The sun has fallen now, but I need to wait a little longer, because there’s nothing to the west of this neighborhood that will offer any cover, so the beautiful sunset, with its fluorescent colors lighting up the sky, still provides illumination.
I walk around the place a couple of times and then head back toward my car, parked three blocks away in a lot secured by a high fence. I pay the fee to the guy at the gate and get my key. I leave the lot and park on a side street a half mile away.
I use my electric razor to shave. I squeeze out some hair gel that I bought at the store to grease back my hair. In the SUV’s backseat, I use the extra legroom to change into a shirt and tie and suit.
When I was a prosecutor, I once lost my badge, which was a big no-no. Authentic law enforcement badges are a real treasure for the gangbangers; they trade them like currency. So I got docked some pay, but eventually they had to give me a replacement. Lo and behold, I found my original badge several weeks later, but I’d already paid the price for it, and I figured the odds of my getting through the paperwork to recoup my fine were about as good as my setting foot on Mars, so I kept the stupid thing. I wasn’t supposed to do that. Sometimes I do things I’m not supposed to do. Tonight might be one of those times.
I make the decision to leave my SUV where it is on the side street. It’s a small gamble. It’s a pretty nice ride, but I shouldn’t be too long, and I’d rather have my car at the ready without having to pay somebody cash to get my key. I don’t know if I’m going to be walking or running when I leave James Drinker’s apartment building tonight.
I’m wearing my trench coat, the shirt and tie showing through the nape, and the county attorney’s office badge clipped to my coat. I walk with confidence. You don’t do that, you’re a sitting duck. But you keep your chin up, make eye contact with passersby, and look serious but disinterested, and with the trench coat and badge, nobody messes with you.
Unless they do.
I approach the building. There is really no turning back now. I’ve made the decision and I have to abide by it with full force. If I back down now, I could be in a world of shit. I don’t know what James Drinker is capable of, but several people have underestimated him so far, me included, and I’m not going to do it tonight.
I take the stairs slowly, deliberately, not trying to conceal my steps but not going out of my way to be loud, either. I pass two people on their way down, both of them young men-late teens, early twenties-who show me some respect by keeping on their side of the staircase and then some. They could be badasses, for all I know, but why mess with law enforcement unnecessarily? They pick their spots like anyone else.
I get to the fourth floor and walk down to number 406, on the left side of the dimly lit hallway-dimly lit is good. The door is old, cheap wood, but probably on the thick side. There is no peephole, which is significant. I could work around it either way, but it’s easier this way.
I rap my fist three times on the door and call out, in a voice not my own, “James Drinker. County Attorney Special Investigators.”
Then I take one step back and hold up my badge.
“Who is it?” a voice calls through the door. It’s a thick door, or he was sleeping and his voice is weak. Or he’s wary, as he should be when someone knocks on his door at ten o’clock at night, and the fear alters his voice.
“I’m a special investigator with the county attorney’s office, Mr. Drinker. We have a couple more questions to ask you. A couple things you told us on Wednesday.”
“What else do you want to know?”
“Do you want me to shout my questions to you in front of all your neighbors, or do you want to let me in? It’s your choice.”
My heartbeat kicks into full throttle. There could be anything awaiting me behind that door. He could have made my voice. He could be expecting me. He could have that butcher knife or any other kind of a weapon.
Which is why I’m glad I brought my gun.
Two locks unbolt, a total of four clicks. Then the door pops open a couple of inches, straining the rusted chain lock, still attached. I make sure that the first thing he sees is the badge, front and center in his narrow line of vision.
And I make sure that the first thing he feels is a blast against the door, sending him backward as I charge into the room, the chain lock snapping away easily.
Not the most original of moves, but he clearly wasn’t ready for it. He’s in the midst of completing an ungraceful fall backward onto the hardwood floor, his body rocking backward, feet in the air, his shirt rising up to reveal the beer gut, his flaming red hair everywhere on the floor. Hands are free. No weapon that I can see.
“Hi, James,” I say.
Long, kinky red hair, check. Spare tire in the midsection, check. Horn-rimmed glasses, check. Muscular build, not as toned as I would have thought, but I never saw him in a short-sleeved T-shirt.
He checks all the boxes.
But the face is wrong. From a distance, sure, the prominent features all check out. But his nose is bigger. His teeth are straighter. His eyes are smaller, his cheeks rounder.
“James Drinker?” I say.
“Who the hell are you? Don’t. . What do you want to know? I didn’t do anything. I already told your cops.”
The voice is all wrong, too.
He sits up, his arm over his body. He took a hard fall and he’s scared out of his mind.
“I know you didn’t,” I say. “This is a misunderstanding. I’m sorry.” I fish a bunch of twenties out of my pocket. “That’s for the chain lock. And a few drinks, on me. I’m. . I’m sorry.”
I turn for the door, my head buzzing. I played this out twenty different ways in my head, good outcomes and bad. I didn’t plan for this.
Whoever this guy is who walked into my law firm, and who has killed five women in this city, he isn’t James Drinker.
Who goes to an attorney’s office to confess his sins wearing a disguise, and with an assumed identity? I never saw that one coming.
Not a fake name, either-a real person, with a real apartment, a real job, a clean criminal record. And with distinctive features like blazing red hair and thick black glasses and a beer belly, all of which he could easily mimic, that he would be remembered for, and that, from a distance, would make the real James Drinker indistinguishable from the fake one. So if I happened to send someone to look in on James, my people would have every reason to think that the person they were tailing was the same person who walked into my law office.
Whoever he is, he’s smart. Smarter than I ever imagined.
I exit the building and start walking east on Townsend toward the big intersection, toward my car parked down the way.
He’s been watching James Drinker, I now realize. When the cops showed up at Higgins Auto Body the other day and put the real James Drinker into the back of a car and drove him down to headquarters for questioning, he was watching. And he knew Drinker had absolutely no connection to the murders of five women. He knew that the only way the cops would have his name is from me.
He’s probably watching me right now.
I stop and spin around on the sidewalk. I look in all directions. There is street noise, partiers on a weekend, cars passing at the busy intersection. He could be anywhere. He’s not going to be dumb enough to reveal himself to me right now.
He’s been playing me all along.
I’m back at square one. I have no idea who he is. I have no idea why he’s butchering young women. And I have no idea why he chose me.
But I have a feeling I’m about to find out.
PEOPLE VS. JASON KOLARICH