“That’s exactly what I’m trying to do, maintain the reputation of the firm as the place everyone wants to go because we hire only the best. I think I know something about what it takes to be a criminal defense lawyer. I’ve been through all those resumes,”
I said, nodding toward the stack. “They’re very impressive, but there isn’t one of them I’d take ahead of this kid. I know him. I know what he can do. He worked for me. He’s the best clerk I ever had. He put in longer hours, had more initiative, more energy, and more imagination-more of the things that can’t be taught in a classroom-than most of the associates we already have.”
I was at my persuasive best, and it had no effect whatsoever.
Elliott Winston had not gone to Harvard or Yale, or Stanford or Michigan, or any of the other places whose prestige would apparently be threatened by his presence. On the vote, he was rejected ten to one. Michael Ryan, who had started the firm and built it from nothing, had not said a word and did not vote. Fidgeting constantly with his hands, always grinding his teeth, Ryan watched everything with a kind of malevolent stare.
“We brought Antonelli into the firm because we needed someone who could do criminal law. He wants to hire Winston as an associate. I think it should be his call.” His eyes darted down first one side of the table, then the other. “Anybody disagree?” No one looked back at him. “All right, then. Elliott is hired. Let’s move on to something else.” Every partner had a vote; Ryan had the only one that counted.
Elliott could not believe it. After I told him a second time, he made me repeat it again just to be sure.
“I didn’t think I had a chance,” he cried. “They never hire anyone who didn’t go to one of the best law schools in the country. Wait till I tell my wife!” he exclaimed before he hung up the telephone.
At the time I doubt I even noticed that his reaction seemed to prove me wrong and the other partners right. There were people impressed with where they had gone to law school. But then, Elliott was young, and one of the hazards of youth is to be impressed with all the wrong things for all the wrong reasons.
Though they never came out and admitted they had been wrong, there was not one among the partners who had voted against him who would not, six months later, have voted for him.
Of all the associates we hired that year, Elliott was everyone’s favorite. He made them all feel important. There was nothing disin-genuous about it. He thought they were important. They had gone to the great law schools in the country; he had never spent more than two days at a time outside the state. Whenever he had the chance, he asked them what it had been like, going to a place he had only dreamed about. For all their sanctimonious insistence that the best lawyers were the ones who kept their clients out of court and their own names out of the newspapers, the only thing they liked more than talking about themselves was having an audience that listened to every word as if it were the revelations of a prophet. When we gathered in the conference room to make the final decisions on the next year’s crop of associates, there was a great deal of grumbling about the failure of the hiring committee to find any more like Elliott Winston.
I never saw anyone work harder. He was always the first one there in the morning and almost always the last one there at night. If I came in on a weekend, I usually found him in the law library, his feet stretched out over the arm of the chair next to him, a thick volume of the Oregon Reporter open in his lap. He did anything you asked, whether it was to run down the street to file a motion with the court clerk or research the latest opinion of the United States Supreme Court, and he did it with such cheerful eagerness he made you think you had done him a favor.
In a way I suppose it must have seemed to him as if we had.
For all the incredibly long hours he put in, they were not any longer, and they were certainly more interesting, than what he had done working the night shift in a warehouse while he was going to law school during the day. With a wife and two small children it was the only way he could go at all. It would have been better for him, better for his children, better even for her, if he had never tried, or, if he had to try, had given it up as more than he could do. How easy it is to say that now, as if anyone could have known what was going to happen.
I still don’t know why it happened. There was nothing inevitable, nothing preordained about it. He might have spent an entire career and except for an occasional courtroom appearance never become acquainted with Calvin Jeffries. He would not have met him at all had it not been for his wife.
Sometimes on a Saturday, when he knew there would not be anyone around, Elliott would bring his two children with him to the office. The boy was then about five and his sister four. They were remarkably well behaved. They would sit at the conference table, drawing on the back of the discarded pleading paper their father had pulled out of the bins, keeping perfect silence while he studied the advance sheets on the latest appellate court decisions. The first time I saw them there, he explained that their mother, a nurse, had sometimes to work on weekends. I learned later that she was employed at a small hospital in Gresham, just east of Portland. The administrator was one of Calvin Jeffries’s few close friends.
That is how it all started, how they all met, how the circle of those three lives came to intersect. That was all I knew, and I only knew that because Elliott mentioned one Monday that he had had dinner with “Judge Jeffries” that weekend. He must have seen the look of confusion in my eyes. “My wife knows him. Not very well,” he added. “He comes by the hospital once in a while.
The head administrator is a good friend of his.”
I was curious. “So he invited you to dinner?”
“No, not quite like that. The administrator-Byron Adams is his name-invited us. There were maybe ten people. He told Jean he thought I might enjoy meeting the judge.” He thought it had been an uncommonly thoughtful thing to do.
“And did you?”
“Did I what?” he asked, a blank look on his face.
“Enjoy meeting Jeffries?”
“He was great,” he replied, gushing with enthusiasm. “He told me anytime I had a question I should just drop by. Anytime, he said.”
The smile on his face dissolved. He hesitated, as if he was not sure he should say what a moment before he had been eager to share. I was certain from his expression that it was something Jeffries had said about me. “Go ahead,” I told him. “It’s all right. I don’t mind.”
“He told me about the time he had to throw you in jail for contempt.”
The way he said it made it sound like a schoolyard prank, something that was worth all the trouble it got you into as a kid because it was such a great story to tell when you were all grown up.
“Is that what he said? He had to throw me in jail for contempt?”
Elliott was too glad that he had not done anything wrong in telling me what Jeffries had said to pay any attention to the tone with which I had said it.
“Did he tell you about the trial?” I asked.
“No,” he replied. “What kind of trial was it?”
I started to tell him, then thought better of it. Why should he have to take sides in a war that had nothing to do with him?
“Doesn’t matter,” I said, dismissing it as something of no importance.
As he turned to go, I heard myself say, “Be careful around Jeffries.” He glanced at me over his shoulder, expecting an explanation. I just shook my head.
“Be careful.” What could that have meant to him, young, ide-alistic, a lawyer who believed he could help people, thrown together with a legendary judge who had taken a personal interest in him. First a firm that never took anyone who was not from one of the best schools, now a judge who would not give the time of day to the best known attorneys in the city. Elliott Winston was on top of the world. He was indestructible and all I could think to say was “be careful.” He must have thought I was out of my mind.