The waves on the shore are playing with empty crates and creels, pushing them up onto the stones and pulling them back again. The cove is littered with plastic bags, polystyrene blocks, floating on the oil-slick water, and they are slowly being sucked out through the mouth of the cove with the tide. Clem’s tractor, too, has been dragged down from its place at the top of the beach and it now sits a few metres out into the cove. Only the steering wheel of the tractor and the back of the driver’s seat are visible.
The Great Hope lies on the stones listing over to one side, as do the other boats that returned the day before. All the boats left on the beach have been dragged as far down the beach as the chains securing them to the railings will allow, and they strain on them like dogs against their leashes. All the loose ropes and chains attached to the dividing wall are also outstretched and are laid out in a series of parallel lines down the beach and on into the water. Ethan feels if he picked one of the lines up, he could pull the sea and the sky towards him.
It takes him a while to understand what is wrong with the scene, and at first he thinks he must be mistaken, but as his eyes follow the outstretched cables and ropes down towards the beach, he sees it is no longer the same beach, and the stones that make it up are no longer the same stones. It is as though while the space remains the same, it has been filled with items that are similar but not the same. He feels as though everything has been replaced by someone who knows this place well, but who has had to reconstruct it from memory. He looks around and the feeling compounds itself and although when he focuses on any one thing — the rocks at the mouth of the cove or the stones on the beach — and they match the image in his memory, he suddenly feels like a stranger in this place.
As he looks down on the beach he starts to feel panic welling up in him. And in between the outstretched ropes, pulling their way to the sea, he sees the first cracks. Thin black lines that run the length of the beach from where they emerge out of the water, up through the stones towards the concrete wall. The lines are barely perceptible and he wonders whether he is actually seeing them at all. He looks around to see if anyone else has noticed, but the villagers are going about their business and show no sign they have seen anything more unusual than the devastation left by the high tide.
He looks around for Timothy, as though Timothy might be the only person who might understand what he is experiencing, but Timothy is nowhere to be seen.
20. Timothy
TIMOTHY GOES THROUGH the house laying down sheets over the bare floorboards and, using the remaining dustsheets, he covers what remains of the ruined furniture and the walls as best he can.
He sits on the narrow mattress and fills the canvas bag that has been lying beneath the bed since he arrived. The bag has escaped the damage and he shoves in all the clothes that are not beyond repair and takes it down to the car, though as he emerges from the house he notices the passenger window has been smashed, more damage he had not seen before. He fishes out a shirt from the canvas bag, wraps it round his hand and clears the broken glass from the window frame and from the seats as best he can, though even as he does, he can see pools of broken glass accumulating in the seat well and around the handbrake. The damage does not appear, at first glance, to extend beyond the broken window and when he has cleared most of the glass, he places the canvas bag on the passenger seat and gets in at the driver’s door. He sits there for a while, looking back at the house with its door left swung wide open. There’s no point closing it. His shoulders sag and, feeling an emotion start to pass over him, the first tentative waves that lap at the shore as the tide turns its force upon the land, he twists the key.
The engine coughs, tries to turn over and gives up. He tries again and this time it coughs again, but more weakly, and the third time he tries it gives no response. He is calm at first and then the frustration rises in him faster than he thinks possible and when he opens the door to get out, he pushes it outward with enough force for something in the hinges to give. He leans against the door and then pushes it again with his full weight behind it and feels the mechanism break completely and he leaves it hanging from its frame like a broken arm.
Timothy walks between the house and the car several times, pacing between the two open doors, unable to pick one. Eventually, he reaches in through the smashed window and picks the bag from the passenger seat of the car and takes it into the house again.
Back inside, he places the canvas bag back on the bed, returns downstairs, pulls one of the remaining chairs over to the window in the front room and spends the rest of the day staring out at the sea.
The next day he walks down into the village and places a card on the noticeboard outside the village store, which is far enough back from the seafront to have escaped the high waters and is still open for business. Then he walks back up to Perran’s and takes up the same position by the window again.
21. Timothy
THERE IS A knock at the door and Timothy stirs in his chair but does not move. There is another knock.
‘Heard you’ve got car trouble.’
The voice comes in through the kitchen, through the door he has not bothered to close. Timothy stands from the chair by the window and walks through to the back of the house where he finds Tomas, who is appraising the wreck of Timothy’s car. Timothy stares, wondering whether Tomas has come to gloat, or to see how the damage to the house looks in the light of day. In the nights since the break-in he has pictured all four of the skippers at the front of the mob that stormed the house, tearing down pictures and furniture.
But Tomas does not look as though he is there to gloat. He looks concerned. At the state of the car, and at the state of Timothy, who has not washed or shaved for three days now and has barely eaten either. He is aware from Tomas’s stare that he does not look like a well man.
‘There’s no fixing this one then?’ he says.
Tomas’s grin is friendly and suggests he knows there isn’t. Two nights of heavy rain have fallen in through the open doors and windows, which has done nothing for the old estate, and it looks as though it has already started to sink into the verge behind the house. Tomas indicates the bag of tools he’s brought up with him and waits for Timothy’s go ahead. Timothy tries to conceal his surprise, but he nods and Tomas reaches in through the driver’s door and pulls the catch for the bonnet beneath the steering wheel. He brings the bag of tools round to the front of the car and disappears beneath the bonnet, and Timothy stands at the kitchen door and fixes them both a coffee. As he drinks, Timothy becomes aware of how cold he had become sitting by the window for so long, despite the blanket he had pulled round his shoulders. There is some warmth in the sun that falls onto the back of the house and he stands on the step feeling the light rest on his face. Eventually, Tomas’s voice rises up from within the silent engine.
‘She’s dead. Simple as that. She won’t get you a mile let alone make the kind of journey you’re looking to do.’
He comes out holding a piece of the engine in his hand and passes it to Timothy apologetically before returning to close the bonnet.
‘Best you could do for her is point her in the direction of the sea and take the handbrake off, I reckon,’ he says and smiles. ‘I’d offer to take her off your hands, but she’s a pile of junk.’