“I put the sword into the water?” It sounded like one of the magic tales told to children.
“Just the sharp part of it.” Mikel nodded again.
“And it stopped the torment?” Ronan shook his head. He remembered none of what the changeling insisted had happened.
“Stopped it for all of us. I was relieved. I hate crossing that river.” Mikel scratched at his dark hair. “They say if anyone uses the sword they die…or…”
“He did not draw blood,” Ula snapped, interrupting the changeling. “The laws are that blood must be drawn. If you do not know of what you speak, keep your trap closed.” Mikel’s mouth snapped shut, apparently certain that Ula would silence him if he didn’t do it himself.
Ronan looked at Ula’s flashing eyes, but underneath he could see she too was nervous. “What he says is true then. I used the sword.”
She looked away. “Yes.”
“I didn’t do it on purpose.” Ronan didn’t like her eyes averted like they were. It scared him. He waited and she finally lifted her gaze back to his.
“Yes, you did.” She sighed. “You opened that door the moment you drew the sword against the centaur. You were ready to use it if you felt you had to. That is how it begins. The river does not make you do anything that isn’t already in your head.”
Ronan’s mouth felt suddenly dry. “I didn’t even want the damned thing!” Keegan looked back at him but said nothing.
“You do now. You’ll have to fight against the urge. It makes you weak against the dark forces.” Ula bowed her head. “I should have warned you before. I’d hoped I wouldn’t have to.”
Ronan stared at her. He felt ill and he was very angry. “And what does the law say? What is the rest of it? Anyone who uses the sword dies or what?” Ronan demanded.
“Or becomes one with the dark forces,” Ula whispered.
It just kept getting worse! They weren’t even half way to Merisgale yet. How would he be able to make it if things continued as they were? Perhaps he should give up. Or give the sword to the centaurs. At least he could be sure they would not let it fall into the wrong hands. And it wouldn’t be his responsibility anymore. He didn’t want it!
Sorcha stopped abruptly and Arien stared with confusion as his horse swiveled around and headed back toward Ronan. Ahearn halted, staring into Ronan’s eyes. He neighed loudly and shook his head.
“Well what am I supposed to do then? I’m a blacksmith! I have no business carrying this sword around!” Ronan shouted at the horse. He slanted a gaze at Ula when she covered her mouth and turned her head. Keegan looked just as amused. Arien just stared at Ronan as if he’d lost his senses.
Ahearn stamped his foot. “It has nothing to do with me!” Ronan swung off of Sorcha and she sidled away, carrying Mikel with her. Arien scrambled from atop Ahearn when Ronan faced the horse, eyes flashing.
“Wise move,” Keegan murmured but Ronan didn’t care what they thought of him anymore.
“I make weapons. Then I give them to someone else who would use them. I’ve never carried a weapon. All I have on me now to use is a dagger, just large enough to skin a snake. That’s it. I know about bending metal. I know about staining leather. I know nothing about dark forces and wizards. You were there. You saw.” Ronan was shouting and though the others flinched, Ahearn did not. Beneath his anger, Ronan was grateful the horse remained. He needed someone to hear his venting, to take it without feeling fearful or intimidated.
“I am supposed to be at home,” Ronan continued, throwing his hands in the air. “I have work to do and money to make for doing it. None of it has to do with crazed witches and mind reading horses!”
Ahearn neighed softly and Ronan gritted his teeth. “Look at me. Do I look like the kind of man who should be given such an obligation?” Ronan saw Keegan’s eyes widen when Ahearn seemed to nod his head. Yes.
“I do not! I haven’t it in me to do what needs to be done. I never have.” He bit his words off, glancing at the others. Realization washed over him. He’d just heard the horse speak. Well, not exactly. He’d heard his thoughts. But no one else had. Maybe he was the crazy one.
Ahearn stepped closer, bowed his head and nudged Ronan’s hand. Strangely, he knew the horse understood. Ahearn knew the torment that the river had stirred. Somehow, Ahearn had been there, in his thoughts, keeping him from slipping away with the river’s power. But how? You allowed me in.
Just as they had in the river’s mirage, the words came out of thin air. Ronan thought about them. He remembered releasing Ula’s hand. But part of him had felt as if by doing so he’d exposed himself. And of all those he traveled with, he trusted the horses the most.
“Perhaps, I did.” Ronan breathed out heavily when the horse nodded again.
“That is unbelievable.” Keegan’s voice brought Ronan’s eyes up.
“You trained him,” Ronan said lowly before lifting his hand to scratch at Ahearn’s ears. “I didn’t mean to yell.” Ahearn snorted hot breath against Ronan’s arm. I know.
“I’ve never seen a horse bond with another rider like that.” Keegan shook his head with apparent disbelief, adding, “I’ve never seen one communicate like that. He actually nodded his head. He answered you.” Keegan’s expression was filled with awe and renewed respect. Ronan groaned.
“I am beginning to think our blacksmith is more than what he claims to be,” Ula agreed.
Ahearn nodded his head once more and Ronan sighed, shaking his. He wouldn’t tell them that the horse was doing more than a few physical gestures. And none of them seemed to want to hear that he was only what he claimed to be. The horse wasn’t making it any easier to convince them otherwise.
“I appreciate your faith in me but I am not cut out for this. If the truth should be told, I was honestly tempted to give that centaur the sword. His reasoning has been the only reasoning that makes sense to me since we started.” Ronan bowed his head.
“M…Maybe that’s what makes you perfect for the job.” Mikel the Hort suddenly spoke, still perched on Sorcha’s back. “You can see all the sides. Not just one.”
“What does that mean?” Keegan’s eyes swung to the changeling, suddenly filled with suspicion. Mikel immediately held up his hands, shaking his head.
“I mean no harm. But the boy said that the guards meant to retrieve the sword were killed.” Mikel’s eyes darted to Ronan. “Maybe they were not so smart as you, Sir.” Arien nodded in agreement.
“I think so too,” the boy said. “That’s reasoning I can understand.”
“At least they were sure of their purpose.” Ronan sighed, letting his hand fall away from Ahearn. “Come, let us get moving. It does none of us good to stay here listening to my madness. I’m wasting our time and we haven’t much before it grows dark. I’ll contemplate the meaning of my life once we are in Fullerk.” He climbed back into his place upon Sorcha’s back.
“But I appreciate your words, little one, and your honesty,” He added as he kicked the horse forward, leaving Arien to clamber back atop Ahearn.
“I steal, Sir. I don’t lie,” Mikel replied.
“So, you’ve said.” Ronan nodded and said nothing more. Instead, he prayed that he could find the answers he sought in Fullerk. He didn’t know why but he had a feeling that things would be different once they got there, perhaps even better. He found some comfort in that and took a deep breath to settle his nerves. His fit of madness and cowardice was over. Mentally he made a decision to ride to the end of this journey. Ahearn would lead him the right way. Yes.
Six
Fullerk is a market fair and trading grounds, Ronan thought as they stepped through the main street. It seemed people of all walks of life were there, coming and going. Even this late in the afternoon, people bustled about selling and buying wares from booths. He could make a small fortune selling small weapons in this town.