The man stared hard at Rem. Santo leaned toward the guard. ‘You know, dressing in black is only going to work at night? You know that right? We — can — see — you.’
The thing Rem had to understand was they had another job. ‘If we go back to Amrah we stay there. We only have time to take you back. After that you’re on your own. We’re needed at CIPA.’
Clark asked about the road they’d crossed shortly after turning off Highway 80. It looked like a service road, nothing much to it, but where did that go?
Rem returned to the vehicle with the map, stood beside Watts and swore. ‘Can you find that? Is that marked down?’
‘It looks like it heads north. We want to be heading west.’
Watts traced Highway 80 almost to the border and found the route Pakosta had mentioned. ‘567, is that it?’
Rem called Pakosta back out of his vehicle. ‘What did you say the highway was, after Jalla?’
‘Route 567.’
‘We crossed that when we changed drivers. After 80.’
Pakosta shrugged, like this was common sense, something everyone knew.
‘We don’t need to go back to Amrah?’
‘Not the whole way.’
The four security men approached Rem. ‘We can take you to 80, but after that we need to head back to Amrah.’
‘You can take Route 567. See us to Liberty, continue on Route 567 to Amrah.’ Rem began to fold up the map.
‘Route 567 north is unsecure. We’d have to come back to 80.’
‘Then you come back to 80 after you’ve seen us to Liberty.’
‘We don’t have time.’
Rem took off his glasses and wiped sweat from his eyes. The heat and the brightness bore down, and nothing around them but stone. He asked the men what they suggested he do. He asked Watts if they had anything. Any kind of protection?
‘Nothing legal or useful.’
‘Anything?’
Watts apologized. There was one more thing. He drew Rem across the road. ‘What’s the name of the redhead?’
‘Samuels.’
‘He’s not looking too good.’
Samuels sat on his own on the blacktop with his back to the wheels, arms hugging his legs, head rested on his knees.
‘What’s his problem?’
Samuels’ problem had to be Fatboy. The last time Samuels sat in a Humvee Fatboy had shot himself. ‘Tell Santo to leave those guards alone and swap places. We’ll have Samuels with us.’
‘You’re going ahead?’
‘They said the trouble was north, after Camp Liberty. According to the map there’s nothing between here and Camp Liberty. No villages, no houses. Just desert.’
Watts wasn’t convinced. ‘According to the map there’s supposed to be a road.’ He pointed at the desert.
‘I don’t see a choice. Returning to Amrah, driving down Jalla isn’t an option, with or without security.’
Rem clapped his hands and told everyone to get back into their vehicles. He walked to the front Cougar, climbed up to the cab, and leaned in through the window.
‘We’re going back to Highway 80,’ he said to the driver. ‘We’re taking Route 567. It’s your choice whether you go back to Amrah or see us on to Camp Liberty. If you choose to return to Amrah, I’ll guarantee all of your contracts will be cut before you reach the city. Your choice.’
The security guard looked back, impassive.
* * *
They reached Highway 80 with the sun behind them. As they turned the two security vehicles pulled to the side of the road. Rem told Watts to ignore them and keep driving.
‘Don’t give them the satisfaction.’
As they turned north the sun struck into the cab and gilded Watts’ arms and shoulder, the back of his hands.
‘There’s nothing ahead. No villages. Only the road, then the camp.’ Rem checked the mirror to make sure the others followed, and without breaking pace they kept in a tight line and left behind the two security vehicles. The guards sat atop the Cougars with their guns trained across the desert. Highway 80 and the embankment quickly receded to a thin light band, a trace of amber, horizontal planes of colour. Samuels sat with his head down on his arms as if asleep or poorly, sweat beading on his neck.
* * *
Pakosta dominated the radio. Entertained them as they rode up Route 567.
‘They have these systems, ways of seeing. They’ve created these computer programs, these avatars, that learn. They empathize. They predict. They dream. They know the food you eat, how long it will take to digest, the quality of the shit you’re about to take. The heft, the colour, the weight. These things don’t even exist, they’re programs, right, pathways and electrical pulses. But they know you better than you know yourself. We’re just meat to them. I tell you. We aren’t even necessary any more. The future is here. This is where they test it out. It’s not chemical warfare. It’s digital.’
Pakosta sang as many songs featuring the word hero as he could recall. Asked every single one of them by name if they were all right and demanded an answer.
Watts turned down the volume.
* * *
Cathy sat for two hours in the library and stared at the screen, willing the download counter to creep to full. She didn’t dare touch the keyboard, and moved the mouse every five minutes to stop the screen from going to sleep. How does everyone else manage this? She was learning new words, could distinguish between KB and MB in terms of time, and how long each download would demand. She knew the difference between a gif, a doc, and a jpeg. She knew now to delete her history before closing the browser and logging out.
In his email Rem spoke about assigning cabins to the men, of clearing out bunks. He spoke about a squabble over who would take the cabins closest to the showers — although he couldn’t see the advantage, because the toilets and the showers were stupidly at opposite ends of the camp. He used the word loosely, he said. Camp. In the end they opted to draw straws, but having no straws or anything that would make do, they fell into a game of paper, scissors, stone. Grown men grouped under a temporary canopy playing a child’s game to settle a territorial dispute. He left them to it. Provisions were arriving, but without the proper equipment food would spoiclass="underline" potable water was shipped in plastic bottles, non-potable water was stored in two large underground tanks set halfway into a hill that relied on gravity to drain into the showers. For the moment they would get by day to day. He didn’t mind, he said, he really didn’t mind, because they had enough vehicles and enough fuel to drive right back to Amrah City if they had to — not that he ever wanted to go back, but if they had to, they could manage themselves out of trouble. The main problem, he confided, was heat, and adjusting the work day so they’d be up before dawn to receive the trucks for the burn pits. All in good time.
* * *
He’d posted the videos to an email account, and she found them accidentally — a stray click on an underlined link.
Once downloaded, the first, smaller message began to play. Rem’s voice broke into the library, until Cathy fumbled the headphone jack into the correct socket.
Rem huddled in a dark room, back to a wall, knees up, the camera close to his chest, his face greased with sweat, his eyes deep, closed at first, compressed. And then: his face sulking, baby-like, mouth rising, brow falling, and sobs, awkward and girlish. Rem cried noisily, he choked in awkward bursts that made this difficult, ugly to watch.
Out on Clark, the few lime trees planted along the sidewalk — always the first to suffer the heat. She took a break, called Maggie, asked ordinary questions, surprised at the control in her voice, how cold she could sound as she asked about the orders, about details, about shifts, the possibility of more work, because money, you know, was always welcome, especially now. When Maggie hesitated she said, ‘Forget it. Forget I asked. I don’t know why I called,’ and Maggie took the insult badly and cut the conversation short.