I was pretty certain I knew the answer, but I asked anyway.
“How do you happen to know him?”
Flynn shrugged. “Meetings.”
That was how Flynn had met most of the people he knew, the meetings he attended sometimes seven nights a week where alcoholics took turns telling the stories of their addiction. It was surprising how many lawyers, judges, and cops went to those meetings. Or perhaps it was not surprising at all. Most of the people I met, after you got to know them, had problems of their own, whether it was alcohol or drugs, errant children or unfaithful wives. Madness comes in all shapes and sizes.
A few minutes later we were off the freeway, winding along a narrow blacktop road. Large brightly painted wooden signs propped up from behind by long two-by-fours announced one new development after another. Two-story houses in various stages of construction with wood shake roofs and massive stone fronts stood so close together that each seemed to trespass on the other. They were everywhere, on both sides of the road and as far ahead as the eye could see, new houses for new families, with enough bedrooms for each of the children and enough garage space for all of the cars. There was something vaguely depressing about the sameness of it all, which only deepened my growing sense of annoyance.
“This isn’t something you could have told me?” I asked as the car hit another teeth-rattling bump.
“What are you complaining about? Don’t you think it’s a nice day for a ride in the country?”
“I’m not involved in the Jeffries case.” I winced as soon as I said it. I was not involved, but neither was he, and I was the one who had asked him to find out what he could. Flynn paid no attention to what I had said, and I felt even worse. “Sorry,” I mumbled.
We passed the last development with its dozen red banners flying from a dozen white-painted poles, and followed the road as it curved under the branches of an oak tree and then out into an open field. A half mile farther on, Flynn turned into a dirt driveway that ran down to a small ranch-style house near a river at the back of a fenced five acres.
At the end of the driveway, opposite the house, inside a small corral next to a two-stall barn, someone was rubbing down a spirited chestnut-colored horse. In his early forties, with short black hair parted on the side, the man was dressed in dark jeans and boots. He was not very tall, but he was muscular across his shoulders and upper arms. When he heard the car, he patted the nose of the horse and then, stepping back, slapped his open hand on its flank. The horse snorted, tossed its head, and bounded away, dust flying up behind its hooves. Shutting the gate to the corral behind him, Flynn’s friend waited while we got out of the car.
I recognized him right away. When Flynn started to introduce us, I stopped him. “Detective Stewart and I are old friends.”
“But it’s probably the first time we’ve ever shaken hands,” he remarked pleasantly. He moved slowly and spoke quietly and had about him a certain understated authority that made you think he was someone you could trust.
“We’ve been in a few trials together,” I explained to Flynn.
“A few I’d rather not remember,” Stewart remarked, chuckling to himself. “Let’s get something to drink,” he said as he slapped me on the shoulder.
We sat at a wooden picnic table in front of the house, drinking lemonade. A breeze stirred the branches of the oak tree overhead, and shadows ran back and forth across our hands as we talked about the way things had changed and tried to remember the first trial in which he had been a witness for the prosecution and I had been the attorney for the defense. After a few minutes there was a long silence. I looked across the table at Stewart and waited.
“Howard tells me you’re interested in the Jeffries case.”
“Yes, but I’m not sure why,” I admitted.
Stewart laughed. “If he’d thrown me in jail for contempt, I’d be interested in his murder.”
Was there anyone who did not know what Jeffries had done to me? Stewart read my eyes. “Everyone thought Jeffries was a hero when he did that.”
“I didn’t.”
“Every cop,” he explained, though he knew he did not have to. I understood the way cops-most cops-thought about defense lawyers. “Every cop who had not spent much time in his courtroom,” he added. He looked at me with a knowing smile and then shook his head. “I used to feel sorry for the lawyers. He had to have been the meanest man alive. That’s what makes his murder so difficult to understand.”
“I should have thought it was the other way around,” I said without thinking. He was not speaking about the fact Jeffries had been killed but, as I now realized, something else altogether.
“With all the people who hated him and no doubt wished him dead, it seems a little strange that the one who killed him had no reason to hate him at all.” He pondered the meaning of what he had just said and then added, “At least no reason we could find.”
“Are you saying it was random after all, a robbery gone bad?”
He hesitated and then shook his head. “No, it wasn’t random.
He meant to kill Jeffries.” Again he hesitated. “He meant to kill someone, anyway. He was waiting in the parking garage, hiding behind Jeffries’s car.”
We were sitting in the mid-afternoon sun, the scent of hay and horses in the air, swatting away an occasional fat fly, but our conversation still fell back into the old habits of lawyers and witnesses: I broke everything he said into new questions I wanted to ask. “He was hiding behind Jeffries’s car. Did he know it was Jeffries’s car?”
“I don’t know. It might have been a coincidence. At that hour there were only a few other cars there. He might have been hiding there, waiting for Jeffries; or he might have been hiding there, waiting for the first person to show up.”
“That was the section though where only court staff were allowed to park, right?”
Stewart nodded. “He wanted to kill someone connected with the court, and from a couple things he said, I’m pretty sure he wanted to kill a judge. But whether he intended to kill Jeffries in particular…” His voice trailed off, and he gazed across at the small corral where his horse was munching on a bucket of oats.
“He had no reason to kill Jeffries,” he said presently.
“Jeffries had never sent him to prison?” I asked, repeating the assumption that had seemed to explain everything.
“No, and if he was ever inside Jeffries’s courtroom it was not as a defendant. That much we know for sure.”
“But he confessed. He didn’t say whether he intended to kill him?”
“He said he meant to kill who he killed.” Stewart watched me, waiting to see if I took it as literally as he meant it. “That’s what he said, almost verbatim. ‘I meant to kill who I killed.’ He must have said it a half dozen times before I started to wonder if he had any idea who the victim was.” With his index finger, Stewart drew a face in the condensation that had formed on the glass pitcher filled with lemonade and ice. “I don’t think he did it,”
Stewart said, as he carefully retraced the circle he had drawn.
“But you just said he intended to kill someone, whether it was Jeffries or not.”
His finger stopped moving and he looked up. “No, I think he did it, all right.”
“You think he did it, but you don’t think he did it?”
He followed his finger as it began to move again, broadening the outline of the face he had drawn until it disappeared. “That’s exactly right,” he said, as he picked up the pitcher and refilled our glasses. “He did it, but he didn’t do it.” When he finished pouring, he put the pitcher to the side, out of reach. “Everything fits. There’s no question that Whittaker killed Judge Jeffries. None at all. We found him and he confessed. He described every detail of what he had done: where he was; how he held the knife; how he waited until Jeffries opened the door to his car; how he slipped up behind him and grabbed him around the throat while he plunged the knife into his gut. The way he described it was like watching a movie: You could see everything, just the way it happened.”