MONDAY
Finn called Carolyn and told her he was staying, not just for the summer, but for as long as it took, which might mean deferring his final year. It’s different this time, he explained. He was considering Krawiec’s story, and taking it seriously; no one had bothered to do this. For Finn this meant going right back to the root, which wasn’t, as you’d expect, the Spanish novel. He asked his sister if she knew how he’d first heard about the killing. Not the novel, but the actual killing? It happened through a chance meeting, in a hostel in Portland, Oregon, on a mid-term break, and in one long evening, after they’d exhausted the usual conversations about the weirdness of campgrounds, fears of bears and deer-ticks, the hassle of travelling by Greyhound, he was told a story by someone who’d spent the previous summer in Italy. Naples, Italy. This man — there’s no point even trying to remember his name — said he’d sat opposite two women on a train, and one of them had started talking about how she was the only witness in a murder case. There wasn’t much to it. She’d stepped off the train to see a boy at the station with two bags — a shoulder-bag and a duffel bag. Key to this was the fact that he was wearing a green T-shirt with the design of a star set in a circle on his back. There wasn’t anything else to it. She saw this boy at the station. Nothing more.
Then one day, on the train again, with everyone reading the newspaper with a picture of the dark T-shirt with the star design, she’d caught a headline saying that the person who was wearing the clothes had, more likely than not, been killed.
It took her a while to figure out what to do, but eventually, she decided to have a word with the police.
Next time she was in town she went to the Questura, and she spoke with the people at the front desk and was immediately taken to the top man. She told him what she knew, and he asked her to describe the clothes, and then he took her to a room where he showed her the actual clothes. At first she thought they couldn’t possibly be the same. They didn’t even look like clothes. The T-shirt was cut, stained, so wasn’t even the same colour. The shorts were rust-coloured, this weird brown, and she realized that this was blood. Except for the blood, the stains, the cuts, the clothes were exactly the same. She was positive. The only thing was, she couldn’t exactly remember what the boy looked like because it wasn’t like she’d really noticed him, she’d just walked past him. And this is where the police did something really smart. This investigator had the man who did the photo-fit pictures walk her through one of the offices and ask her to look at the men in the office. As they walked he asked her if the youth she’d seen looked anything like this man, or that man. And the woman, who’s really uncertain, started to give answers like: he wasn’t so tall, his hair was shorter, his nose was this way or that way, and this gave the photo-fit guy a really good idea of what they were looking for. Clever, no?
At the end, once she was done, they made up a picture of this guy composed from different faces, and with a little work they managed to figure out exactly what he looked like — not just his face, but they managed to get a good idea about his height and weight, just from walking through the offices and her answering questions. I mean, that’s really something. That’s clever.
* * *
Finn told his sister what he was writing, in great detaiclass="underline" three thousand words on Saturday, seven thousand words on Sunday, and today, a day of revision — and then a description of the content. He read passages to her, but nothing too involved. His desk overlooked the palazzo entrance, the doors were right in his eye-line, he could look sideways from his paper and see it, and had quickly learned about the habits of those who lived inside and those who visited. It wasn’t unusual for people to come to the entrance and just stand there. People came all the time to loiter in front of the doors, and it was hard to tell exactly what they were doing. Some took photos. But a good number just gawped in a way that could be boredom or grief and left flowers, candles, notes and tokens, and while the supervisor cleaned everything away almost immediately, she was too superstitious to remove the candles and tokens, and they become dustier and greyer by the day. It’s the kind of thing that causes more pain over time, he said. Sometimes the Italian sense of melodrama took over: on Saturday three black sedans pulled up just short of the entrance, highly polished and dressed with fine strings of white flowers, and in the middle car sat the bride, who would be married, he guessed, within the hour. The doors either side of the bride were open and a woman attended to her, arranged and fussed over her dress. Beside the car, smoking, the bride’s father in a new suit, visibly more anxious than his daughter. The girl’s mouth was drawn into a pout and what details Finn couldn’t see he imagined: the pearlescent lipstick, the nails impossibly long and polished the same colour as her lips, her black hair carried back in long ringlets and covered with a mass of toile, delicately edged with petals that needed to be plucked away from her face. The girl’s face was undeniably round, he could see this, hamster-like sulking jowls, and when she talked she tended to set her mouth in a broody scowl, her neck and arms also were plump, child-like — but when she smiled she became exceptionally pretty, in a girlish way that made Finn suddenly sentimental. It was lucky, he thought, to see a bride among all this bustle, poised before her wedding, it improved his mood to see her in her last independent moment, cosseted and fussed. But it wasn’t an accidental pause. The bride’s father threw away his cigarette, took the bouquet from behind the bride and laid it at the foot of the entrance. No prayers, no pause, which surprised Finn. The bouquet was placed with care, leant in the corner so that it would not get kicked and would not be in the way, another man handed him a football shirt, Napoli blue, with Maradona’s number, No. 10, which the man folded, number showing, and laid beside the flowers. Once the man had set the flowers and shirt in place he returned to the car and settled without a word beside his daughter, and within a moment the three cars continued slowly down the hill toward the bay.
The brother of the bride, Finn thought. It had to be someone close who’d disappeared — and for this boy, as for many others, there was one day when he needed to be accounted for, included in some way in the family’s continuing life.
Carolyn repeated, That’s sad. So sad. He called her every time he saw someone paused in front of the doors. One man, old, knelt for an hour on the cobbles. Sis, sis. Listen to this.
Finn took his lunch at the alimentari, he sat with Salvatore and caught up on the news. In the evening he began to translate the start of The Kill, as it set a context for his book. What I’m writing isn’t about the crime so much, he explained, but the people in the palazzo. What he didn’t know he invented, and began to find a kind of veracity to this invention.
* * *
Finn didn’t tell his sister about the emails he’d received. The first came the day after an interview in the Corriere in which Finn requested new information on the killings. Information he promised to treat with discretion. I’m not the police, he’d said. I write. The email came from a commercial account: If you want to know what happened, it read, we’ll be happy to show you.
More messages from other fake accounts. In each email the same message.