“We can. We must!”
She took hold of Townsend’s arm and pulled at him. Reluctantly he began to move with her, like a recalcitrant child.
“Stanton, take another one. Padre, help us!”
The Padre ran forwards and grabbed the nearest man.
“Come with me, my son.” He met with no resistance, but no help either.
Stanton threw his man over his shoulder and staggered back towards the trenches. He got into trouble trying to negotiate the bridge of dead animals over the barbed wire. One or two men came out of the trenches and sprinted towards him to help him with his patient.
Edith ducked under Townsend’s arm to take his weight. As she stood up and braced herself, she glanced back over her shoulder and regretted it.
Above them, like huge towering cumulonimbus clouds, the gas-bloated Kreothe drifted with a sedate grace while underneath the tendrils groped, picked and plucked rapaciously.
They plucked the first of the shell-shocked, a tendril wrapping around him and lifting him into the air. Edith watched with mounting horror. By some method she could not discern, the man’s body proceeded to unfold like the petals of a flower, bright and wet and red, like the poppies that populated the ground below, exposing his innards as the poppy petals unfurled to expose their stamen. It was as if he were being peeled or flayed as he ascended into the sky in some otherworldly sacrament.
Others were being plucked now, like matured fruit, ascending to waiting tongue tendrils where flocks of carrion things snatched and tore at them before they were directed into the soft wet waiting maws of the mouth tubes.
Stumbling under Townsend’s dead weight, Edith realised, with a sickening lurch, that they weren’t going to make it.
“BELL! BELL!”
Edith looked about at the sound of her name. She saw Sister Fenton calling to her from the opening of one of the Khungarrii delvings.
“Get in quick,” said Sister Fenton, holding out her hand to take Townsend. Edith pushed him down the hole and, with only a brief glance over her shoulder, followed. The delving was about twenty feet deep and sloped down at a gentle angle. The Padre was down there with two other shell-shocked soldiers, Miller and Jones. The group huddled as far down the sloping tunnel as they could.
“Keep still,” said Fenton in a low voice, as if afraid they might be heard.
One tendril dragged across the opening, throwing the burrow into darkness. Its tip probed the entrance, sending loose clods of earth and slips of soil slithering down into the hole. It began feeling its way down. Then it was gone, drawn away by the ever drifting air sacs above.
“I can’t look,” said Sister Fenton, turning her face from the hole. But a terrible fascination drew Edith’s gaze back to the circle of sky before her, striated now by passing tendrils.
Overcome by an unquenchable desire, Townsend struggled and jerked a little and Bell tried to calm him, but he worked free of Edith’s grasp, scrambling desperately for the light, and stood momentarily at the entrance, offering himself.
“Townsend!” Edith started after him.
“No!” Sister Fenton held her, and firmly forbade her from going after him. All she could do was watch as a dredging tendril found him, and after a tentative caress, caught him up and drew him into the air.
“He’s gone, Nurse, but we still have two more we might save,” said Fenton. Edith swallowed her grief and her anger, set her face for the practicalities of her craft, and nodded. Their job was to assist the living.
“Yes, Sister.”
In bleak resignation, Edith sat huddled with the others, waiting for the ordeal to be over, the tunnel lit by stroboscopic flickers of light and shadow as the moving forest of tendrils coasted past. There, more than in the dugout, she knew something of the fear these men must have felt under constant barrages that numbed the mind and pummelled the senses, until there was nowhere a man might take refuge from the shattering conditions outside, or from himself within.