Just knowing that in house after house after house, apartment, condo, and dorm, places of business open early, there’s a succumbed corpse once belonging to a terrified human being not knowing what was happening. Just… oh. In each and every there was a Mr. Fleming with a suit on; a woman in her favorite chair with a knife in her gut; parents, like Bastian’s, like Kodie’s, lying at the front curb and on the backyard deck, on top of each other.
Mom had wandered off. Bass’s parents had tried to. Mr. Fleming’s open window. An overwhelming need to get out? Trying to go somewhere. All the cars we’ve seen on the roadsides are empty. Save for the sexton at Memorial Park, not a single car has had a corpse in it. All keys in the ignition, most doors open, door chimes binging away.
Everything had settled now. The sky wasn’t yesterday’s cobalt and the blustery winds were gone. The sky was low, morning-gray and flickering electric as we headed back out of downtown and up I-35. My eye snagged on a huge blow-up jack-o’-lantern affixed to the top of a strip mall.
On I-35 we saw eighteen-wheelers stopped at the side of the road every fifty yards or so. We stopped at the first three we came to and checked the cabs. Empty. We stood on the shoulder of a flyover looking down at east Austin. No stone piles anywhere on 35 and none could be seen down on the streets below except for the couple I saw in a Fiesta grocery store parking lot.
“What the hell, Kev? Where did the truckers go? All the drivers?”
“Truckers’ve got CBs. Maybe they communicated and went somewhere? No idea.” Specious reasoning. Bass didn’t follow up. Most of our initial questions were rhetorical, WTF? questions.
Went somewhere. That took root in my head. I closed my eyes and my eyelids fluttered. I heard Bass ask if I was okay and though I nodded, what I saw behind my eyes were the dark smiling teeth. Smiling as if pleased that I’d figured something out.
Went somewhere…
I opened my eyes and swayed a bit. “Another vision?” Bass asked with true concern and reverence in his voice. He took hold of my elbow to steady me.
I nodded. “It’s so hard to describe. All I can say is that I know many are gathered somewhere.”
In the distance was Mueller’s Park and the bright red Thinkery Children’s Museum. Doubt kids were there thinkering about the old world. “Kids lived,” I mused. “What a ‘kid’ is we’re not sure. Pre-puberty?”
Bass nodded. “Yet we’re still here.”
I pressed my lips together. I looked over his shoulder at the Bronco where Kodie sat in the front. She had put her head back and closed her eyes, clearly not feeling well. “Some adults killed themselves.” In my head the bald man shoots himself in his kitchen, the little squares of windows lighting up in the dark, and the smiling nurse sits atop the fence looking down at me with that wild glamour in her eyes, nodding yes. “I do not get that, but it’s a significant number. Most died like…”
“My folks,” Bass said with a raised chin.
“Like them, and like the Flemings, the Lagenkamps. And Rebecca’s dad. The trashman on my street. It was getting him. The people at McBride’s. The white stuff. But, where are they?”
“It’s not like we’ve gone house to house. Maybe they’re all still inside.”
“I’m not so sure.”
“Why?” Bass asked.
“Your folks were clearly trying to leave.”
“Yeah, but I think they were reacting to…” He caught the emotion in his throat and swallowed. “Going somewhere… That’s not what I saw in their eyes. They were panicking, flailing.” His eyes shined as he staunched tears.
“Okay. My mom walked off somewhere. Martin’s car was gone. I didn’t see a bunch of people walking this morning. But all these trucks and cars. Even this police car over here.” I pointed down the freeway and squinted. “See? The driver door’s open. Empty. These truckers, cops, shift workers, they were driving through the dawn when it happened. All of them, they pulled over, stopped, parked, got up, and walked away. Where? Why?”
I saw whales lined up on beaches. Fires at night. Dancing silhouettes.
I thought I was starting to understand why. “Like the world’s whales, they beached themselves. They went somewhere to die.”
Bass pursed his lips as he measured my conjecture. Mueller Lake winked as a flock of waterbirds took flight from its surface. “All right. So, do we go looking for the kids… or this place the dead went?”
“Kids,” I said, my voice flat. “I’m not sure finding where a bunch of dead people are matters.”
“I’m with you. We need to assess and the biggest assessment to make is to find out where the hell a hundred thousand kids are.”
And that’s when we heard the roaring.
It came from the direction of the river. We heard it three more times as we drove with windows down. Each time we heard it, we narrowed down its location. We’d angle in on the sound, disagree with each other, the noise repeated, more terrifying each time. The third time we heard it we knew it was the sound of thousands opening their throats, like what you’d hear in a stadium, a big play for the home team, the starting chords of a smash-hit song.
But it had a keening, unhinged pitch to it. Having heard nothing for a day and then to hear this, from a distance—I thought my nerves might melt down.
We heard it again driving up Barton Springs. We were so close now that Bass instinctually slowed down. The dreams and visions had hinted this was the place. The children of Austin had all gathered on the morning after at Butler Park.
Butler was this open green centerpiece to the several cultural structures near Lady Bird Lake. Next to it was the Palmer Arts Center and the Long Center. A place of picnics, running dogs and children, a night-lit fountain, ponds and walking paths and the river curving just beyond. The grand backdrop was the downtown skyline. An idyll. Of course they’d chosen it to be their place of reckoning.
We crept along, ready to bolt. I know it wasn’t just me seeing the potential scene here as we got closer. They’d hear us, stop their noisemaking, turn and come for us as a horde. It wouldn’t take long for their two hundred thousand hands to get at us through the webbed glass.
Yesterday they were disparate and coming together. Now that they were in a hive, their reaction to us might be different. Strength in numbers. Strength in groupthink. You mess with one bee, you might get stung. Go home, put some ice on it. You mess with a hive…
What, we were going to shoot at them, mow them down with the Bronco? Even if we did, there were too many.
Oh, that damned muffler’s hacking, even at this nil speed, was too much. “Kill it, Bass,” I said. “They’re gonna hear us. If we want to see them in their natural state, we’ve got to walk.”
Bass pulled into the Peter Pan Mini Golf at the corner and turned off the truck. We sat in the quiet for a moment, looking at the twelve-foot elfin Peter who, in front of the course’s building, had taken a knee and gazed into the great beyond not unlike the Great Sphinx of Giza, only this Sphinx wore tights and had a droll smile that did nothing to settle our nerves.
Bass: “Okay, let’s roll.”
We exited the Bronco, each having the presence of mind not to slam the doors.
“Let’s go over to that building next to the park there, you know?” I asked.
“Yeah, Dougherty Arts,” said Kodie.
“Let’s see if we can climb up and see what they’re doing.”
“What about Palmer?”
“You think we can slip past them on Barton Springs? It’s wide open there. They’ll all see us and then it’s a footrace. And we’d be treed up there if they saw us. The school’s better.”
We stood at the bus stop across from the Peter Pan. I was scanning around while Bass talked and in my head I heard the MoPac train from last night. Chasing that train had been futile, I’d thought. But now I’m not so sure because the residue of its sound caused my eyes to fall upon the bridge stretching across Barton Springs Road just yards away.