"Who am I?"
Shale stared at Terelle, his eyes widening. Her voice contained a hardness he had never heard before.
"And what do you mean, calling me Watergiver?" Russet shrugged. "Nothing. Name of people, that be all. Just as ye talk of Scarpermen and Gibbermen and Reduner."
"What people?" Shale asked.
"People of Khromatis. My land."
"I've never heard of it."
"Khromatis lies on roof of Variega mountains. Beyond your comprehension, Gibberman. Past the Alabaster Whiteout. My home." He looked at Terelle. "Your home."
"Why were you looking for my mother? Who is my father? My real father. Does he live?"
"No."
The word was stark, uncompromising, but she would not be diverted. "His name?"
"Erith." He spat it out, his voice twisting with unpleasant emotion. "Erith Grey. Name better forgotten. Stole your mother from her people and fled the mountains. Took her because she had power. And he be having none. He be neither waterpainter nor watershifter. An eel-catcher!" His contempt was thick and unpleasant. "No true Watergiver. Peasant from salt marshes of borderlands."
She stared at him, her face a mask behind which she hid her turmoil. "And you?" she whispered finally. "What are you to me?"
"Kin," he said at last. "Trying to be bringing her back. Your mother."
"You spent so many years looking for her? From-from before my birth until you met me? That was fourteen years!"
"Yes."
"And now that you know she's dead?"
"Ye be taking her place, of course."
She stared. "To do what?"
"When ye ready, I take ye to Khromatis. Soon-"
She scrambled to her feet so suddenly she upturned her chair. "And have I no say in all this? What am I-a shell to be moved from one hollow to another on the board at another's whim? I'll go nowhere without knowing a lot more than this, old man."
With that deliberate rudeness, she turned on her heel, picked up her hat from the peg at the door and left.
"As wilful as her mother," Russet growled at Shale.
Shale, only too aware that he owed his safety to this man's sanctuary, could say nothing; he gritted his teeth in his frustration at being unable to speak his mind. The sandblighted old bastard, he thought. In his own way, he's as evil as Taquar. And I'm damned if I will allow him to do this to Terelle. I will find a way to get her out of this. I must.
CHAPTER THIRTY-ONE
Scarpen Quarter Scarcleft City Artisman Russet's room, Level 36 Terelle returned to Russet's room an hour or so later.
There was nowhere else to go. And as always, when her mind schemed rebellion, her body suffered. She sweated; her stomach cramped.
In one part of her mind and heart she had always known that Russet was not a gentle, kindly old man with an altruistic interest in her wellbeing. She just hadn't wanted to see the extent of his nastiness and greed, even in the privacy of her thoughts.
She scowled, thinking, That was so childish.
At least she knew her true name now: Terelle Grey. And if Russet was telling the truth, Viviandra's father, who had sold her to a Reduner caravan, had only been her stepfather. She was glad of that, too.
She shivered slightly. The thought of journeying to a land so far away that no one had even heard of it scared her. Watergivers. Even the name was outlandish, as if they were all gods. Or blasphemous, as if they all thought of themselves as gods. Yet she didn't know if she was prepared to confront Russet and demand answers, or to give ultimatums. What if he painted a worse future for her? Perhaps he could restrict her still further, tighten his grip on her small freedoms. How would she bear it? It was bad enough as it was. In her heart, she ached to go with Shale. She trusted him. She liked him. When she was with him, she felt content. No, more than that: safe. Happy. When she thought of him walking out of her life, she went cold all over. But how to tear free of Russet when even thinking about it made her feel so ill?
Sunlord help me, how long do I have to spend with that old man? I hate him! For the next few days, she kept practising her waterpainting skills, including the ability to influence the future.
"We call it shuffling," Russet said. "Ye shuffle up new picture from base paint, or ye shuffle the future-make it happen."
She experimented by manipulating things that she hoped were trivial, but the more she trained her hand and her mind, the more she was frightened by the scope of what she was able to do. "If ye be having details, then only two limits to power of waterpainting, Terelle," Russet said. "Ye can't shuffle up yourself into a painting. Meaning ye can't make your own future. Second thing, ye can't ask impossible-can't be bringing dead back to life or making someone fly like bird."
"It wouldn't be possible for me to ensure that Shale and Mica meet again, would it?" she asked, wanting to be sure she had been right about that.
"Your heart and mind must have picture of Mica, so how? Ye can't."
Shale, practising his water skills alongside her, looked away without commenting. His innate disapproval of waterpainting was like a smothering blanket.
Her fear grew. Her sense of rebellion was being slowly snuffed out, spark by spark. It had nothing to do with Shale, everything to do with Russet. And there was nothing she could do to stop it. As a snuggery madam, Opal considered the girls' reading of poetry or writing of loving missives to favoured clients to be part of their entertainment value. Consequently, both Terelle and Vivie had been taught to read. However, Terelle had never read the kind of books that Shale had in his possession. A book about Scarcleft and the people who had once ruled the Scarpen. A book on the geography of the Quartern. A book describing plants and animals and gemstones. A book detailing the dynamics of water.
"I never knew reading could be so-so interesting!" she said. "Where did you get them all?"
"I took them from the mother cistern. There were lots of books there when I arrived, children's books mostly, and Taquar brought me more later."
"Books in a mother cistern? Why?" she asked.
"What?"
"Why? Why on earth did Taquar keep books at a cistern? And why children's books? Did he take them there for you?"
He paused, thinking. "No, I don't think so. Most of them were stacked away and dusty. There were all sorts of odd things there. Toys. Children's clothes of different sizes, for girls. Women's clothing, too. As if…"
"As if?"
"As if other people had been living there before me."
"Children?" She was disbelieving.
He was silent so long she thought he was not going to answer.
Then he said softly, "I'm stupid. I never really thought about it, but of course it wasn't like that. It was one child, growing up. Getting bigger, older."
"That doesn't make sense."
"Yes, it does. If she was like me."
She stared at him, not comprehending, and then with growing horror as she did. "A water sensitive," she said at last. "A potential stormlord. Kidnapped. Living there alone for years? Growing up there? Until she was a woman?"
"A prisoner." He could barely get the words out. "Taquar's prisoner. Like me. Maybe she was looked after by a woman. There were no clothes to fit a child older than about ten. Maybe he took her away before she got any older than that."
"Or maybe she died then."
He went to rummage through his bag. Russet, who had been brewing more of his paints at the fireplace, looked over at him curiously, but he ignored the old man and held up what he had been looking for: the gold bracelet he had found in the mother cistern. "I found this there. There's a word on it, but I wasn't sure what it meant." He handed it to her.
Before she had time to examine it, Russet had reached over her shoulder and taken it from her. "Vymeth? No, Lyneth."