The first step, balancing on the crutch with a death-grip on the man-rope, fancy-served with turk's heads, that served for a banister. A second step. And William Pitt, lashing his tail lazily at the top.
"Get out of my way, you mangy bastard," Alan whispered. "Oh for Christ's sake, don't do that!"
The ram-cat daintily hopped down to the step he was on and wound about his bad leg, making himself a moving obstacle to any further attempt to take a step. William Pitt was purring.
"Happy I'm crippled, are you?" Alan snarled. "Getting our own back, are we, damn your eyes? Give way, you sorry shit-sack."
The cat leaped up to the next step, letting him advance, but repeated the performance, rubbing its chin and head on his good leg this time, and twining about him with tail and side like a snake.
"Need some help there, Mister Lewrie?" Lieutenant Lilycrop asked him.
"Somebody kill this filthy beast, sir, that'd suit," Alan said, sweating like a slavey for fear he'd go arse over tit any second.
"Stap me, but one'd almost think he's startin' to like you, sir," Lilycrop marveled. He came down the ladder and helped Alan up to the quarterdeck. "If you think you can manage it, I'd admire if you joined me in my cabins. You may lean on me, if you've a mind. No shame in acceptin' help now and again when ya need it, sir."
"Thankee, sir, I'd be much obliged."
Once ensconced in a padded chair, with a glass of rhenish in his hands, he felt much better, though the appraising way Lilycrop was looking at him was a bit disconcerting. Was he being sent ashore, try as he had to appear hale?
"I've given orders you're to shift your quarters for a while, Mister Lewrie," Lilycrop finally said. "You'll be comfortable enough in the chart-space yonder, and all the closer to the quarterdeck, with only the short ladder to manage 'til you're fully healed."
"I'm grateful for your concern, sir," Alan told him with a grin as his worries disappeared. "Doctor Lewyss says another couple of weeks more and I'll be fit enough for light duties. I thought you might be considering packing me off ashore, sir."
"Oh, not a bit of it," Lilycrop assured him with one of his round smiles. "We're used to each other's ways now, and I'd not like to break in another first officer. Not that one'd be forth-comin' from Sir Joshua Bloody Rowley for the likes of us."
"We didn't exactly fail, sir," Alan pointed out. "If he won't reinforce the overtures we made, it's his fault if he lets the chance slip away."
"He's nothin' to reinforce with," Lilycrop told him with a sour look. "Admiral Hood's off Cape Francois, blockadin' the rest of the French West Indies fleet, and Admiral Pigot…"
"Who the hell is he, sir?" Alan asked.
"Goddamn, but you still haven't learned to keep your ear to the ground, boy." Lilycrop frowned. "Pigot come out to take over from Rodney last year, just after The Saintes, an' after we got transferred. Anyway, one of de Grasse's junior admirals, de Vaudreuil or something, has most of his squadron penned up at Cape Francois, and at Porto Cavallo, on the Spanish Main. That's why there's to be no ships for any expedition to Florida. All the admirals want a last sea battle, a last crack at the Frogs."
"So everything we did was a waste," Alan spat.
"We weren't to know that, not at the time. Admirals change, plans change." Lilycrop shrugged. "Maybe after the war's over, we can run traders or agents in there, anyway, and still achieve somethin'."
"So we're just a little foot-note, sir," Alan went on, getting angry. "Maybe not even that."
"That's the way of it." Lilycrop nodded, reaching over to tap him on the shoulder. "Don't take it so hard, Mister Lewrie. You did all anyone could expect of you, and more, from what I heard. Sometimes all you can do is your duty, and your best just ain't good enough if they go and change the plan on you. Don't you think even admirals get their best efforts rejected now and again? 'Course, those never turn up in their memoirs, or the naval chronologies. Rest assured, Rowley give us a good report. And a nice pat on the arse on the way out."
"Out, sir?"
"Transfer back to Admiral Hood's flag, off Hispaniola. We're to be part of Commodore Affleck's group workin' close inshore to keep an eye on the Frogs at Cape Francois. Be good to get back to sea and have somethin' straight-forward to do, for a change. Maybe get a crack at a merchantman tryin' to supply the damned place."
"I still think we'd have done better going back to Florida," Alan said, shaking his head. "The French will never come out, sir. We waste our efforts blockading them. And if they're blockaded, then we have a clear shot at landing the expedition."
"But if they learned we were doin' it, and took ships off-station, they would come out, and then where'd we be?" Lilycrop countered.
"Then we keep the fleet at sea, waiting for the second chance to defeat them, sir," Alan schemed. "What better lure to draw them out at all! Look here, sir, I'll wager you any odds that Admiral Hood had no idea this expedition was being considered. What if we could write him and let him know of it? He's senior to Rowley, is he not? If he could thin his blockade, provide enough ships to escort the expedition, the French would learn of it. We land our forces at Apalachee Bay, or closer to Pensacola. This de Vaudreuil comes out of Porto Cavallo and Cape Francois, maybe the Dons come out of Havana. Pigot could come west from Antigua or St. Lucie, and Rowley could sortie the Jamaica Squadron. We assemble off the Florida coast, threatening Havana, and meet them in that last glorious battle the admirals want so much!"
"Damme, you don't think small when you take the effort." Lilycrop laughed, then sobered. "But, one thing I've learned in this Navy in my time is, most people wouldn't stir their arses up if you set fire to 'em, Lewrie. They're happier layin' back, lettin' somebody else make the decisions. It's too much of a risk. It'd expose Jamaica again, an' this time, the Frogs an' the Dons might succeed in takin' it. The watchword is, 'when in doubt, don't.' Good for careers, but hell on the country. Been guilty of it meself at times, God help me. No, this time we'd best let our superiors make the decisions. They don't look kindly on lieutenants givin' em advice."
"Bad for the career, sir," Alan said evenly.
"There you are," Lilycrop agreed. "I'd forget about writin' any letters, if I were you. 'Sides, the war's so close to over, it wouldn't make much difference anyway. Now, why don't you see to as much as you feel up to, so we can sail tomorrow. Let Mister Caldwell help you. Him an' Midshipman Rossyngton can do your leg-work for you. Do the lad good to get a little authority. Park yourself in a comfortable chair on the quarterdeck, if you're of a mind."
"Aye, sir, I shall," Alan relented, half of a mind to write his letter anyway. He groped to his feet, got his crutch going, and went to the chart-space, where Cony had begun to lay out his kit and his chest. A small fixed bed-box had been cobbled together and fitted to the partition aft of the chart-table, much like a settee. Athwartship as it was, it would be more comfortable to sleep in, and it was high enough to allow him easy entry and exit, even with his game leg, if the seas got up once they were on-station.
"What career do I have to worry about preserving, anyway?" he muttered to himself once he was ensconced on the mattress, sitting so he could draw out a large-scale chart and study the Caribbean area. "Maybe I should write that letter after all. Not that it'd do much good, I suppose."
Alan thought that even if he did write it, and Hood was receptive, perhaps Pigot would turn out to be chary, or Rowley would be too cautious. It would take weeks to draw a consensus locally, and then they would most likely wish to send off to London for directions, and that would take months more. To act and fail on their own would hurt their careers. No one back home in the Shelburne government would care to strand a British army in the marshes where they would die like flies to alien fevers and agues, not this close to the end of the war, while they were negotiating a peace. It would risk Jamaica, or Antigua.